LOGIN"Miss grey"Stephanie greeted Aiyana as she walked through the twin doors into her cabin. Their hands briefly held on before Aiyana sat on the sofa. Taking in the room, her eyes briefly stopping at the medical certificate that hung on the right end of the wall, designating Stephanie an expertise in such delicate matters of the mind. "Was it a rough day?""Not really" Aiyana responded without any emotion in her voice. It was only here that Aiyana dropped her a ray of sunshine act that she put up all the time. "What happened today?""Nothing" Aiyana’s lips parted slightly as she lightly chewed at her inner lip. "Aiyana we have talked about this. Pent up emotions is toxic. And you are bound to have a great deal of them. Procrastinating a reaction or even hiding from it will only manifest into an outburst. One that will more violent than actually intended or appropriate to the situation." Stephanie took a deep breath before continuing." Now do you want to tell me about your day?""Actually I pay you to fix me. Not chat about my day, Stephanie"Stephanie let a deep breath out, she had explained to Aiyana time and again that borderline personality disorder was not an check engine light that needed to get checked and fixed. It was a slow process one where Aiyana would have to co-operate."Besides I don't understand what needs fixing? I have friends" "And do are any one of them close to you? What about your relationships? Have you still been able to have a functional non fuck relationship with a man? And the anger? Got any control on the things that you throw? And have you stopped crying when you're alone? Your parents have heard you and they have not told me otherwise."Stephanie retaliated. Stephanie was not sure how or when she would get through to Aiyana."I don't need this, Dr. Yards."And with that Aiyana left. Yet again. As soon as Aiyana stepped out just like she did every week she needed something or someone to take the edge off. Scarlett only believed that the trail of men Aiyana fucked had stopped as had the cigarettes. Because Aiyana felt vulnerable showing Scarlett any more of her than she needed to know. Scarlett found out about the meaningless expeditions that Aiyana went when Aiyana fucked Liam and his best friend two months ago. Liam had not known Scarlett back then. Different times. Aiyana thought to herself, smiling as her eyes fell upon the cute waiter in the café just opposite to Stephanie’s office. A quick coffee break would not hurt a man as pretty as him.
Sky woke up early that morning, right when the first rays of the sun were about to hit the earth. He stepped out of the tent leaving Sierra still asleep when he heard a song being played. “Oh… my love… my darling. I’ve hungered for your touch…” It was coupled with a soft sob.Walking to the sound of the source he found Aiyana, listening to the song. Her face was bent down, her red hair covering her face as her fingers clasped onto the necklace around her neck.Her fingers had gone white with the tight hold she had on the necklace and when she looked up, it almost broke his heart. Her eyes were red and brimming with tears. Her c
Sky stiffened the moment skinny dipping were uttered from Scarlett’s mouth. He knew he could not watch her but what he did not like was that Chris was watching her. That another pair of eyes was looking at the magnificent woman that Sky yearned for. But, he knew this would eventually happen the minute she went on a date with him. They were still not in a relationship and yet, they behaved like it. Scarlett’s eyes danced in amusement as Chris looked up in shock, his eyes instantly angry. He did not like the idea of this dare any more than Sky did.
After three rounds the bottle finally landed on Aiyana. It was her turn to play.“Truth or Dare?”“Dare” Aiyana announced. Scarlett smiled and said, “Well, skinny dipping right now. Chris’ participation with you is optional but all of us girls and Chris will definitely watch.”
Night had fallen as they completed their work of raising a bonfire and tents. Sitting in front of it Aiyana seemed content over making smores while beer and vodka started being passed around. A childishness masking her face as she laughed at all the stories being passed around.“Let’s play never have I ever?” Scarlett chirped.Liam bent to face the Scarlett seated between his legs before saying, “No, that’s not a fair game you girls always target me and get me drunk”
Chris was struggling against Aiyana’s grip as she tried to curl her hands around his legs and waist in an attempt to carry him. He clearly wasn’t using all his force, or else Aiyana did not stand a chance.“Aiyana no... I am not going to let you carry me bridal style the last few meters to the lake just so you can make me your damsel in distress…”Chris said as he laughed through Aiyana’s silliness.“But, Liam gets to do that. I watch them every year do that. I also wanna!” She retorted like a little child.“Then I can carry you&r
Sierra had soon taken her place in Mr. Arizona’s lap and kept playing with his hair. Sky on the other hand was distracted. His lips pursed together in his usual irritation. He was awfully quite amongst the beats of the music and the talkative company he was with. Sierra would whisper things in Sky’s ear to try and make a conversation with him but sky would brush it off. Although, he did not stop Sierra from playing with his hair every once in a while, mostly because he was busy staring at Chris’s hand constantly holding onto Aiyana’s thigh. Anger boiled inside his very soul as he watched the two of them flirt with each other. He despised how he saw Aiyana look at Chris with awe as if she could not believe Chris was real, how she laughed at all the silly things Chris said. Neither did he like Aiyana’s own fingers laced in the hand Chris had laid on her thigh nor occasionally riding it