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last updateLast Updated : 2020-10-15
By:  Rav3inderOngoing
Language: English
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I was different in my early childhood; I didn't see what others saw. She looked at her reflection. Not for the first time did she notice the resemblance to a doll. The pale, even porcelain skin, the face with the high cheekbones, the eyes with the long, thick eyelashes, all of this gave her a fragile and innocent look. In the next few years this little girl will grow into a beautiful woman who knows how to use her attractiveness. Men will turn around to her in rows, worship her and fall on their knees in front of her ... Her father was a man who believed that evil lurked around every corner. Too bad that evil lived under his roof, because it had infected his sons, which he could not or would not see. ....... My friend, death. You are always by my side and tempt me; lure me with freedom and refuge. How would it feel to feel your icy breath on my skin and to be free? Oh, to lie in your arms is my heart's desire; my fulfillment. Get me to you! Bring me into your world, for which I have longed for so long! Let me be mighty and strong Let me forget my pain You have determined my thoughts since I was a child; are the ruler of my soul and my heart. I want to leave my life behind; my parents who hated me since I was born and whom I hate. My life is destroying me, a little more every day. I am not born to be loved and protected. It is my destiny to walk in the deepest darkness and find no rest; A way out of my life; from my personal hell. You will be my savior one day

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14 Chapters
The girl
Year 1995- Daddy's Not So GirlI was different in my early childhood; I didn't see what others saw.                                                                                                The rain had been pounding mercilessly against the windows for hours and robbed the residents of the house of the last hope of a warm, pleasant spring. For the past few weeks, you had the feeling that autumn was coming to Saint Berkaine, because the temperatures were frosty and the stormy wind was relentless. Like many other children, the eight-year-old girl had no choice but to play in her room and dream of the warming sun. But the girl with the silky dark brown hair and the big eyes longed for so much more than good we
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Villa
She shuffled on socks to the door behind which her walk-in closet was hidden, and opened it. Immediately she met a fine, aromatic scent that she could not classify. What does it smell like?She closed her eyes dreamily, hoping to sharpen her sense of smell and to decipher the secret of the scent. She sniffed the air gently. For minutes until Ophelia gave up in disappointment and walked past her countless, valuable items of clothing by well-known designers with sagging shoulders. However, she only had eyes for the oversized mirror in front of her.Ophelia Monroe looked at her reflection. Not for the first time did she notice the resemblance to a doll. The pale, even porcelain skin, the face with the high cheekbones, the eyes with the long, thick eyelashes, all of this gave her a fragile and innocent look. In the next few years this little girl will grow into a beautiful woman who knows how to use her attractiveness. Men will turn around to her in rows, worship her and f
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Failings
It won't happen again, sir," she said desperately to her father, who snorted disapprovingly. Ophelia knew that in his eyes she was just a weak, stupid child that he had never wanted, because he made no secret of the fact that he had been in favor of an abortion at the time.“It won't. I'll take care of that personally, ”he spat at her and hit her again. She yelped heartily as a hot pain exploded under her skull."Your constant failings; I can't drive your number of mistakes out of you and that makes me white hot. ”Nathaniel Monroe grabbed the collar of her petrol-colored cashmere sweater. "My punches are apparently not strong enough!" Not a second later countless blows rained down on her, which took away the air to breathe. The dark-haired girl saw her own blood spattering on the exquisite tailored suit and on her father's face. She tried to endure the agony silently, but she was a child; a small, skinny girl who could not endure the limitless strengt
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Green eyes
Michael Suffert, who everyone called Mickey, was the third oldest child of six. His parents had immigrated to Boston, Massachusetts, from Wexford, a town in southeast Ireland, after he was born, and settled in the Irish working-class district. His father Barry made his living as a metal worker and was rarely at home. His mother Doreen, meanwhile, took care of the crowd of children, who kept yelling and crying. The three youngest children in particular, all of whom were under ten, required their full attention.Mickey was therefore often left behind and had to see how he was getting on. His only support in this web of neglect and ignorance was his big brother Sean. He played soccer with him, fooled around and wandered around the houses late into the night. The two of them were six years apart, but Sean treated Mickey like a peer; they were at eye level. He did not try to patronize or discipline him. He didn't dictate anything to him, on the contrary. Thanks to him, he had alre
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Demons
"It will be an experience, Mickey, that you will never forget," he prophesied and loosened his grip on his shoulders."Have you done that before?" He asked his brother with wide eyes."Sure, of course.""And how is that?" His admiration for him grew every second.“There is nothing better than wiping out a life,” he said enthusiastically. "The blood, the pain and the last breath ..." He licked his lips eagerly and got goose bumps. Mickey couldn't wait to feel this overwhelming and indescribable feeling in himself."Have you already killed someone ... someone?" He was ashamed that he couldn't prevent his voice from trembling slightly."No," he grumbled, disgruntled, ignoring Mickey's uncertainty. “But at some point it will be ready. At some point I'll slit your throat. ”Sean fantasized and was in his very own world. Mickey watched him as his face lit up and he shook his head as if to clear his mind."Let's forget
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Murderers
His gaze hung on the dog for minutes until Sean roughly grabbed his right shoulder and pulled him away from the fence."And? Did you see him? ”Although Mickey said yes , he convinced himself and looked through the crack as well."There's that peculiar mutt," he squeezed out and pulled his head back. "He'll experience his blue miracle today." Mickey Suffert watched as his brother shouldered the rifle and marched along the fence. Immediately he picked up his legs and hurried after Sean. Mickey was pumped full of adrenaline and endorphins that lifted him into another realm. He was in a different, wonderful world that made reality fade.The brothers stepped onto the property of the pensioner, who always kept a sheep at this time. They had nothing to fear from this frail man, severely hearing impaired from working in sawmills, who could hardly move without his walker. Even if he caught her on his property, he wouldn't be able to stop her.The two dared t
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This kind
1998- Family AffairAll bad qualities develop in the family. It starts with murder and goes through cheating and alcoholism to smoking.                                                                                                         - Alfred Hitchcock The slatted frame gave a meager creak, as if to make it clear how old he was and how his weight was slowly becoming a burden. He turned heavily on the other side. Its sagging mattress with its numerous depressions felt like the hilly landscape of Ireland. He sighed in agony. A dull ache boomed in his lower lumbar region. This had been his companion for years, triggered by the poor quality of his sleeping pad.The forme
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The redhead
And the first steps into another; He had already started a new life with Sean's help, because he had introduced him to the drug business a few weeks ago. At first he was traveling with his big brother. He had introduced him to his contact person from whom he received the goods, which he then resold. Excited but very focused, he had watched the deals to understand exactly how the principle of drug trafficking worked. The 14-year-old was fascinated by the gloomy atmosphere of the forbidden, the adrenaline that intoxicated him and of course the sums of money that flowed and made his heart beat faster. He had never seen so many dollar bills at once before.All ahead of this sight had encouraged him to emulate Sean and follow him into crime. Mickey was greedy for danger, recognition, and money, and he wanted a lot more of it."You're in my way," his mother complained and roughly pushed him aside, interrupting his thoughts. "Get out of here and don't bother me." The redhead'
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His mother
Sudden trampling of feet on the other side of the door made him startle and panicked and hide his money under the covers. Not a second too late, because his 10-year-old brother Ryan rushed unabashedly into his room and jumped on the bed next to him. The slatted frame below them cracked ominously."Well, what are you doing, Mickey?" He asked cheekily and grinned cheekily. His oversized front teeth made him look like a rabbit."Fuck off, Ryan," he grumbled at the boy, who was not at all impressed by his sharp tone. He hopped around on the mattress in front of him and had a lot of fun annoying him.“You cursed, Mickey. You mustn't do that, ”he babbled after her mother's words and stuck out his tongue. In addition, he just didn't stop bouncing around and putting his already broken mattress in an even more catastrophic state. Flaming anger rose in him in record time and stifled his breath."Shut up!" Mickey Suffert had had enough of his little brot
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Help
While she couldn't keep up with processing his words, he continued undeterred."Fucking shit, I don't want to end up like you guys! I hate you! ”, His ice-cold voice cracked like a whip on the love of the Irish woman and brutally tore it to shreds. The first tears glittered in the corners of her eyes, which threatened to break out.Mickey Suffert was in the process of ruining her family life, which she considered sacred and defined her. Because it existed only for her husband, the household and her group of children. Day in, day out. His thin lips curled up mockingly.How could you be so deluded and stupid not to see how worthless and monotonous your life was? Didn't his mother want to see how little control she actually had? How badly she had failed at everything? The redhead laughed out loud inwardly at Doreen Maria Suffert, a robust woman who wanted to show everyone how much she had everything under control, but in truth she was weak and pathetic. She w
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