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Chapter 34 guilt and hate

Author: Meng Ya Ji
last update publish date: 2020-01-10 00:25:39

In a trance, I dreamed of my father.

As I saw him for the last time, he lay weak in his hospital bed.

Hob Hit in the oxygen mask, up a thin layer of water mist, dad opened his eyes weakly, looking at me.

Hey, dad.

I tried to scream, but it was like a lock in my throat, and I couldn't make a sound. I am anxious to cry, again and Again Silent Call Dad.

I couldn't scream, and dad just looked at me.

His face is so kind, with a strong love, do not give up looking at me.

I'm sorry, Dad. I'm sorry.

I'm not a good daughter. I'm really sorry, Dad.

I said sorry again and again, silent, as if dad heard the same, hard to me with a smile.

Then, the picture more and more Fuzzy, dad's figure more and more far away, far away so that I can not see clearly.

Dad, don't go.

"Daddy! "

I desperately shouted, finally, a black screen, I mengdi sat up from the bed, shouted out the sound.

"A pillow. "

Gu Cold when keep at the bedside, see I wake up, hurriedly come over to hold me, "what's the matter, a pillow, did you have a nightmare? "

Such a dream, such a person.

I raised his hand and gave him a slap, "PA" , his face hit the side of the past.

"I had a dream about dad. I had a dream that you had him in a hospital bed and he couldn't say a word! A nightmare? YOU'RE MY NIGHTMARE! Get Out! "

I yelled at the top of my voice, but only frowned when I was cold.

As if he hadn't heard, he turned from the table to take a bowl of porridge, sheng a spoonful to my mouth, "hungry, I feed you porridge. "

I raised his hand will be in the hands of the wrist to the ground, "Bang when" a bowl broken into several half, millet porridge splashed everywhere.

Gu Hanshi looked at the ground full of wolves to borrow, and finally just a deep sigh, said: "It does not matter, you have a temper, although send out good. I go to fill a bowl of porridge for you. "

"I won't drink, Gu Hanshi, in order to trap me, even if I die, you won't care, I won't eat, I won't eat, as long as you don't let me go, I'll starve and I won't eat! "

There was really no strength in me to say this, and I felt dizzy and almost fell out of bed.

Gu Cold rushed forward to hold me, said nervously: "I know you are not afraid of death, but warm pillow, you are pregnant do you know, even for the children, you have to love your own body Ah. "

Pregnant!

I was astonished, looked up at him dead, "What do you say? Gu Cold, I was pregnant? How is this possible? "

"Don't you know your own body? The doctor has just come to see you. You are more than forty days pregnant. "

At this point, Gu's face brightened, "Ah Zhen, you don't know how much I want to have a child with us, before that child because of accident, and then I always regret, regret not to protect you. ". And now our child is back, pillow, and the joy in my heart is beyond words."

Joy?

Heh Heh.

I looked at him overspill excited, word by word, cold mouth: "This child, I do not want. "

In a word, Gu Han immediately froze, screwed up eyebrows to look at me: "Why? A Zhen, this is our common bone blood, why don't you want? "

It's because of him!

If the father wasn't him, I wouldn't be so cruel.

But it's never gonNA happen between me and him, and I can't let this baby get in my way, and once I have this baby, it's GonNa be a new threat to me when I'm cold.

I did not answer Gu Han, opened the body of the quilt out of bed, lift the foot to go out. Gu Han hurried to follow up, block in the door asked: "where are you going? "

"Go to the hospital and have an abortion. "
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