Hope(less)

The heart is created so perfectly, when you feel happy it feels like you are holding the world. But when you feel pain, it feels like you are sinking yourself at the bottom of a mariana trough.That's how love is more desperate than a champion.Yes, just call me Aditya. A young man who has many dreams to become a perfect person.Trying to love until I forget myself, because in fact I still don't deserve to be with a woman.When I was in a position that was not good enough, I felt like I fell when I failed to pursue the world I dreamed of becoming someone who was respected in my village. Tired of just being an ordinary person, many people underestimated."After this I will pursue my dream of becoming a rich person! I'm tired of living in poverty, Lan. You also must have the passion to achieve what you dream of." told me opening the chat. Jaelani, Ujang and Ajil looked at me while holding back laughter, 'did I speak wr

"Gosh, auntie was really surprised when Aldi told me, you wanted to migrate to the city. You know, right? Life in cities is tougher than in villages, are you ready for the consequences?""I have to be ready, auntie. Besides, I have to be successful here, I want to be happy again. In the village, there is nothing left, auntie." " I smiled sadly, Aunt Ranty patted my shoulder slowly. I can feel her great care for me, I'm lucky to get to know and meet Aldi and Aunt Ranty again."Auntie is sorry for the passing of your dad. Auntie did not expect, even though he was a very good person in his lifetime."  Tante Ranty already knows that my father has passed away, because Aldi told her about it. huh, at times like this I remember my father again."God loves him more, tan." Tante Ranty, Aldi's mother said goodbye to make me a drink. While Aldi, he had not come out of his room on the 2nd floor. This house is very

After breakfast finished, Aunt Ranty and I visited his bakery by car, Aunt Ranty looked classy but what I liked was that she was always nice to me, even to people around her she never looked down on, always equalized herself in front of others.When we got there we were greeted by 4 employees, two women and two men, whose ages were not much different from mine. Tante Ranty also looks very friendly to her employees."How are you guys?" Asked Aunty Ranty to her employees. They all seemed like they were welcoming them, neatly lining up facing Ranty's aunt. I who was behind him was silent while smiling politely."Fine, ma'am." everyone answered in unison while stealing glances at me. Okay, I understand. Because they must be confused seeing the boss bring someone who is foreign."Thank God, have you at breakfast yet?" I was stunned to hear Aunt Ranty's question, she really cares about her employees.

When the next day with a cloudy sky, I still go to work excited like the previous day. As much as possible I do all the best for today, I hope everything goes smoothly and properly.Arriving at the shop on time, I started cleaning the glass and wiping everything dusty, no longer needing to be ordered because I felt it was my duty as an off-duty employee. A few moments after that, the pouring rain of the rain that poured down on the ground and the distinctive sound of the rain made the atmosphere comfortable and calm, it felt as complicated as whatever happened and befell my fate, became somewhat better when I saw the whole city become wet because with the falling rain, the noise from the vehicles stopped and defeated by the sound of a thousand raindrops falling.Rahma, who is in charge of the bartender, made me and the other employees a fragrant milk coffee. That morning the five of us gathered at one table, and chatted while waiting for the rai

It turned out that the message from Elsa made me unable to fall back to sleep, the tiredness and sleepiness that had landed on it suddenly disappeared. I held the cellphone while continuing to read every word Elsa sent me. Jeez. Why do I even think about her? Even seeing our chat room where she was still online made me want to reply to her messages.But as much as possible I undo that intention. I don't want to make her expect more of me. Seeing her who sent me messages like this, I remembered what Intan said. After a little calm I returned to lie down after a few minutes of walking back and forth erratically, I fell silent by laying my body on the bed.Hearing Intan's words made me think, is it true that Elsa really likes me? I was reminded of her face earlier, by wearing simple clothes she looks beautiful.She is really beautiful, but looks flirtatious when with me. What I wondered, why did other store employees even say that