Novels by Ruby Sapphire

Lucifer looked at me and said "I need to take of some things first. I will come and get you later, then we will interrogate Gabriel."What is it that he needs to do? I mean Gabriel needed to be our top priority. This unsettling feeling in my gut was not pleasant. I need some answers and I need them now.

Anxiety is an emotion that I will never be able to surpass. There were times when I just felt like the world was slowly slipping through my hands while disappearing in front of me. Maybe it is just fear but maybe it is just me fading away. I did not care for these kinds of moments. they did not matter anyway. My burning lungs and my heart beating so fastly and hard that I thought it would break my ribs, while I could not focus on the matter at hand. The emptiness was almost worse. The dark void. The black hole inside my mind, deep inside my soul. It is slowly crushing all my dreams. My hopes. The realization of the absurdity of my existence is confusing. These thoughts kept me awake at night.

I tried to remain calm, but it was really hard. Slowly I started shaking and trembling. As Lucifer noticed this, his smirk got wider. I know that I did not cheat. What is this sick game, he is playing at?I took a deep breath, to calm my nerves. "Lucifer, you would know if I lied right?" My voice sounded shaky and scared.

"Stop! It hurts so much!" I screamed. I tried opening my eyes, and I did but there was something black on them. I was blindfolded. My head was pounding. It felt like a very bad migraine. The ground was so cold. My feet were touching the ground and they felt like ice. I was freezing and shivering, which was so weird considering how warm the temperature is in hell.Memories came rushing back to me.

I woke up with a jolt.I was thrown in water, and I could not breathe. I opened my eyes, but everything was a blur. My mouth was closed. It was like I was in a pool or something like that. I desperately needed oxygen. I needed to breathe. I desperately needed to get some air into my lungs. I coughed and water came into my mouth. I splashed and tried to swim to the surface but on the surface, there was just glass. I started hitting the glass. I kept hitting and hitting. I could feel a burning sensation in my hands because of ho

When I woke up, the only feeling I felt was anger. I am seriously angry. I am both pissed and angry. Mostly pissed though.Why was I fainting all the time? It was annoying the crap out of me. There must be something wrong because I don't just faint. Am I really so weak that I keep fainting all the time? Maybe it is the energy around Lucifer or something. I just know that something is wrong. I can feel it in my gut.