LOGINTheir death Haunts me, it is one thing to lose someone, but it's another when you not only witness it but you felt it. Felt the life being sucked from them, the fear she felt, the sadness of her own loss, the helplessness. The pain and betrayal. They say grief has stages denial, anger, depression, forgiveness then acceptance. Maybe after I'm done, I can accept their deaths. Maybe even forgive myself for my part, but first I need to find the truth, my truth. They died for me, died because they wanted to protect me. Leaving me to figure out the secrets of a past, I never knew was mine. My own coven betrayed them and by doing so destroyed me. Leaving nothing but the hunger and drive to destroy those that killed them, but unfortunately with betrayal it doesn't come from enemies. It comes from those you trust, those you thought you knew. They will never understand the damage they have caused until they themselves feel it, even if it kills me in the process and I lose myself to the darkness. In the end it will be worth it, to see the same fear on their faces that my mother felt. To watch the life drain from their eyes, their soul's being taken to the pits of hell. No one will stand in my way. I know what I'm capable of now. I know who I am, and I don't care if I have to kill those who I thought I loved and trusted. Revenge will be mine, even if it comes with the price of my own heart.
View MoreMeredith said give her day, it's been a week. Becca has been locked away for a week now. Meredith came back the next day and told me she had plan to merge my magic with hers. What she forgot to tell me was, after I merged my magic with hers it left me powerless.That was her plan all along, she knew I would go after Becca. I have no choice, she is closest thing I will ever have to a sister, no she is my sister. I can't picture my life without her in it. They may not kill her, but I knew they were capable of things much worse than death. They can and will destroy her if they don't get what they want. For them it would be easy to kill her in ways, other than death. The mind can only take so much before it breaks, only take so much torture before the teether that holds our souls is torn and split leaving only a shell. I won’t allow my best friend to become an empty vessel.The third day Aamon and Meredith, put a
The following morning, I woke on the lounge. Getting up, I quickly checked my phone and seen five missed calls from Becca. Hitting recall, I rang her back, but the phone rang out and I got her voicemail. I left a message for her to call me back. I just assumed she was calling to bitch about last night. She might be in class now and I know she will call as soon as she gets a chance.Deciding to have a shower, I grab a pair of jeans and a white T-shirt and my white bra and panties, before jumping into the shower. Aamon must of went somewhere because he wasn't on the lounge when I got up and I haven't seen him. I thought it was a bit unusual, he didn't even leave a note. Probably got called into work. While washing myself, I hear a knock on the door.I knew it wouldn't be Aamon because he wouldn't knock on his own door. Maybe it's a delivery person, or maybe someone from the foyer. Quickly stepping out of the shower, I
Waking up, it was night-time. I was still half asleep on the lounge. I had a weird sensation of my mind being awake but not my body. I could hear Aamon and Meredith talking in hushed voices, I could tell they were arguing over something. Pretending I was still asleep, I listened."You have no idea what you're talking about""When she finds out it will destroy her, you really are nothing but a monster, how can you pretend, to care about her after what you did?""I'm not pretending anything, I love her. I didn't have a choice, you weren't there so don't judge me, you didn't hear what they planned for her""I may not have been there but that doesn't mean I don't know what you did, god help you when she finds out""Think what you want Meredith, I saved her, I brought her time. I owed them I had no choice""I should kill y
Two weeks later...I had been training with Meredith for the last week and a bit, she has been showing me different ways to use my powers and strengthen them. The Coven Witches have been randomly showing up to my university looking for me, trying to get me to join and merge my power with the Faewood Coven.Becca has been ringing me every time they showed up to let me know, so for now I have been staying at Aamon's place in the northside. Meredith was coming to his apartment today. We have only ever practised at my mother’s store, but she has been growing anxious with how much pressure Agatha has been putting onto the coven witches to find me. It's only a matter of time before they figure out, I have been hiding out in the north side.Meredith seems to think they won't dare to cross into this territory and decided it would be safer to practise here. Aamo





