Dear Wilaney Bryk [Eng]

In everything, in every living, in every space, there's always been someone who's keeping an eye for you. Admiring every you, loving you each time, and keeps on protecting you when it comes to danger.I thought all of that is impossible. Like... How would someone admire me, can love me? I'm not that perfect and I admit I do have flaws.It is the year 2018 when I received a letter from an unknown person. At first, I just thought that it's just a prank. But it continued up to the present.And I almost see myself falling deeper in the words of that man. The thought of meeting him is almost there. But, destiny just don't.He always expresses himself through letters. Saying he's always there for me. Protecting and loving me...

"Who the hell is F?" I ask myself while hugging my heart shape pillow and staring at the ceiling. I just can't sleep because of what I received earlier.The feeling is overwhelming but unreal. What if it is just a prank? Nothing more special. But... Who is that admirer of mine? though I'm not 100 percent sure that it was true, I'm just so curious right now. F...Woah! It can be him? But, it's so impossible! He doesn't like to be a secret because he's so confident of himself, and of course, he does not want to write a letter since then. But again, half of me is hoping that he is my admirer.Jeeez! Stop it Wilaney! He likes someone else, and it's not you. You know that and you're helping him. I heave a sigh and tried to sleep, but then again my mind is full of questions about the letter. Well, I planned to tell it to my friend, Zancha, maybe she'll be a very big help

Today is Monday and I'm hesitating to tell Zancha about the letter in my bag. To be honest, it creeps me out. And I just waste my whole Sunday just to think about it. To think about how he put it in my bag. Jeeez! "Let's go! We need to practice for the upcoming ball." I just nodded at Zancha. Actually, we're quite busy today for our upcoming masquerade ball. The students are already excited about that, but me? I'm not really interested in that kind of party. I will like it if it will benefit me as a lazy student. But hey! I'm not stupid, okay? Just... Not brainy like that nerdy nerds."I said... I'm not coming. But, why do you still dragging me to that disgusting practice? Tsk! As if someone would dance with me at the ball." Just a reminder, nobody likes me. Well, except for that creepy admirer. Tsk!"Hey! Don't be so negative. Don't worry because on that day..." She stops and faces me with her remarkabl