Part 2 - Sadness Naya

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• Behind The Wedding   Part 12 - Naya's Anxiety

  “Never mind other people, not infrequently our parents don't necessarily understand. Since I got to know women, I think their most popular vain question is, 'Why can't you understand me?'”***No one really understands but yourself. Loneliness is perhaps a kind of menu that sticks to everyone. Especially, those who are constantly chasing after Light. Hold fast to it. Shining because of the goodness that is spread, whatever it receives.An activist Soe Hok Gie also feels lonely in living his life. Feel lonely because certain people are unable to understand his way of thinking. The idealist. But he still fought with it. Likewise, a writer like Pramoedya Ananta Toer, is in tune with feeling lonely — because some people around us may indeed be created not to understand, but to form themselves to walk more quietly on their own — without praise.“If you are sure, the path taken is kindness, do it. After all, we were

• Behind The Wedding   Part 11 - Comeback?

  “Sukma, what do you do? Can you be contacted?” Genta's mother asked Sukma.“Mother, why are you so worried about Genta. Have you arrived? Why didn't he tell you?” Anxious clung to her.“Mother is calm, yes. Maybe your cellphone is dead. So it's hard to contact.“What if he really hasn't arrived?”“Has he eaten?”“Why didn't you speak until the afternoon?”“It should have arrived this afternoon. Why did you arrive this afternoon, haven't you reported, Mother?”“Shhh, I'm calm, I'm sure. You must be fine. I should just rest first, okay. Let Sukma call you again in the afternoon.”“My daughter, please keep on informing your brother. He doesn't have anyone there. I'm worried he's wrong.”“Yes, Mom ... I'm calm, yes.”“Oh Allah, where have you been? Why don't you report too?” Sukma was worried too.

• Behind The Wedding   Part 10 - Welcome to Life

  My eyes are not glassy. But my mind is full of questions. Is it okay there? On top of my mother and sister's anxiety, actually I was more worried about myself.I pick up sadness that I don't paint on my face. I don't let my face become a cloudy painting canvas. Because the clouds are cloudy, they don't deserve to be a display. I see, I thought.I turned my face to look at Mother and Sukma, I left a smile full of question marks.“Tomorrow?” “Isn't this what I have to do completely today? Even if whatever happens?” I don't let that question get out of my body. Especially my face. Back, I packed all worried. I packed up all my worries.“Bismillaah ... ya Allah, if it's the best, please be happy.”“Mom, Genta said goodbye. Only two days. Genta just wanted to see the atmosphere there first. There is a brother of Genta's friend there. Genta will stay there later.”“You are sure?”

• Behind The Wedding   Part 9 - What is the Genta Plan?

  “What is wrong?” Genta asked one of his friends.“You were called a counseling guidance teacher! From yesterday why didn't you go? What's your problem?”“Trouble? I feel no problem.”“Alright, you better find the guidance counseling teacher there!”“Very well. Thanks, for the info!”A few moments later, Genta came out of the teacher's room. Her friends were already worried. Fear that Genta will not pass or bad news will accompany him.“How, Genta? What's wrong?”“It's okay. It's not a problem. Don't worry.”“Seriously?”“Yes.”“Oh yeah, where are you going after graduation?”“You will see. I want to go home first.”“In a hurry?”“Yes. I don't know why I miss you again.”“How strange you are, Genta.” Said one of his friends.

• Behind The Wedding   Part 8 - Going away?

  What season brings love?Have you ever asked why people fall in love? And when asked why you fell in love? The man couldn't answer it. Just annoyed. As, if just learning to speak. What came out was only the words, “I don't know either.”People say never to advise two things in this world. If, you don't want to be tired. One, people who are heartbroken and people who are in love. Ha ha ha. I do not know why this is a kind of hereditary advice. Meanwhile ... maybe I also feel it. The difference is I'm confused. Do I deserve to feel hurt for the people I should love?A season never waits for the city to be ready. The city itself must always be on the ready. Whatever the season is saying hello. That day, a spring. Where the flowers bloom beautifully. It also smells good, from the various flowers I know or don't know.My steps are slow. My eyes looked around the dense trees. Wild grass, someho

• Behind The Wedding   Part 7 - Genta's Memories

  “You, how are you, Naya?”***Since meeting in the rain that night, Naya has been negligent. As if swallowed up by a period that came and went from nowhere. He didn't even say anything, even if only a little. Everything was suddenly bitter. Nothing is as sweet as coffee, there is only bitterness in the heart.Genta brought many questions, until he did not know where the questions would be placed. On the side of the road with shady trees? In the yard miss? He doesn't know himself. Memories fell instantly. Wet his eyes, grew longing on his cheeks.***Genta MahardikaThis house is Mother's choice. Chosen because the stones miss. Swept by various times. Because of Mother, then this house is also Dad's choice. Poorly built. I was born: Genta Mahardika. You must have guessed who my father was, right? Yes, Mahardika. Complete, Rudi Mahardika.“Son, you can go to school. As long as y