Novels by LilyDean

It’s been five years since the wedding. Five years since Colin and I had our Luna and Alpha ceremony. It was a beautiful day, until it wasn’t. We don’t talk about that day, our pack won’t mention it either.Colin and I don’t celebrate our wedding day. The memories of what took place make it too difficult. Instead, we celebrate on the day that he proposed. That way we don’t have anything that can take away from our happiness.

“What a magnificent wedding and ceremony you two, really, just wonderful to watch. If only your guards would have been alive to see it too.”Shane emerges from the woods with two other wolves, both already shifted while Shane is still in his human form. Colin grabs ahold of me tightly and I search the woods for any sign of our guards or Brandon’s with no luck.“Shane, I suggest

I look at my dad and I am suddenly so nervous. I can’t help my hands from trembling or my heart from speeding. He walks over and kisses my head while rubbing my arms.“You got this, you’re my daughter after all.” He pushes his chest out as far as it will go.I shake my head and roll my eyes at him.

Sipping my mocktail and talking to the girls, I can’t help the smile that won’t go away. Amber, Heather, Samantha and I are in my old room at my parents house. Today is the day I marry Colin and the day we become Luna and Alpha in front of our pack.Josie is also here, she insisted on doing my hair and makeup as a wedding gift to me. It’s so nice to see her and I’m glad she will be here today. I know there is a big possibility that I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for her. She and her mate are also expecting a pup, it’s a little girl.

When we pull into the pack house driveway, Colin and our dad’s are waiting for us. I get out of the car and my dad pulls me in for a big hug.“So I am going to be a grandfather, huh? Do you think it will finally be the boy I always wanted?”I pulled back and punched him, not lightly, in the shoulder.

"Ellie!"I wake up to Colin shaking me. Again. This is the third night this week. Every time I fall asleep, I'm in that nightmare. I wake up in a pool of sweat and I am trembling uncontrollably.Again I grab hold of his face, searching for the reality, hoping that he is real. Then, I grab my stomach and the tears start falling.

**** 2 weeks later****I open my eyes as wide as I can. I'm always tired now and it's hard to keep them open. Waking up again in this hell hole makes me whimper. I am not sure how long it's been since the ball but I've been trying to count the sunrises and sunsets the best I can. I think it's around ten days give or take. I frequently pass out from the exhaustion, so I am just not sure anymore.My wrists are in restraints, chained to the brick wall behind me. My ankles as well. Someone comes in every day to soak them in more wolfsbane and silver to keep me from breaking out of them. They also inject me with it to make sure I can't link Colin and my parents or connect with Leia.I'm cold, and although I hate to admit it, I am scared. My only visitors are random omegas. They are nothing like Josie and Samantha. Instead, they are cold and distant. There is only one person who will speak to me, but I dread his visits. It's Shane.He is the one who did

“I love you too Luna, forever.” This is the first time he has ever called me Luna out loud and it sounds so amazing! We hug like we haven’t seen each other in years, and he pulls back just enough to kiss me with the most intense kiss I’ve ever received from him.“Ok you two break it up, please, before your company watches you have sex on the front lawn.” It isn’t until Luke interrupts us that we remember there are other people that even existed besides us. We both laugh with our lips still connected before turning around still embraced in a hug.“Sorry about that, I really missed my Luna.” He kisses my neck and I smile with pride.“Luna, huh?” Luke looks sarcastically at both of us.“Soon enough man, she will be.” Colin kisses me again but on my mark and I tingle under his lips. I take the flowers from his hand, smelling th

"May we come in Ellie?" Samantha's voice is soft like she is assuming I am naked, I giggle."Yes, of course Samantha! I just need to finish getting this super tight thing on me and I'll be ready to go!" Josie finishes zipping me in and I turn around to face my guests. Samantha and Luke have just walked in to take me down to the ceremony as planned."Look at you Ellie, wow. you are so beautiful." Luke couldn't restrain himself."Seriously Ellie, you look... I mean you look like a princess!" Samantha is honestly so sweet. It's easy to fall in love with her personality."Thank you both so much, you look amazing too, both of you!" Luke is in a gray suit with a blue tie and blue shoes, while Samantha is in an A-line long baby blue dress with crystals going around her waist like a belt. They really make such a cute couple.I grab my clutch and link my arm onto Luke's free one.&

Knowing I can't be alone in the office with him, I go to the kitchen to find Luke. I'm sure that wherever Samantha is, he'll be. Sure enough, there he is, pressing her up against the fridge. His tongue currently down her throat and his hand is up her shirt. She opens one of her eyes, seeing me and she quickly pushes him away and straightens herself out."I'm so sorry Ellie, I was just about to bring your coffee and breakfast when Luke showed up and.." Her voice trails off and she blushs brightly looking up at Luke.

The kiss is deep and passion filled, but there are no sparks or tingles and my body isn't reacting the way it does when Colin kisses or touches me. That bottom lip though. It is big and juicy and my lips are enveloped by them.Then I remember I am not at home. I place my hand on the rock hard chest in front of me and push it away as fast as I can. My eyes finally adjust as Shane stands in front of my bed and I see that he is currently shirtless, in joggers and apparently, no boxers. His erection is holding his pants up like a circus tent. I dart my eyes back up to his and a smirk sprea

“Alpha Shane! What are you doing in my room?!” I try to look anywhere but the shirtless, tattooed, beautiful specimen of a wolf in front of me.“I thought I would personally welcome you back into my pack, even if it’s just for the weekend. I see you brought dresses, I’m very interested in seeing them on you, or off. That’s to be decided, by you of course.” He gets off the bed and glides over to me, handing me the rose, kissing the corner of my mouth and walking out, closing the door behind him.

It’s been five years since the wedding. Five years since Colin and I had our Luna and Alpha ceremony. It was a beautiful day, until it wasn’t. We don’t talk about that day, our pack won’t mention it either.Colin and I don’t celebrate our wedding day. The memories of what took place make it too difficult. Instead, we celebrate on the day that he proposed. That way we don’t have anything that can take away from our happiness.

“What a magnificent wedding and ceremony you two, really, just wonderful to watch. If only your guards would have been alive to see it too.”Shane emerges from the woods with two other wolves, both already shifted while Shane is still in his human form. Colin grabs ahold of me tightly and I search the woods for any sign of our guards or Brandon’s with no luck.“Shane, I suggest

I look at my dad and I am suddenly so nervous. I can’t help my hands from trembling or my heart from speeding. He walks over and kisses my head while rubbing my arms.“You got this, you’re my daughter after all.” He pushes his chest out as far as it will go.I shake my head and roll my eyes at him.

Sipping my mocktail and talking to the girls, I can’t help the smile that won’t go away. Amber, Heather, Samantha and I are in my old room at my parents house. Today is the day I marry Colin and the day we become Luna and Alpha in front of our pack.Josie is also here, she insisted on doing my hair and makeup as a wedding gift to me. It’s so nice to see her and I’m glad she will be here today. I know there is a big possibility that I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for her. She and her mate are also expecting a pup, it’s a little girl.

When we pull into the pack house driveway, Colin and our dad’s are waiting for us. I get out of the car and my dad pulls me in for a big hug.“So I am going to be a grandfather, huh? Do you think it will finally be the boy I always wanted?”I pulled back and punched him, not lightly, in the shoulder.

"Ellie!"I wake up to Colin shaking me. Again. This is the third night this week. Every time I fall asleep, I'm in that nightmare. I wake up in a pool of sweat and I am trembling uncontrollably.Again I grab hold of his face, searching for the reality, hoping that he is real. Then, I grab my stomach and the tears start falling.