Infinity Love (English)

The white-bone passageways seemed silent to Neira, although people are passing her in reality. Being in here, it feels so scary than other places she had ever been. The feet feel so heavy to walk. There is a thousand heart’s voices on her head, debating with herself, berating herself. Her hearts said, ‘Don’t come to this place!’ but her brain couldn’t think again about a place where shoud go.Right in front of the lift, the footsteps of Neira stopped. She doesn’t immadiately enter in to the lift, but with her empty gaze on the floor of the lift. ‘Does she really have to go back to this place?’  she asked the same questions to herself again and again. She feels so hesitate, the footsteps bring her to avoid the lift, and she choose to use the stairs to the 6th floor.Like someone with a sanity of mind, this girl is counting one by one of the stairs that she stepped. She prays occasionally, that something bad

The sky is getting yellow, the sun starts to kiss the ground. Neira walks in the street of the park listlessly. Her shoulders slumped as if there is no more life in hers. Finally, she decides to rest her body on an empty iron bench under a banyan tree. She’s so tired, and also her heart too. She doesn’t know where she goes. What will she do tomorrow? It’s hard to think all about that, she doesn’t know where would she sleep tonight. She dosen’t know.She gazes at the tall buildings close to the place where she’s sitting, exactly the building of the apartment that she just left. She shook her head slowly, remaining of the one hundred million –blank check in front of her eyes that she rejected. That blank check should be the thing that se needs the most in her situation now, that blank check could safe her life. But her pride is so high, she feels that it will be a pain for her pride if she received that blan

The morning comes, the light of the sun breaks through to the cracks of the windows that covered by the curtain.The beautiful eyes and lil bit swollen starts to open. She stretches and feel how hurt all of her body. After that, she realizes about what’ve done.There isn’t tears on her beautiful eyes, she’s just be lost in thought to the ceiling which dominated by black like a galaxy. Her jaw clenched, her anger is so big but it makes her be quiet.She is squashing the white sheet under her naked body by her fingers, there’s nothing to bind. She doesn’t want to see the speckle of her virgin blood there, she also doesn’t want to see the man that stole her virginity.The girls rises with a quivering body, her knees are wak to stand up. She helds her breath, and holding the explosion of emotions accumulating in her chest. She takes her clothes

Neira hears the voice from outside there, someone knocks her door. That voice be the reason why Neira doesn’t want to end up her life.She opens the door in rush and run in to.“Hi.. Are u okay?”Neira doesn’t answer, she prefers to hug that man so tight in front of the door. Her crying is falling deep in to his cheest.The man lil bit hesitate to look around. After he makes sure that anybody sees them, that man hugs Neira back and stroking her head.“I can’t text you or call you these few days, so I call Dera –Neira’s deskmate. Dera said that you’d been absent for four days. That’s why, I meet you here.” He said gently. Neira nodded on his arms.“Now, I’m here, you can tell everyhting to me. What happened to you?” He took of his arms. And reach Neira’s jaw and wipe her

Yoga’s hands were trembling while he lifts his girlfriend’s body. He’s still in a daze looking Neira’s pale face like a corpse, and her lips turn to purple.Prayoga is holding her body to the car slowly, and put the girl in the back seat of his car with Sulastri.“I … I, can’t drive.” He stammered, his eyes are sad looking his trembling hands. He wipes his tears many times. This is the first time on his life watching someone suicide, especially someone that he loved the most.“Let me drive, Sir. I’m a taxi’s driver.” One of the man who’s Neira’s neighbor said to Yoga. Prayoga just nods, and rush over to sit in the front seat.First they took Neira to a nearby clinic, but because of Neria’s condition was critical made Yoga should take her to the hospital.Time flies, and night comes, Prayoga is still waitin