The Crush's Crusher
...In the name of crush, love and lies...They say broken people can't fall in love, right? But what if love really lies?
Fighting depression and bipolarity along with eating disorder and coupled with fighting the urge not to take her own life, can things get anymore confusing for Fay when a silly crush transpire into something else?
They say obsession is sweet, but when it leads to infatuation, it tends to get more dangerous and powerful.
"Can I kiss you?" He whispered, his lips hovering above hers slightly, their lips almost touching.
She shook her head negatively, her lips unconsciously dying for his taste.
"Alright." His breath out, untangling his fingers from her hair as he made to move his lips away from hers but she pulled his head back quickly before muttering against his small pink lips.
"Kiss me."
© Josephine. C. Ivy
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Chapter: Chapter 75"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
Last Updated: 2020-11-17
Chapter: Chapter 76"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
Last Updated: 2020-11-16
Chapter: Chapter 73"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
Last Updated: 2020-11-12
Chapter: Chapter 72"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
Last Updated: 2020-11-10
Chapter: Chapter 72"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
Last Updated: 2020-11-08
Chapter: Chapter 71"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
Last Updated: 2020-11-07
Loving Maya [18+]
This story is rated 18+ because it contains explicit content. You have been warned.
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NOT ALL RICH GIRLS WANT A BAD BOY. OR DO THEY?!
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Studying Arts communications in a prestigious college, Maya Trager, daughter of a powerful and rich billionaire, a nineteen year old teenager is in her second year and just getting well settled among her peers when she comes across Ash.
Ash Hunter, heir to his father's empire is a collected kinda guy, rarely attends class and is super hot. Not only is he hot, he's also a panty dropper. And unfortunately Ash's silver eyes is focused on Maya, who's coincidentally crushing oh him.
Just after when Maya was unable to stop herself from falling for Ash, she found out to her dismay that she had mean nothing to him, except a stupid bet.
Watch Maya grow from timid to savage and refused to get walked over anymore, and watch her fall for the one who broke her heart all over again.
Josephine. C. Ivy 2019
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Chapter: Chapter 10Maya's POV "Calm down, bitch." Sean cooed as he walked slowly towards me."Calm the fuck down." He continued."Shut the fuck up, Sean." I snapped. My heart felt tight. It's so unfair seeing Ash looking unaffected. I've tried to forget him, I've tried hard but he is still in my head. After the stupid shit he did to me. What the fuck is wrong with me? Sean stared at my face oddly. I avoided his stare. My emotions were obvious on my face."Baby..." He whispered."Come here." He opened his arms and I threw my self into his arms. I felt my eyes prickle with tears. I pushed the tears back as Ihugged him tighter and tighter. Sean. What would I do without you? I thought.Probably drown in tears. My subconscious added. I love you, Sean. I thought.
Last Updated: 2020-10-15
Chapter: Chapter 10Maya's POV "Calm down, bitch." Sean cooed as he walked slowly towards me."Calm the fuck down." He continued."Shut the fuck up, Sean." I snapped. My heart felt tight. It's so unfair seeing Ash looking unaffected. I've tried to forget him, I've tried hard but he is still in my head. After the stupid shit he did to me. What the fuck is wrong with me? Sean stared at my face oddly. I avoided his stare. My emotions were obvious on my face."Baby..." He whispered."Come here." He opened his arms and I threw my self into his arms. I felt my eyes prickle with tears. I pushed the tears back as Ihugged him tighter and tighter. Sean. What would I do without you? I thought.Probably drown in tears. My subconscious added. I love you, Sean. I thought.
Last Updated: 2020-10-15
Chapter: Chapter 09Maya's POV"Why should I be the one to type your assignment again Sean? Are you nuts?" I huffed as I cried out frustratedly at a sheepish looking Sean and a laughing Whitney. The twins went back to school last night cause they had to be in school this Monday morning. We were given an assignment to look up some tips on how actors and actresses make tears fall at any time in a movie. I typed a few paragraphs and printed the papers out. Normally it's either I do an assignment and Sean's. The other lecturers haven't seem to mind copied works, all except this particular lecturer. That's one of the reasons why I don't like Mondays."What are you gonna do now? He's gonna be so mad at you." Looking through my bonded scripts, I hit it against my jean clad thighs as I huffed, running my fingers through my hair. Sean is one piece of work. I woke up this morning by 6:30am and I
Last Updated: 2020-10-15
Chapter: Chapter 08Maya's POV I sipped on my plastic straw as I smiled at what Whitney was telling me. It's Sunday afternoon with Whitney, her two cousins, Sean and I. We were supposed to hang out at Sean's place but our plans got changed at the last hour because Sean's roommate, Cameron wanted to use the house with his girlfriend, so we ended up at a chic Italian restaurant.We ordered pizza and drinks. The drinks came immediately but we had to wait for the pizza, which was fine by us."And then what happened?"I asked the twins, cause I'm unable to tell who's who. They were narrating about a time when they tricked Whitney. The identical twins were fun and cool to be with, they talk about everything and nothing in particular. They switched topics like pages of a book. They decided to skip school for some d
Last Updated: 2020-10-15
Chapter: Chapter 07Maya's POVWhitney, Sean and I are walking down the insanely spacious hallway. Funny how we all have 8:am classes this morning which is rare cause we mostly have classes at different time.We discussed about random things. Apparently Whitney is explaining what dinner at her home looks like. We strode slowly as we waved,smiled and paused to greet some students.We reach the end of the hallway as we promised to meet up with Whitney this evening, we came to school together but won't be returning home together cause after the 8:am class,the rest of our subjects today doesn't rhyme so there's no way we're gonna be leaving together.We waved her goodbye as we went in different direction.I groaned as I looked up at the amount of stairs we've to climb just to attend a freaking class.Flight and flight of stairs.*****We finally reached t
Last Updated: 2020-10-15
Chapter: Chapter 06Beautiful cover by @love_richieI think you should check her works..........they are fab!Dedicated to all my readers..................................................................................................................ya just the best!!!Maya's POVThe sound of the door slammed shut echoed all the way to my room as Sean saw Whitney out.She was reluctant to leave at first, as she kept insisting on me needing her tonight but I kept reminding her that I'm not gonna be alone tonight but with Sean.He insisted on staying even when I refused, knowing being alone at a time like this is not advisable.He's footsteps sounds became louder and louder till he came back into the room.He shook his head disapprovingly at me as I'm still sitting on the floor even after he insisted on me climbing up the bed."I t
Last Updated: 2020-10-15
His Little Snow
Snow Vans, or rather Snow White as her friends mostly calls her was a twenty-two years old - 5'3 freshly graduated lady. In desperate need of a job to pay off her college debt and move out of her crappy one room apartment then hopefully live a less strenuous life. She started working as a personal secretary at Nets, a company dealing with shares and everything involving it. Founder of Nets, a twenty-five year old Tristan Richardson is an arrogant and emotionally twisted 6'5 man who has everything money can get him, well except peace of mind. Always tormented by nightmares of his past, Tristan wants more than everything in life for his nightmares to cease, but wishes don't always come true, now do they? These two individuals with polar different personalities collides in a not so perfect moment, giving both of them different things to dwell on, instead of how good looking and sexy each of them looked. Lusts stifling the air around them with a strong pull neither of them could resist, leaving them with different emotions deeper than what they thought it was about.With both of them trying to fight off their demons personally, and seemingly like they have no time for any other emotions than lust. Would their demons consume them alive, or would they fight their demons together and maybe birth another stronger and meaningful emotion towards each other?
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Chapter: Chapter 00--Snows glows white on the mountain tonight,Not a footprint to be seen,A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the Queen...--Snow's POV.I stopped in my tracks with my fingers clasping the door handle, ready to push the button and pull it open when the voice behind me ordered."Come here."I swallowed hard before turning around slowly, heaviness of something I could pinpoint as nervousness settled in the deepest pits of my very empty stomach, the emotions rolling around from side to side and leaving me a nervous wreck. "Um," I started to say this time but Tristan cut me off with the same two words."Come here." I wanted to move my feet along to the strong pull of his deep voice, I shivered a little as a feeling I couldn't recognised washed over me in waves and waves.I tried walking towards
Last Updated: 2020-09-30
Chapter: Chapter 00--Snows glows white on the mountain tonight,Not a footprint to be seen,A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the Queen...--Snow's POV.I stopped in my tracks with my fingers clasping the door handle, ready to push the button and pull it open when the voice behind me ordered."Come here."I swallowed hard before turning around slowly, heaviness of something I could pinpoint as nervousness settled in the deepest pits of my very empty stomach, the emotions rolling around from side to side and leaving me a nervous wreck. "Um," I started to say this time but Tristan cut me off with the same two words."Come here." I wanted to move my feet along to the strong pull of his deep voice, I shivered a little as a feeling I couldn't recognised washed over me in waves and waves.I tried walking towards
Last Updated: 2020-09-30
Chapter: Chapter 00--Snows glows white on the mountain tonight,Not a footprint to be seen,A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the Queen...--Snow's POV.I stopped in my tracks with my fingers clasping the door handle, ready to push the button and pull it open when the voice behind me ordered."Come here."I swallowed hard before turning around slowly, heaviness of something I could pinpoint as nervousness settled in the deepest pits of my very empty stomach, the emotions rolling around from side to side and leaving me a nervous wreck. "Um," I started to say this time but Tristan cut me off with the same two words."Come here." I wanted to move my feet along to the strong pull of his deep voice, I shivered a little as a feeling I couldn't recognised washed over me in waves and waves.I tried walking towards
Last Updated: 2020-09-30
Chapter: Chapter 00--Snows glows white on the mountain tonight,Not a footprint to be seen,A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the Queen...--Snow's POV.I stopped in my tracks with my fingers clasping the door handle, ready to push the button and pull it open when the voice behind me ordered."Come here."I swallowed hard before turning around slowly, heaviness of something I could pinpoint as nervousness settled in the deepest pits of my very empty stomach, the emotions rolling around from side to side and leaving me a nervous wreck. "Um," I started to say this time but Tristan cut me off with the same two words."Come here." I wanted to move my feet along to the strong pull of his deep voice, I shivered a little as a feeling I couldn't recognised washed over me in waves and waves.I tried walking towards
Last Updated: 2020-09-30
Chapter: Chapter 00--Snows glows white on the mountain tonight,Not a footprint to be seen,A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the Queen...--Snow's POV.I stopped in my tracks with my fingers clasping the door handle, ready to push the button and pull it open when the voice behind me ordered."Come here."I swallowed hard before turning around slowly, heaviness of something I could pinpoint as nervousness settled in the deepest pits of my very empty stomach, the emotions rolling around from side to side and leaving me a nervous wreck. "Um," I started to say this time but Tristan cut me off with the same two words."Come here." I wanted to move my feet along to the strong pull of his deep voice, I shivered a little as a feeling I couldn't recognised washed over me in waves and waves.I tried walking towards
Last Updated: 2020-09-30
Chapter: Chapter 00--Snows glows white on the mountain tonight,Not a footprint to be seen,A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the Queen...--Snow's POV.I stopped in my tracks with my fingers clasping the door handle, ready to push the button and pull it open when the voice behind me ordered."Come here."I swallowed hard before turning around slowly, heaviness of something I could pinpoint as nervousness settled in the deepest pits of my very empty stomach, the emotions rolling around from side to side and leaving me a nervous wreck. "Um," I started to say this time but Tristan cut me off with the same two words."Come here." I wanted to move my feet along to the strong pull of his deep voice, I shivered a little as a feeling I couldn't recognised washed over me in waves and waves.I tried walking towards
Last Updated: 2020-09-30
Difficult Shades of Emotions
• Sometimes, what we have isn't always what we want, and what we want isn't always something we can easily have. •
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Josie, a S.S.2 outstanding student, who felt life was going perfectly well for her since she had it all, I mean everything including being from a wealthy home to having the coolest friends, including the most wanted guy in school, Raymond.
Uncertainties and doubts started bubbling within Josie when an annoyingly beautiful new female student suddenly joined their class the first week of second term resumption... That would have been so much fairer to her, if her latest neighbour didn't turn out to be one devilishly good looking guy with so many issues.
Amidst competitions, friendships, arguments, jealousies, fights, breakups, parties, laughs, tears and different emotions - where some would rise, and some would fall, some happy, some the total opposite.
How would Josie understand the teeny tiny fact that she just can't have it all?
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Chapter: Chapter 5Josie's POV. He looked from side to side towards the narrow way leading towards the restroom to check if any teacher was coming this way before pulling on my arms till I was engulfed in his arms in a tight hug with his jaw dropping on my head.My arms went around his neck as I returned the hug, we released each other after like ten seconds since some students were still walking around instead of being in class like they should."Jo, I missed you so much." Ray informed me quietly, a small smile playing across his lips as his hand gripped mine in a warm hold, I tightened my fingers around his and squeezed."Me too. Where were you since morning?""I was with the Head boy, we got summoned into the principal's office, he gave us quite a talk... I just don't know why I got summoned too, I'm not even a prefect." Ray replied, a sarcastic laugh left his lips quietly, his eyes staring d
Last Updated: 2020-10-27
Chapter: Chapter 4Josie's POV. I felt a warm hand clasp mine and tugged on it lightly, I turned around in surprise to see who it was, the bright smile Ray threw at me made my breath hitch in my throat for a fleeting moment. I mirrored the smile on his face with a brighter one of mine as if already programmed on autopilot.***After we got dismissed from the assembly hall, we filled out of the hall in a straight line, the line immediately scattering the moment we were past the walls of the hall as students quickly moved towards their different blocks while some leisurely walked around the surroundings of the school.Tori, Semiloore, Mara, Tibi, Reby, Sewa and I leisurely walked towards the senior's block, Mara's almost tiny-like voice doing the whole talking while the rest of them bursted out laughing at something hilarious Mara pointed out.I laugh
Last Updated: 2020-10-26
Chapter: Chapter 3Vote|Comment... I mean, spam meeeeee!!Josie's POV.Blueheels College is a very big and prestigious school in Abuja, it's one of the top five schools in the city and very popular.Our school is very populated and well equipped, the praises of the school which has been sang continuously only made the school appear more better and better to those outside the school.The school is on a fifty-seven acres of lands which helped in making my school one of the biggest two schools in Abuja with the most largest fields.The school is divided into different parts in the same compound and has up to three different big gates for coming in and existing the school.Behind the gates of Blueheels, stood six different five story buildings with extremely spacey classes, assembly halls, well equipped laboratories, a very well stocked practical kitchen, a golf course, a
Last Updated: 2020-10-26
Chapter: Chapter 2Media; A very stunning Michelle [anticipate her arrival!!] Josie's POV I was already up by 06:20am, on Monday morning, our day of resumption after a two weeks holiday, which actually felt like months.I was very thankfully for the amount of outings my family and I went on for Christmas, it was too much to count to be honest.With my dad born a day before Jesus Christ, we started our Christmas outings on the twenty-second of December, two days to dad's birthday.We went to the different beaches, parks, ground zones, excursions, parties hosted by my parents companies separately, weddings, new year celebrations in my dad's family house, and lots of shoppings!I was just glad about all those mostly because of amount of good pictures I was able to take on countless occasions with different cloths, shoes, back grounds with good
Last Updated: 2020-10-26
Chapter: Chapter 1--Family is everything, but in this case, not everything.--Tade's POV."Tade, Tade! Wake up!" I heard Lola screamed from her position in the doorway leading into my room.Oh God, why did I forget to lock my bedroom door again?"Wake up, wake up nau! I'll go and tell Mummy that you're hearing what I'm saying but you don't want to answer me." Lola voice resounded right by the top of my head this time, seems like she has finally moved away from the doorway.Is this girl a witch? Go away! Can't she see that I'm still lying down under the blanket, which obviously means I'm still asleep even though I've been awake since like thirty minutes ago, doing nothing except texting my stupid friends.But she doesn't have to know that I'm awake, now does she? Worse, today is a Sunday and I don't even feel like going to church
Last Updated: 2020-10-26
Chapter: Meet The Strong CharactersNB: THIS IS NOT A CAST SINCE THERE'S NO PICTURES INCLUDED HERE. THE CAST WOULD BE INCLUDED LATER IN THE STORY, NOT RIGHT NOW... SOWIEEEEEEEEE!!MEET; Olarewaju Tade Josephine [Josie]Being an almost sixteen years old teenager, Tade can't help but still have her head high up in the clouds... Where it definitely doesn't belong.Insecurities are hard to accept, and after accepting the said insecurities, learning to live with them is the harder part.Beautiful, bold and outspoken with the latest stack of cloths and hairs in her reach? What could Josie still possibly wants in this life?Josie definitely wants it all... How many lengths is Josie ready to cross just to get it all? But the question here is... What exactly is ALL?
Last Updated: 2020-10-26
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