Chapter: Chapter 15Irm was standing on top of the wall between Velvel and Seff, leaning his forearms on the parapet and watching the pack as they ran into the forest as wolves to hunt. The two twins and four others stayed behind to guard the castle. Between all the big wolves, thorns and flakes swept through the trees.“You know,” began Seff when the last wolf had disappeared into the forest, “he is actually very much in order. Only he's not a pack leader and he knows that too. ”He shrugged his shoulders thoughtfully. Irm had to think twice before she understood that he was talking about Aatu."It's okay. I don't have to marry him right away, ”she replied and watched the sun sink. Velvel made a tone she couldn't place. At her questioning look, he just waved it off. Seff sighed softly, without having noticed anything from Velvel's gaze, and continued:"I'm serious. So not that he was ever a complete rampage pig, but he was in a really good mood. Funny ... ""Funny for him," inte
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Chapter: Chapter 14“Because they're friendly,” she explained conspiratorially. Zev laughed.“Derne's family burned him because he's too nice. He was able to part with his body at the last minute and take possession of another body, ”Irm began to tell. Zev raised his eyebrows."And then he is looking for a lap dog of all people?" He asked in disbelief. Irm shook his head in denial."No. He actually wanted to drive into the body of the wolf that had torn the mother of the puppy he is now in, but his spell easily went wrong. And so he ended up in a small helpless puppy instead of a stately wolf. And I found him. He's my best friend. ”She smiled and Zev realized it was a wistful smile."Where did you grow up, Irm?" He asked curiously.“In the largest pack of the south-west forest. At the Lupine de L'Ouests. My aunt is the seventh generation of the pack witch there. "Zev made a face."You poor," he sincerely regretted. Ir
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Chapter: Chapter 13He wanted Rafe back and he wanted the witch to go away again . And he wanted Matchit not to be there and for the witch-bag maker not to break his vow. Oh, if he was honest with himself, couldn't time just turn back two years? Or better yet, at fifty?Aatu sighed softly.“I have a headache, I'm going to bed. Hunt without me today . "He turned and dragged himself lazily across the yard.Zev looked after him, slightly worried."I'll stay with him," he decided seriously. Velvel, his twin Seff and Úlfur nodded in agreement. They would n't go hunting tonight either.Irm gnawed at the inside of her cheek, affected. Somehow she got the feeling that she wasn't quite as innocent of Aatu's headache.......No matter how many times Derne had said it in the past two weeks, the werewolves were still giggling in amusement. Derne craned her head and toddled raised in the center of the courtyard. He let his gaze wander over those
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Chapter: Chapter 12"A pro pos, witch-bag maker", Zev sparked in between. Aatu and Irm turned to him questioningly.“He's still out there crying. What do we do with him? "There were now sixty-six werewolves, a witch, two demons in the shape of lapdogs and an enchanted T3 vehicle standing in front of the castle wall, staring at a whimpering witch bag maker, who was lying on the floor and pressing his burned hands to his chest , and two icy werewolves."Are they dead?"The kitchen maid took a long branch and nudged it on the flank of one of the frozen wolves. Irm looked questioningly at Flake.By now yes , answered the ice dog demon, almost bored. The kitchen maid said "Eee" and then giggled silly from behind her hand.“What was that actually earlier? You? “, Zev wanted to know curiously. Irm grinned broadly and shook his head negatively .“Nah, that was a flake-Dern
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Chapter: Chapter 11Aatu winced, frightened, and refrained from turning to Irm .Matchit crouched on his horse, staring at the screeching witch bag maker, looking like he was doubting his sanity . The question of how it could be that the man next to him went up in flames was clearly written on his face.Don't you dare, Matchit vom Grautal!The voice went through the werewolves' marrow and bone, but it was n't Flake that made the feeling with her creaky, ice-cream voice . That voice was alien to them. The castle gate opened under the werewolves and a terrible creature stepped out. Her hair was a sea of black and green flames, a cold blue fire burned in her eyes, her skin was white as snow. Fire and ice storms blew her as she approached Matchit.Go while I still give you the chance to disappear gracefully , or stay and I will blow you and your crowd in all directions! This pack is mine!Was that Irm? Aatu leaned forward, interested. Could normal witches even do that? An
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Chapter: Chapter 10“It was before he literally went up in flames for you, the last time he tried to take us over. I don't have to mention that it failed, do I? "Seff turned to Irm and winked at her in a good mood. She laughed. Seff liked her laugh. Seff liked the whole Irm, if he was honest . However, Seff was also a werewolf who made friends quickly and with pleasure . He winked at Irm again, his light gray eyes sparkled happily, then he looked ahead again ."Rafe spanked him a lot," he added happily."Up in flames ..." Úlfur giggled silly. Seff made a face at him."We have to be careful, our Irm is extremely dangerous !" He waved. Velvel bravely refrained from laughing out loud. Aatu gritted her teeth. Since when, pray tell, that was down there their Irm? As soon as Rafe was back she would disappear and then they would have their peace again from witches, demons and enchanted T3 vehicles and that was a good thing! He let out a warning growl and the follies s
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Chapter: KissAfter what feels like an eternity, I arrive in the bathroom and lean heavily on the sink. After I've gathered something, I look up and look at myself searchingly. Clear was right, my face got more color again.I concentrate more and more on my likeness and try to get some information from my brain. Lost in time, I sort of look through myself and am so lost in thought that I no longer even notice my surroundings. So I don't notice the tears start to run or there is a knock on the door."Emily." Someone whispers softly in my ear and I startle from my absence. I'm so scared that I lose my footing and stumble. If I hadn't had a strong arm around me, I would certainly have fallen.In the next moment I find myself across from Julian, he is holding me tight and just looking at me. Likewise, I look back and sink into his dark, warm eyes.We stand face to face for minutes without moving. My pulse is racing, but it doesn't feel like I'm panicking. I get warm and th
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Chapter: Get over itPlease give her an access, I think she should definitely get infusions again. And then take her blood on it, I want to know if something is wrong. ", He tells Ann and she gets to work immediately. Great, another needle in my arm, as if I hadn't got rid of it two days ago.Again and again I dawn away, can no longer open my eyes and still everything seems to be spinning around me."I'm so dizzy." I can hear myself say softly."Emily, please open your eyes.", Julian demands urgently of me and shakes my shoulders. Fluttering I manage to open my eyes and see how Ann is pulling the blood from my arm. Shouldn't that be bubbling like a fountain? But my blood struggles sluggishly and viscously from my arm.Ann throws Julian a panicked look over my bed and he suddenly appears a little pale around the nose."Anemia, but why?" He whispers softly.“Attach two infusions to her. I'll bring the blood sample to the laboratory myself right away, ”
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Chapter: Blood"Now get up slowly.", She demands after stepping next to me again and supporting me under one arm. I carefully push myself off the bed and straighten up. Immediately the dizziness returned and I swayed seriously."It will not work like that. You'll knock me over right here. ", Clear looks at me like a mother and pushes me back onto the bed.With three long strides she is at the door and calls out loudly in the corridor for Ann. Seconds later she is standing in the room with panicked eyes and looks at me. I try a crooked smile to show her that I'm fine, but again it fails."What's going on?" She asks Clear rushed."Emily would like to take a shower, but when she got up she almost flipped over and she's still very pale," she whispers, but I can understand her. Ann nods briefly to indicate that she has understood and then crouches in front of me with a concerned expression."What's happening? Do you have any complaints? ”, She now wants to know
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Chapter: This way"Well slept in, Sleeping Beauty? I've got all kinds of pureed products for you here. ", Ann's cheerful voice sounds behind me and I slowly turn around. When she notices that I have tears in my eyes, she immediately leaves the serving trolley and sits on the edge of the bed."What's going on, little one?", She asks worried and strokes my hair."I had a nightmare," I admit quietly. Should I tell her about it? Entrust her with my fragmentary but disturbing scraps of dreams? No, first of all I should find out for myself what is really behind it."But it was only a dream, now it's over and you're here." I write quickly afterwards."Okay, but you are still quite pale.", She replies, not entirely convinced, and lovingly touches my forehead and cheek. Then she gets up again and says with an emphatically happy smile that doesn't reach her eyes."I hope you're hungry, I stood in the kitchen for hours and pureed everything.", She winks at me.I'm not r
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Chapter: NO!!With an effort to keep his anger in check, Julian leaves the room, but not without closing the door loudly behind him. Now that he's gone, I quickly regain control of my body.Without another word, Clear and Ann lift me to bed and then leave the room too. I'm alone and that's how I feel right now. I don't know much, but I know that I don't like two people arguing about me. Especially if they are the two most important people in my life right now.I can still clearly hear her words echo within me. Julian is worried about me and wants to rule out complications and consequential damage. Is it normal for a doctor to be so concerned about his patients? Shouldn't it be like that? What kind of complications or consequential damage does he mean? What else can I expect in this regard?Ann is mad at him because, as she says, he doesn't keep his professional distance. What is this distance? What else did she say? Hospital expenses. Julian pays for my hospital stay? Why sho
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Chapter: SilenceUm, should I really go through the whole hospital like that?" I shyly want to know and look down at my clothes to make things clear.“In any case, it would be a pleasant sight for men. Wait a minute, I'll get you something. ", Ann replies, making my face blush.While she's gone, I carefully slide forward to the edge of the bed so that my bare feet touch the cold linoleum. Clear supports me under one arm and I am amazed that everything works fine except for a slight dizziness.Ann enters the room with a handful of blue things.“You can wear this here. I brought my change of underwear with me from my locker, if you don't mind, you can wear them too. ”, She reports happily as always and puts the things next to me.Shortly afterwards, with Ann's and Clear's help, I put on the surgical clothing and underwear, but I had to do without a bra because Ann's was simply too small for me.Now I stand on shaky legs, held on both sides un
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All My Love, Only For you
He kissed my neck. He stroked my hair. I lost my sponge in shock. I bent down and my bottom stayed up and I noticed that I was touching his penis. “Oh yeah, I didn't know if you were into dogi style.
I'm getting all red and insecure. At first he was so tender and no sound came from him and now he's relaxed again.
Actually, I didn't want to talk about it. I turned to him and gave him a kiss.
But he didn't answer it.
I made a mistake after all. I took the soap and lathered my body and stopped talking to him. When I was done I went out of the shower, dried off, and went into the room.
I could still hear the shower. I lay down in bed and pretended to sleep. He came back and lay down behind me and put his arm under mine.I felt his breath. I know he's still awake. "What's going on, did I do something wrong?" He whispered in my ear. "No, but I have the feeling that it wasn't right to give myself to you so quickly!"
He gave a short breath. “What do you think what that should have been now
I thought it was very nice with you. ” He sat up. " Do you want me to go?"
"No, you shouldn't go. But please tell me that there was no bet now the sex."
"Bet?" He got up.
"I'm scared of falling in love with you while I'm here."
He didn't look friendly. "IT'S NOT A BET, LILLY."
Oh he was angry all of a sudden. He took his pants and put them on.
"Rather, I thought you hadn't lost interest in me."
I looked at him questioningly. “WHERE are you going?”
“Home!”.
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Chapter: LeftThe next morning I got up early. I danced around the room for joy. Fate. Ever since my mum looked so critical and Jason shot me in the wind, I didn't believe in fates anymore.I should have packed a skirt with me.Ah there he is. Put it on today.It was a tax evasion negotiation. Well let's see how good he was. I got into a taxi and it drove to the court.It was huge. I hope not get lostThe last spectators were already in the hall, I sat next to my employer. “Good morning, Miss Mane. You made it here. I think it's great. ”I smiled at him and off we went.And there he was. He turned once and winked at me. A colleague of mine sat next to me and was happy about the smile. I looked at her and thought that winking was probably not meant for me.After an hour came the famous sentence: "GUILTY".Everyone stood up and clapped their hands. My clapping wasn't that loud.But I didn't mean to be conspicuous.I took my bag and wanted t
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Chapter: Hunter“It's a shame, it was a very nice evening. But as I can see they got to the hotel well. "I nodded again."Do you have something specific today, I would like to make New York a little tastier for you, and tell you a few things that you can expect after your studies."I finished my bun and we went outside. Now I could use a cigarette again. He took a pack of cigarettes out of his pocket. "Would you like one too?"How I would like to take it now."No, thanks, I don't smoke anymore." And another lie. You can't be that of what I'm ashamed of.Oh yes the dance. “You can call me Lilly. If she always comes to seventh I feel so old. ”He grinned and nodded towards him.He showed me the city and our office all day and of course mine too.We talked a lot about work and his advancement in the law firm.Because when I come he'll be one of the great lawyers and I'll do his job.I was happy that I was lucky. Wh
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Chapter: TriedIt's been a week since I sent a message to him.I remembered the 3 months that were very moving and beautiful.My thoughts were only on Jason.I had to prepare for my exam and not think about him. More or less it didn't work.Grani told me about her outing with Aunt Kathy's, they looked very relaxed. If I had known how things turned out with Jason, I would have preferred to go to Phoenix, and it would have been a one-night stand.Or I wouldn't have gone to Florida for 3 months in the first place.Days and weeks have passed since I heard no sign from Jason, neither a text message nor a phone call.I went to parties again and attended many exhibitions.I had decided to apply to a few hospitals and law firms.Two of them answered and exactly the two were in New York.Grani was sad when I told her about my plan.But it had to go on, like my mother, I didn't want to give up everything for a man she loved once.
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Chapter: Miss y*uHe looked at me briefly.I saw a girl holding his hand and he kissing it and looking at me.Wading off here. Jealousy scam. Tzz. Ass.Great then I knew what I was good enough for last night.I finished my glass and ordered another one.I still had a few cigarettes in my handbag that I always smoked when I was stressed or angry.I went outside with my glass and lit it."I didn't even know that you smoked.?!" "And I didn't even know that you had a girlfriend.?!"He pouted."This is not my girlfriend, this is any girl.""Just like me, Jason!" I felt like an old French woman smoking her cigarette and sipping her glass."That was something completely different yesterday Lilly, you understand something with feeling.?"“With feeling, and my feeling was like that yesterday.But never mind get happy with the chick and go inside. ”I noticed how he wanted to touch me but I wouldn't allow it.
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Chapter: Trust??My cell phone rings, it was my boss Goerge.“Lilly, you don't need to come to work today.I'll take your shift. "" Oh cool, thank you, see you on Saturday? ""Oh Monday is enough, of course I'll pay you for the days off.""Thanks George see you on Monday!"I got up beaming with joy and ran into the bathroom and took a shower.Grani was about to pack her bag. I went down to the kitchen.Grandfather put the plates in the dishwasher."Hello Lilly, aren't you late?" "No, I got a day off, cool what?"I kissed my grandfather on the cheek as well as Grani."Tell me Walter what's going on with Lilly.?" "Well, maybe she kissed a frog." I put on my bikini and went for a swim. During that time I got a text message from Jason.I went to wear something comfortable and leave the message.Hey Lill, I know you don't have time and you are not working, but I thought the
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Chapter: StoneIt was Saturday and I still had no answer from him.I turned back and forth in bed until I got up and went into the bathroom.I looked in the mirror for a while. A type of change is needed.I kept my ponytail up. Short or half-long, maybe a bob haircut. “Breakfast, Lilly!“ Oh, she must have heard me. That smelled of fresh coffee and baked rolls.The hearty cuisine from Grani is always so delicious but for breakfast there was only jam, homemade jam. “When are you out of the bar tomorrow? "I'm trying to be out at three o'clock, or is that too late for you?" Grani shook her head.I ate my bun and put on something long, because the weather isn't nice today, it looks damned like rain. I rode my bike to work.And then it started to rain from buckets.I didn't have many guests during the day and the income wasn't like winning the lottery.I've been cleaning the bar for a long time.Wipe the chairs and table le
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My Broken Heart
How does it feel to live with a broken heart? Surrounded by hatred, deception and lies. Will you be able to survive the harships of love or will you somply give up?
How long can a person keep living at the edge?
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When he laughed it was like a sunrise, and inside of me warm summer rain fell on my battered soul. He was good for me, good for my soul, and I almost lost myself in the thought that he could be the same with me.
At some point I had even given up on my resolution not to take it to my apartment. If he did know where I lived, it wouldn't make a difference.
He was probably used to women reacting to him in this way, and he would probably be very attractive to most people. People like him, handsome and well-balanced, appeared personable and trustworthy.
"Here it is." I pointed to the brick building in front of us and was sad. So that would be the end of our night together. It's a shame that I lived so close to the old town and the many pubs.
“This is really close to me. I live two streets away. "
He gave me the address and I swallowed. Not more than three minutes from me. So maybe there was even a chance to run into him again at some point.
“That was a pretty special evening. Thanks for that."
I didn't know what else to say in such a situation, how to end an evening like this properly.
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Chapter: NoncommittalHowever, the photographer was really nice, he kept trying to cheer me up, and in the end I actually laughed a couple of times. Not all were like that, after all, it was time and money, and I had thanked him several times for his patience.He hadn't asked me why I was so depressed, but I suspected he had a clue too. Again and again he had told me that I would do my job well, that was also a rarity, and after all, he wasn't paid for compliments.The couch and I melted into a homogeneous mass, and shortly afterwards I fell asleep. No wonder, actually, because I hadn't slept much the last two nights. My confused thoughts and his face had kept me awake, but my body was just tired and had stretched its wings.The doorbell ripped me out of my sleep and I stood, although my brain had not yet sent the signal.Who else rang the bell at this time?I looked at the little clock next to the televi
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Chapter: AshamedThere we were again, at the same point as last time. I was standing in front of my door, he was standing across from me, his hands in his pockets.Yes, we had swapped numbers, but would that really change anything? Would he really get in touch?And above all: Would I manage not to drive him crazy with text messages every minute? Cell phones were a blessing and a curse, you could just get in touch with someone at any time. But you could also annoy the other, and above all spend hours staring at a dark display. I was familiar with situations like this, and had often seen them myself. Hoping for a message, checking your phone every few minutes, and it just drove you crazy. I also knew the version in which the other person practically killed you with messages, to the point where you simply had no nerve about it.Since I was pretty sure myself that in his case I would be of the second kind, I saw all of my furs floating away. I would probably annoy him, at some point
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Chapter: More than friends?The dynamic between us had changed, clearly. We spoke to each other, but something had changed. He kept looking over at me shyly, he wasn't as confident as when we first met.Whatever I said, he was still answering in pretty monosyllabic form, but I didn't even care now. The main thing was that I could look at him, feel his presence, and above all be near him.In the meantime I had not only found out his last name, but also the name of his band, and also that he didn't live alone in his apartment. In fact, he lived in a flat share with his brother, so there was only one name on the doorbell. The two had done without first names, as his brother, according to David's statement, was quite a daredevil. He avoided mentioning his last name over his flames, and I wondered if he didn't for the same reason. Perhaps this would secure their independence and avoid riots outside their door. But then he had clearly done his math without me.I could hardly imagine what this br
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Chapter: Very cuteI nervously sipped the disgusting cocktail and kept looking at the door. Actually, I was way too early, almost half an hour, and if things continued like this I would probably be drunk under the counter at the appointed time.Alcohol was definitely not the solution, but at least it made me feel warm. My panic that it might not come had increased immeasurably throughout the day, and even my cosmetics marathon hadn't calmed me down. By my standards, I was quite happy with myself, at least I had neither pimples nor rashes because of the excitement, and I was basically quite happy with my clothes. I had tried not to look completely desperate, not to overdo it, and most importantly, still to look like myself.The new leather jacket had at least served its purpose, and with a simple shirt underneath, I didn't look too fancy or too sporty.At least he wouldn't notice how crazy I actually was, and I had made up my mind to look as relaxed as possible. Even if that was pr
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Chapter: Outfitnervously turned the note in my hand and couldn't have the heart to let it disappear under the door. Maybe that wasn't such a good idea after all, maybe he didn't live here at all, and had just said it was."Now do it!"Coco hit my arm and tried to push me a little more towards the door, but instead I took a step backwards.The facade was new, a fancy house, I had to admit that. Unlike my own house, this was the luxury class, and with the rents listed here, he couldn't possibly be as unsuccessful as he'd told me to be. You didn't live here for a starvation wage, my own apartment was completely overpriced for the few square meters, and the rent in this house would definitely go beyond my scope.Even a look at the row of doorbell signs hadn't gotten me any further, there was nowhere a first name or an initial letter.There were several names on two signs, and two on three. Maybe couples or shared apartments, but none of the last names really wa
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Chapter: DefeatI would also not have found it particularly great if my friend were wanted by a strange woman shortly after our separation, via such a call.A photographer, whom I had known for a long time, suggested a poster campaign, he certainly meant it very nicely, but that seemed even worse to me than a search on Facebook. David certainly didn't want to be surprised by my stalking act on the way to the bus stop in the morning.So what to do How do counterfeit money roam the world? Or actually do something?I was torn and none of my friends had the right advice for me. Virtually everyone thought they would look for him publicly, but I just couldn't have the heart. Such a defeat seemed unbearable to me, and so I kept staring at the display of my cell phone every evening..............I poked at the salad and felt sorry for myself.Why did it have to be that way for me of all people? Why did you meet everyone again at some point, inc
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