A Little Empathy Is All We Need

 Since I've been able to think reasonably clearly, I've been amazed at my fellow human beings. I wonder about their actions, their actions, their fears and, when someone confides their thoughts to me openly and honestly, I usually wonder about them too. In the past I often believed something was wrong with me. I was of the firm conviction that I couldn't cope with my life as a person and as a severely physically disabled woman. I thought this until I met a friend at the age of 34 who finally taught me better with her way of thinking and her ways of thinking. From that point on, I was able to accept myself for who I was and change my position. I no longer allowed myself to be “observed” and “judged, but now observed and judged myself and independently. Through my conscious, meatless diet, my senses and thoughts became clearer and sharper. It became clear to me that nature is the only and true God who performed the miracle LIFE, watches over it and deserves deep respect for it. And finally, I felt like an alien on this beautiful earth. While as a child, adolescent and young adult I tried with all my might to belong to the people, in my advanced age I tried with all my might not to belong to them and to stand out from the crowd. This awareness finally made me come to the decision to write this little Fantsier novel and to give some courage to people who feel like me.

I hope some people can relate to me a little.