Have you Ever been in Love?

Have you ever been in loveSo in love that you lie in bed at night and your thoughts only revolve around this one person?So in love that your feelings fluctuate between deepest disappointment and highest happiness?So in love that you say that one name to yourself and try it out with your own?So in love that you only see this person when they enter the room?So in love that you would do anything for that person without exception?So in love that all other feelings suddenly don't matter?- Me, yes............ When I still thought he was the only one for me....  I woke up to something brushing my arm. Touched my skin so lightly it was ticklish and gave me goose bumps. I was still too tired to think about it, let alone open my eyes, and lay still, hoping it would stop soon. It didn't stop. Would hav

Nothing ... everything's okay." I kissed him. That most likely distracted him. He was one of those obsessed with touch. And ... okay, me too.It worked. Naturally. "Mhm ..." he made. I bit my lip to keep from smiling. Nico's 'Mhm' was so incredibly cute. But he didn't want to be cute (I would never understand that… being cute is cool, isn't it ?!). But that didn't do him any good, it was just a quality of his - for example, when he was holding my hand because we had to watch a horror movie on a video night that was one of Alicia's estimated three thousand favorite films.My reflections on video evenings at Alicia's and our kiss were interrupted when Nico's cell phone started buzzing (his silly SMS notification). Grr. Who daredWe ignored it for about 20 seconds (whoever it was unfortunately knew exactly that he was there), then he sighed and looked briefly at the display.He rolled his eyes. "Katharina."I had already come to that conclusion

The day passed as usual, just as we'd killed countless weekends before. We didn't actually meet during the week because we saw each other in abundance at school and mostly didn't have time anyway. The fact that Sven was there today was an exception, he lived in Hanover and had met Janni at some sporting event. Most of the time we were talking and gossiping (especially the latter) and what you do. As an outsider, we looked like a normal clique of teenagers (we were too ...) and I was sure that we would still be that at least until we graduated from high school. All except me made already busy schedules, after the internship in the last half of the year were training and everything that goes with itBeen the subject.Kathi always wanted to become a coroner (which I could never understand because I found it absolutely disgusting to poke around in dead bodies) and was enthusiastically supported by her parents. Although I couldn't really understand her decision, I was sure

At first I thought that maybe I had accidentally received the letter and it was actually meant for someone else, several times I checked whether the recipient should really be me. It was from our teacher who did all the foreign language stuff and stuff.Then I remembered. I had almost forgotten it, it was still at the end of 8th grade. Kathi and I had registered together and wrote an application (word for word the same because I had copied everything from her) in order to be able to go abroad for half a year at the end of the 9th grade. Kathi had persuaded me to do it and somehow managed to get me excited about it. In the first few weeks after that we were rushed to the mailbox every day so as not to miss an acceptance. It had subsided over time and we hadn't talked about it in ages. Kathi had written to England, she wanted to study there later anyway. And I went to Spain (mostly because I was so pathetic in English and French that I would have been thrown out again or someth

"Um," I made a little witty to stop her torrent of words.She looked up. "What? Why are you still sitting here? Maybe you should call the registration office for the program, I don't know exactly how much luggage you can take with you ... ”“ You mean I should go. ”One statement, no question. It was clear.Kathi stared at me like an alien. "Oh. No. You didn't really cancel that, did you? Are you crazy?! Hopefully it is not too late yet, there is still something that can be done, ”she thought very quickly. The girl belonged in some science laboratory where she could think endlessly."No! Just listen to me! I didn't cancel it at all. But don't you think that the whole thing might not turn out so well with Nico and such? ”I said quickly when she had to take a breath. "And my father isn't really enthusiastic either - my ma would support me, but he didn't think it was so good from the start," I continued.“Oh nonsense