Novels by jynx19

Kabanata 32It was probably one of the most, if not the most, terrible sleep I have ever experienced.Antok na antok ang pakiramdam ko kahit anong oras na ng umaga at kailangan ng pumasok sa kompanya.I don't want to go. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa din makalimutan ang nangyari kagabi at sumasakit lang ang ulo ko kapag naiisip iyon.I pulled up my blanket more to covers my body. It's so cold. Bukas ang aircon at nakabukas din ang electric fan but still, hindi pa din ako makatulog.My mind just won't stop thinking. Nakakaasar!Ako dapat ang nagpaparamdam sa kaniya ng ganito pero bakit tila ako pa ata ang nahuhulog sa sariling bitag na ginawa ko?It was so fast. Ang tulin ng mga pangyayari kagabi at hindi ko namalayan na napapadala na pala ako sa kaniya.Sinampal ko dapat siya noong hinalikan niya ako pero hindi ko nagawa! I was too lost.

Kabanata 31Sumapit ang gabi at natapos ko na ang lahat ng paper works nang tumawag si Evans at pinaalam na hindi daw kami matutuloy ngayon.He had an important meeting with the family of the person he's going to marry. Hindi ko tuloy make-kwento sa kaniya ang mga nangyari kanina.Inayos ko muna ang mga gamit sa lamesa bago tumayo. Nang masulyapan ang dalawang floral bouquet na galing sa kanila Zax at Evans ay nag-isip pa ako kung dadalhin ko ba ang mga iyon sa bahay.Sa huli ay napag-desisyunan kong ang kay Evans na lang ang dalhin at iwan na lang sabi ang binigay ni Zax. Maybe I should just give it to my secretary tomorrow. Aanhin ko ba 'yun?I do not want to create new memories with him in terms of materials. Sapat na ang panlalanding ginagawa ko kapag nandiyan si Rhianna kaya ayaw ko nang dagdagan pa.I actually received calls from him earlier

Kabanata 30I was halted for a moment. Tila bigla ay mayroong bumara sa lalamunan ko nang sabihin niya iyon.Ang kaniyang mga titig ay nasa akin pa din ang atensiyon. Now, the expressions it has changed. May lungkot, pangungulila, at pagsisisi akong napansin roon.I looked away. Bakit kailangan niya pang sabihin iyon?"I'm sorry, Mr. Centineo but I don't really know what's your talking about." I tried so hard to sound confused.Tumikhim siya at umiling. It seems that he realizes now what he just said."I'm sorry---""If that is all you're going to say, you should leave now. Madami pa akong kailangan asikasuhin na trabahao." Hindi ko na siya pinatapos pa.I don't want to hear another sorry from him. It was suffocating. Hindi pa ba siya nakaka-move on?He is already married! Ano pa

Kabanata 29The party has ended and there wasn't any scandal that happened that I was expecting. Hindi na kasi bumalik pa sa pwesto nila sila Zax matapos ang eksena na iyon sa restroom.I bet they left earlier that night. Baka nga nag-away pa sila.Right now, I am in my office reading some documents and files that our team needs to construct for a new project.Mahirap din pala talagang mag-manage ng malaking kompanya. To think that we have almost one thousand employees here, segu-segundo ay may kaniya-kaniya silang ginagawa.The problem is, hindi ako makapag-focus dahil sa nangyari kagabi! It was exhausting! Bakit kailangan ko pang makaramdam ng kakaiba nang niyakap niya ako?I am not in love with him anymore. Simula ng talikuran niya ako at ang pamilya ko ay binaon ko na sa limot ang pinagsamahan naming dalawa.He married Rhi

Kabanata 28After I stayed up to almost five minutes in the stage, bumaba na ako at kaagad nagpunta ng restroom para pakalmahin ang sarili.Seeing him right now brings so many memories to my life. Ang mga alaala na hanggang ngayon ay namamalagi sa isipan at puso ko.Masiyado nga siguro akong nasaktan para sa aming dalawa. Na kahit tinanggap ko na sarili ko na wala ng pag-asa, the pain just can't leave me alone.After all these years, hindi ko pa din pala kayang makipagtitigan sa kaniya ng ganoon. But I have to. I need to.I need to stay strong. Madami pa akong plano sa kanilang dalawa. Sobrang dami.I opened the faucet and washed my hands. Buti na lang at walang ibang tao rito. I looked myself in the mirror.Tandaan mo, Chesika. Celestine ka na ngayon. Pinatay na nila ang dating ikaw. You can't be weak right now. Not at this point.Lalabas

Kabanata 27It took me half of an hour to finally pick a dress I'm going to wear. Lahat naman kasi ng nakalagay dito sa wardrobe ko ay pwede kong suotin.It will be just a matter of what I want to try for today, or to the type, at least.Hapit na hapit sa kurbado kong katawan ang suot ko. This one is like a pink floral dress. Pink has became actually one of my favorite colors after what I've been through.Pink just reminded me, guided me, and motivates me to continue in life...to be happy, and to smile again.To keep going when I planned to just leave everything.The door quietly opened. Nakarinig ako nang mga hakbang papalapit sa akin."Ma'am Celestine, nag-iintay na po sa baba ang daddy niyo." My secretary informed.Hindi ako lumingon but I nodded. After checking myself and clearing that everything was fine, tiyaka ako tumalikod.

As soon as I went out of the room, his hard hand pressed my arm before pinning me to the nearest wall, making me wince caused by the sudden force. He opened the door beside us, it was his office. The privilege of being the Alpha. And then he forced me again to enter the room.I didn't know how to react to his actions. I can't even explain my feelings right now. I was in between nervous and excited, and even distracted at everything.I just can't control the affection of his presence giving me. The room was silent and I could hear my own heartbeat properly. I stepped back, his presence is more than enough to intimidate me.I folded my thigh tightly. But the thought of him standing so tall and so firm in front of me was another calculation. It makes my knees tremble and weaken.I looked at him and when our eyes locked from each other, my wolf inside me is scr

He caught me.I wasn't hallucinating. It was true and surreal.I saw how his dark gray eyes glimmered in desire while watching me pleasuring myself. And it wasn't my intention to do that.I didn't know the blinds were opened and he will see me. I forgot the fact that the Alpha of our pack was just staying behind our house. I was an idiot for letting him saw what I was doing.I took a deep breath for how many times already and focuses myself on listening to the lecture Mr. Bruce is talking about for the next week.Senior year is about to end and by the word of that, picking for the warriors will be happening too, next Friday.I was a bit nervous and excited at the same time. I trained myself from the past years to be officially a warrior before I finally turned eighteen and finds my mate. I want to prove to myself that I am deserving to be in this

Chapter TwoI mounted from the water, gasping for air. My sight was still blurry but I could hear noisy sounds from my side. It was gasps from the people. Where did I come out? Am I in front of the people? Fudge, that's a bad idea!When my sight becomes clearer, the first thing that I saw was a person from not so far, wearing a triangular hat and clothing I never saw before."Who are you? Where did you come from?" That person that I saw asked in obviously confuse voice. He stands up in the wooden but golden chair he was sitting in.I roamed my eyes slowly. My eyes widened in disbelief when realizes that I am currently in front of many people!I looked down to see where the hell I mounted and for fucking hell, I am inside a tub filled with water!Where am I? What the hell is this place?"I asked you a question! How dare you ignore me?" He asked again and th

Chapter OneToday is our final exam for the last semester but I didn't want to go.Fudge, I still feel so sleepy!I pulled up the blanket to covers my body more. My eyes feel heavy and my body feels so tired. It seems like I haven't slept even if I did."Conan! Wake up now! The food is ready! You can't be late for your exam!"Just when I was about to sleep, I heard the gunshot voice of my mom from the outside as noisy as it should be.I tighten the hold of my blanket as I embraced the pillow more.Who wouldn't feel sleepy after your mom forcing you to review your subjects until it reaches midnight?I fucking forgot everything that I reviewed mindlessly yesterday! And now, I am facing another dilemma because I needed to sleep but my mom wouldn't let me.The door opened loudly when I didn't reply back. Sure it's going to be