First Time For Everything

Yeah, Jeffrey is coming to take me out on a picnic today. This whole week he has been spending money on me buying things that I don't need. With me and Jeffrey, all we do is chill, maybe watching movies, help each other with our schoolwork or just chill with our friends.Sometimes I just feel like he's distancing himself away from me as if he's not telling me something.We have been dating for about now three years but I still feel like he doesn't trust me.  I don't have to worry though about anything because I know that he will never be dishonest to me. What I have to do is get ready for a picnic. I'm planning on finding out what has been making him distance himself away from me.I wake up from my bed, fix it and make my way to the dresser to find something to wear. I'm hoping to put on something simple since today it's very sunny.I pick up my torn black jeans, white Adidas top and yellow FILA shoes tha

It's about time now that I have to be honest. I have been acting childish you know. I know very well why I am angry at Jeffrey.I'm not angry that his leaving because am very much happy for him that he's going to London. The only reason I'm angry is because he didn't tell me earlier that he was leaving. We would have used that time for our last memories you know ...but it's okay and I'm really happy for him. All I have to do is let him go.Jeffrey was my first. There was no way, I was going to let him go without me being angry. The first person who really loved me for me, privileged to be around me. The one person who loved my body. I guess all I have to do is let him go because I know for a fact that I'm about to get another sexy blue eyes guy.Enough Una...I Am still in a relationship but yet I'm already thinking of another White guy. well, this time he must be a dark chocolate with blue eyes and a tattoo.

I am back from the airport and Jeffrey's mom just dropped me off. "Who's the car is that?' My mother asked me as I walked in through the door.My mother should know that car, it's her best friends car. "Mom, it's your best friends car, Mary. I told her as I took a glass of water from the fridge."Oh okay, I didn't see it properly. Were are you from became you have been gone for three hours .""I went to send my last goodbyes to Jeffrey. Mom, can we please talk later because I'm tired and I wanna take some nap." I spoke softly. "Okay honey" she answered and I was really surprised by her response.I went to my bedroom, took a shower and went to see my friends.I haven't seen my friends for a long time. For sure it's been like two weeks or more.I wanna let them know that Jeffrey left. I'm sure they don't know that his gone. Kart will never tell them sinc

Una, come downstairs now!!" My mother calls out loud."Mother, what's wrong. Do you really have to call me out loud so late at night when you know I'm in my room?""Where have you been the whole day. And where did you get money to buy all these things?""I used my savings money to buy the things I will need for college.""Oh, okay. I will give you your money tomorrow since I promised to take you shopping.""Yes, mother. I'm going to my room, call me if you need anything."I grab my things and go straight to my room. I didn't want to stay with my mother any longer because I don't like lying to her. I also can't tell her truth because I know she will just send the things back to Brain.

The next day:Kart "What kind of human being is this. How can Una be so selfish and just leave without telling us?"The thoughts of Una leaving without telling us is killing me. I mean, I tried calling her to discover if she's alright but my calls keep going straight to voicemail.I hardly hope it's not what I asserted about J. I know she loves him so vastly to just let him go. I'm just envious of her. I mean, she's gorgeous, intelligent, cute, humorous, loving and so many more.I don't want her to break the connection I have with my twin brother.  The honest thing to do is to go and see her. If she's not there, her mother has to know everything. Even if it means breaking the rule "don't tell on your friends."I go talk a long shower, put on my black bum shorts and a yellow stomach out top with  white Nike Air force shoes." "Where are you go