Chapter 12

When Neha reached home she saw her daughter on the couch with a chocolate bar, she was watching TV when Neha entered but now she is staring Neha and her clothes.

Neha made an uncomfortable face, of course, she is still wearing Neil’s clothes.  " Is your Bhai arrived sweetie? " asked Neha and Panchi shook her head.

Suddenly Kabir slammed the main door angrily, Panchi flinched due to loud sound. " What the fuck Kabir? You scared Panchi " yelled Neha but Kabir walked near her and grit his teeth in anger. " Go to the room right now and wait for me " said Kabir with gritted teeth, and Neha knew why Kabir wants her in his room.

" Kabir I just reached home, Panchi is hungry, I'll meet you in your room after dinner," said Neha in a low tone she doesn't want to involve Panchi in this messed up life, but without thinking, Kabir slapped Neha so hard and she fell on the couch.

Panchi screamed so loud and hugged Neha so tightly. Neha pulled Panchi closed to he chest. " Go back to your room Kabir, before I crossed all the limits and forget who you are " said Neha in a cold angry tone and wiped the tears of Panchi.

Kabir is now angrier but when he saw his little sister, he felt bad. He sits on the couch and pulled Panchi on his lap, but Panchi started hitting him. " I am so sorry princess, I am a really sorry baby," said Kabir in pleading tone, he is already stressed so much about Sanju and her relationship with that Abhimanyu guy and now he hurt his baby princess.  " I hate you, papa, you again hurt mom, I'll never forgive you. You are so bad papa " yelled Panchi angrily and again start hitting him but Neha and Kabir become stun like someone poured cold chilled water on them. This is the first time Panchi called Kabir papa.

She never called him papa before, she only calls Neha her mother because when Neha married Kabir she was too small to understand the relationship between Kabir and Neha.

Kabir hugged his baby sister and kissed her head. " I am so sorry princess, please don't hate me, I have only you baby, I'll die without you," said Kabir in emotional tone but Panchi hugged him tightly. When Neha saw that, she gave them some moments alone and about to walk away but Kabir holds her hand and pulled her back. Neha land on the couch.  Neha kissed Panchi and pulled her in her lap. " Panchi, he was angry, please forgive him actually in the morning I hide his phone that's why he was angry on me, come on baby you love him right " said Neha and Panchi nod her head.

Kabir's heart is still beating so fast because of Papa word. Yes, he always treated his sister like his little daughter but today, he realized that his sister also sees him as her father. Now he felt more protective over his sister.

" Ok now you both say sorry to each other till then I’ll make something for your hungry stomachs," said Neha and walked towards the kitchen but her mind is only thinking about Neil and how he kidnapped her. She called her most trusted man and asked him to search for everything about Neil.

Then she went into the dining room and put the dishes on the table. Panchi is sitting beside Kabir. " Mom I hate those clothes " said little Panchi and Neha nod her head. " Yes baby I am just going to change them you enjoy your dinner with your dad and go to sleep, I have so much work today and your dad will tug you in bed. " said Neha and kissed her head. Panchi giggles so loud and put her small hands on her mouth. " He needs you to help, how will he help me to sleep " said Panchi so loud, Neha and Kabir made horrified face after hearing that. But they knew how innocent her mind is.

Neha walks towards her study and sits on her queen chair. She closed her eyes and all the evil faces start fleshing in her mind. Neha don't know anything about Neil, they never asked each other about their families and Neha was shocked to see the all gang member of different state in Neil’s flat.

Neha opened her phone and checked all the recent messages and mails. But suddenly one message grabbed her attention.

Mr. Singh's son is in your college he is searching for you, he recently came from Boston and they thought you are the heir of Khurana empire, so sorry but this is my last message. After this I won't be able to message you, please take care of my family.

Johns

Neha closed her eyes in pain. Johns was a great guy, he was a thief when Neha met him, he loved his son and wife so much. Neha called her P.A and instruct him to provide johns wife a good job with high salary. And also look after his son, she told him that she needs a daily report.

" Fuck Kabir, hope you don't do any more mistakes. Shit, I have to do something before his son reached to Kabir and Panchi. " said Neha and grab her hair angrily.

" Fuck don't mess with your hair, I love to hold your silky hairs when I fuck you from behind," said Kabir so loud. When Neha turned around and saw Kabir in only boxers, she shakes her head in anger. She put her phone on the table. 

Kabir walks near Neha and sits on the table in front of her. Neha angrily get up and about to go out but Kabir held her hand and pulled her back, she lands on his lap and now she can feel his bulge, and Kabir squeezed her boobs, she fists her hands. But Neha holds his hand. " What the fuck are you doing in my study Kabir? You know you are not allowed here " said Neha in cold tone but Kabir pushed her on a chair and caged her between him and chair, then he roughly grabs her jaws and holds her hair. " I thought I am still your husband and I have every right to come inside this damn place because this is my mansion. And I told you to wait for me in my room then what the fuck are you doing here? " yelled Kabir angrily on Neha. But Neha made a more angry face. " I am not your stress reliever Kabir go and find someone else. Like you did today, fuck why you want me when you already fucking your college buddies behind my back. " screamed Neha on Kabir, they knew Panchi can't hear them but in return, Kabir, slapped Neha once more and grabbed her hair, he pushed her on the floor and roughly grab her clothes and tore them. " You bitch just shut up, because of you my life became a mess, fuck I made you valuable so stop fucking my mind. " yelled Kabir and tore her gown.

Neha is lying in front of him only in her bra and panties.

Kabir quickly hover over her and tore her rest of the clothes, Neha tried her best to remove him but it's of no use. Neha thought to beat him but she controlled her emotions and lied there numb. Kabir grabs her blossoms and put them inside his mouth one by one. He roughly starts kissing her neck, jaws, chest,  and navel. He traces his fingers between her legs then he entered his fingers inside her. Kabir grabs his length and pushed inside her.

He used her body for three hours, then he rests his head on her bare chest, he snuggles on her chest as a baby and tears started falling from Neha’s eyes.

Kabir holds her tightly and take out his length from her, they both are still lying on the floor. Neha is so hurt but she doesn't have anyone to share her pain and feelings. At least Kabir has his sister, he has Neha to release his stress but Neha she is all alone. In these ten years this is the first time she is missing her mom so bad.

Suddenly Neha felt the wetness between her breast, the room is very dark so Neha can't see anything only table lamp is on. Neha put her hand around Kabir and try to shake him but he snuggled more into her. He caged her so tightly in his embrace and he is not ready to leave her.

Neha forgets all her pain and Kabir's behavior towards her and snakes her both hands around him. Neha never saw Kabir crying face, she remembered last time he cried when he was sixteen when Panchi fell from his hands and she got a bandage on her head.

With great difficulty Neha removed Kabir but like a stubborn baby, he is not ready to release her. Neha cupped his face with one hand and with another she rubbed his back.

" What happened Kabir? You are scaring me, why are you crying tell me? Did someone told you something? Are you missing your parents or you fought with Panchi? God Kabir tell me what's wrong. Whose stress you released on me today? Kabir, I am asking you something" asked Neha in a worried tone. Neha totally forgets that Kabir used her a few minutes ago so roughly and angrily.

Neha hugged Kabir tightly and kissed his head. " Kabir please tell me why are you crying, please tell me, Kabir," asked Neha once again.

" I saw her today with another guy when Neil sir was taking you, I saw a girl, when I chase them I saw my Sanju, I thought I lost her and never meet her again but today when I met her she was kissing her boyfriend, I thought she'll wait for me, I thought she also love me as I love her. But no she moved on in her life. I really love her, I still love her so much, but why she forget me, she behaved like we don't have any relationship with each other, we planned to marry each other then how can she move on? " Kabir starts complaining as a small baby and Neha smiled on him.

She wiped his tears and hold him more tightly. " Kabir, you also married me, you also used me for your sexual pleasure, I know we don't have any real relationship but our circumstances tied us with each other. First, try to understand her, ask her story when you were not there with her. If someone saw us like this they'll think we actually have something between us. But we both know the reality. First, tell me her name and give me her photo. I'll search for her history then I’ll tell you. Now don't cry over her, if you want I’ll talk to her until then treat her like your friend, try to understand her feelings towards you, make her fall for you once again ok.  But never tell your true identity to anyone, not even that girl ok? " said Neha and grace her palm on his silky smooth hairs.

" But what if she truly loves him and forgets me like an old lover? " asked Kabir and Neha laughed on him.

" Kabir, I know you'll make her fall for you. And I am also there if she didn't say yes to you, I'll talk to her. Now get up, and please grab my clothes from the cupboard" said Neha but Kabir holds her more tightly. " You'll really talk to her? but don't scare her ok, she is so fragile and beautiful" said Kabir in a warning tone and Neha nod her head. " Ok I'll not scare her but Kabir at least go and grab my clothes what if Panchi saw us like this? " Kabir quickly get up and wore his boxers. He walkout.

Neha quickly gets up and run into the washroom. She closes the door and fell on her knees. She hugged her knees and open the taps.

A few minutes later she heard the knock. Neha get up and wrapped herself in the towel and grab the clothes from Kabir's hand.

" Kabir I asked you for proper clothes. Why you took them, I have to do work here " said Neha and walk out of the washroom. Kabir is lying on the couch in full clothes and smiling like an idiot.

Neha threw pillow on him, but he is still smiling.  " I saw how Neil sir took you in his car, did you guys had sex, you were wearing his clothes when you came back. But I felt so wired because when I was fuck... I mean when we were doing those deeds you minutes ago you were smelling like me " asked Kabir and pulled Neha on his lap.  " Kabir, he (Neil) is my past. And I am still married to you," said Neha and comfortably sat on his lap.

" Are you happy the first-time Panchi called you papa? How do you feel that time? " asked Neha and Kabir gave Neha dreamy smile. " Damn I felt like I was flying in the sky, I can't tell you how I felt, " said Kabir and Neha pat his back.

" You know one day you have to move on Neha, why don't you give one chance to Neil sir. When I get Sanju back in my life I’ll marry her, then what will you do " asked Kabir for the first time to Neha.

" Don't worry about me Kabir, I'll not bother you after your marriage but Panchi is still my daughter, and I can't marry anyone now. I have a lot of shit. Why don't you do one thing? I'll talk to Sanju, you marry her and take her and Panchi away from here. I'll set up everything for you guys in France, you can start your happy life there " said Neha but when she felt the tight grip of Kabir around her waist, she tilts her head to see Kabir but when she saw his angry face, she knew Kabir understand what she is trying to do.

" Stop your smartness, I am not going anywhere until I take my revenge from those bastards. So stop your blabbering before I start fucking your shitty mouth " yelled Kabir on Neha angrily.

Neha kept her mouth mum, she don't want to share any details of Singh’s with Kabir. She knew his young blood anger.