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• Hurt Me Again.   She's In Love With Him Still.

  "I'm telling you, Shawn, I've got this covered," I spoke into the phone irritated with his endless questions on whether I still remembered the plan, most importantly I was annoyed by myself, I lost control and I kissed her, I shouldn't have but I did."You haven't been sending feedback on your mission for days now Ezekiel, I don't think I have any more excuses for you," he said sighing and I groaned as I slumped on my couch."She went away to her ex-husband's place, so currently she should be on your radar, and before you ask I don't know why she's there," I said quickly dismissing him not really in the mood of talking about her today."Are you okay? You sound pretty pissed.""I'm fine, I have to go."Hanging up the phone I slumped on the couch and switched the tv on, realising I didn't have anything to drink I got

• Hurt Me Again.   Interview Us.

  Once again, I woke up next to Ezekiel however today I don't think I wanted to talk to him, especially with how things ended last night.Taking a shower, I wore my black jeans and a dark green draped neck satin cami top, and for shoes, I settled with my sandals, no need to wear all great.In the kitchen, I made some tea for myself and staring out into the city, all that ran through my mind was what happened last night and how stupid I felt for it!"Do you want to talk about yesterday?" I heard Eze's voice behind me and I jumped surprised by his sudden appearing."Oh no," I said quickly, washing my mug I picked up my bag and swung it on my shoulder. "Will see you on Sunday.""You seriously running away?" he asked and I shook my head raising my phone."The driver is here already," I said and he scoffed rolling his eyes."I'll see you down then," he said following me and I raised my hands."No! It's okay, I'm okay thank

• Hurt Me Again.   The Real Disney Princes and Princess!

  I was still being a visitor in Ezekiel's apartment and it seemed like my family didn't have any intention of leaving as of yet it did annoy me but I also liked being with Ezekiel, he could be funny when he wasn't stressed over something.He still hadn't really explained it to me what he does but all I know is that he has a meeting every Thursday afternoon and he always comes back pissed, but of course, that doesn't last long since his bundle of jokes is his roommate, me, I am his bundle of jokes."This movie is trash!" I sighed glaring at the screen watching the shit movie Ezekiel has been pushing for us to watch but as always I would find a way to worm out of watching it, however today he was adamant in us watching it."You're just jealous over the fact she has a fairy godmother," Ezekiel said and I scoffed."Puhlease, that magic thingy only lasted until midnight," I pointed to the tv looking at them smiling to each other and tell each other all that sap

• Hurt Me Again.   A Favour.

  Feeling extremely warm I sighed in contempt loving the way his arms were wrapped around me in such a solid hold, basically, I wasn't able to leave if I wanted to, but I didn't want to I loved it here. Moving around I could feel something pressing into my thigh, something big and out of curiosity my hand moved behind me and I grabbed it eliciting a groan from the person behind me."Why?" he asked simply and I had to hold in my laughter, his voice was kind of sexy when laced with sleep."Curiosity," I answered and he hummed in response pulling me back to him and holding me tighter."I thought seeing it would've cured your curiosity," he said into my hair and I could still feel it poking me, but this time it was poking my ass."It did, and now you have to take care of it. I'll be in the kitchen!" I snaked myself away from his arms and I finally succeeded standing on his side of the bed, he was smirking as he looked at me in just his shirt. "How did I?"

• Hurt Me Again.   Before, part two.

  How we became closeStanding by the bridge this late at night had to be not the safest decision I have ever made in my life, but I'm sure it would be the best decision I had made for somebody else.Studying something that I wasn't passionate about had to be torture, but the constant shaming and hatred coming from your own mother had to be worse. I love my mother to bits but all I do never works for her.I passed all my modules with distinctions, still not enough. Got an internship with a huge company, she was happy but that was short-lived, said something along the lines if you don't get a job you might as well kill yourself? I think, I'm not sure but I did hear something about being unnecessary.This time I am not even going to compare myself to my brothers because hell, I have achieved more in my nineteen years of life than they have with all their years combined! My phone rang in my hand and I saw it was Kevin, ignoring it

• Hurt Me Again.   Roomies!

  Grabbing my packed duffle bag, I walked out of my room back into the living room, the most delicious smell hit my face and I almost succumbed into apologising to my mother just so I could get some food. My mother was amazing in the kitchen, and when I say amazing I mean crazily amazing!As for me, I would say I only adopted fifteen percent of it because she would rarely allow me in the kitchen. Standing straighter I walked over to my father and gave him a side hug, look at me leaving my own apartment just to avoid another fight with my mother, I didn't even get to spend time with my awesome dad."I'll see you, tomorrow papa. I'm right across the hall if you need anything," I pressed a kiss on his forehead and he smiled."I love you Roby, cool down and come back when you're ready okay?" he said and I smiled nodding, I might come back when Irene leaves."I love you too papa," looking at my three brothers I pointed my finger to each of them, "My