IF LOVE WAS MINE

 '"Why do I feel this way?Why do I always feel pain?My heart longs for love ,I need the touch of someone,I want to be loved ,I want to know what it's like to be in-love ,Why can't I just be loved?My heart hurts.'" "Charles! Charles! Charles!" my mom called me from downstairs.  "Breakfast will be ready soon, get up and ready" she added as an afterthought. “Be down in 5, Mom”  I  groaned back. I got up from bed, lazy as ever, still finding it hard to open my eyes. I managed to take off my clothes through the drowsiness and let them fall wherever. I entered the bathtub, letting the steaming hot water cover my entire body.  After about two minutes I was through with relaxing in the bathtub and decided to get out.  I dried my body and put my favorite top and leather jeans on.Within 3 minutes

   I was so lost in her eyes; that I didn't notice Liam waving his hand in front of my face 'cause I was wondering what kind of creature she is or was she created differently from the rest 'cause she had a mysterious aura that drew me towards her.  The teacher asked her to introduce herself to the whole class and her expression indicated she wasn't really excited about it but she did anyway.  Time moved so fast to lunch time. Me and Liam were sitting at our usual spot at the school cafeteria when the  cafe doors opened with a loud sound which I knew only one person would make such an entrance.  And I knew exactly what was about to happen so Liam and I decided to save ourselves from being embarrassed at the café, so we just went outside quietly as possible with Jonathan and the football jocks unfortunately right behind us.  We were in the school hallway a

She helped us to the school nurse where my wounds were being treated. I was greatfull to her ' cause if not for her I would have been in a worst state then I am presently. " That should feel better after a while, just have a little rest and you'll be as good as new " the school nurse said.  I muttered a "Thank you" back to her which she returned with a smile and left, doing something on her phone. " How about I help you to the car? " kyla suggested standing up at the same moment . " uhm...its fine,  Liam's here so you should just go to class instead its last period already "  I told her, and yeah we spent almost the whole day at the nurses office.  " OK fine try to rest like the nurse suggested and you'll be fine " she said while she exists the office. Liam and I were at our  parking space when Liam finally spoke up  

I wore a plain white shirt and a regular jean with my favorite vans.  My hair was neatly done, I guess I was ready for the dinner. *sigh*.  "Mom it’s time, are you ready yet? I don't wanna be late 'cause I don't think dad would like that mom " I shouted out to Mom while heading downstairs. "Am right behind you sweety, just fixing your sisters hair" mom responded from the kitchen. I opened the door and outside was a limo with the door open.  I was surprised and nervous but after I felt moms hand behind me I felt relieved and I lead mom towards the car. The man from this afternoon was standing beside the door holding it open." your father awaits you at the castle" he said while shutting the door behind us.  We stopped in front of the castles’ massive doors and like the man had said Dad was standing beside a poll waiting for us. He had some people around him, people I didn't recognize from

 I came out of the dressing room ready for the hell I was about to face. Ryan was in the ring and he was still fuming.  I guess Dad had won the fight and now he is even angrier than before. I entered the ring stretching a bit while Ryan was trying to have a staring contest with me.  He had hatred in his eyes but I could also see sadness; which was confusing and frightening 'cause seeing Ryan sad and angry at the same time wasn't a good sign. We started training and Ryan came at me with so much force and power you'd think I was his enemy. I was able to dodge some of his punches and kicks but I got hit so many times, I had a swollen eye, a busted lip, broken ribs and still he was coming at me with rage. I was almost unconscious until Ryan was roughly carried away from me. "What the hell has gotten into you Ryan? Have you forgotten that he is your brother?" Dad shouted at Ryan as his anger surface