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12. Only Y*u.
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2020-10-22 19:40:54When the door closes, silence hits Cinta. She didn't know what Bian would do with her, when the man's wheelchair turned around. Cinta waited for what he would say. "Come on, sit down, let's eat together." Bian took the lunch that Cinta made for her, with one hand the man brought it to the sofa. But he stopped and saw no movement from Cinta. Bian turned her body to see the face of Cinta who looked at him like begging.
"What is wrong?" Cinta starts to look very panicked.
"Sir can I go back to my room? I have a lot of work sir." Bian clenched her jaw at what Cinta said. Ther woman really wanted to make him lose control.
"Do you want to stay away from me?" Silent love did not react, he looked down with her hands intertwined. "Ah .. Yes, I understand. You definitely prefer the perfect Kevin over a lame guy like me, right?" Cinta looked at Bian with a surprised face. "Let's admit it if you don't want to be around a lame guy like me." Cinta's lips were silent and could not answer what Bian said to her.
"I think spending the night with him will be more fun than you sit all day with me right?" Bian's cynical smile is inversely proportional to the trembling Cinta. Is that low in Bian's eyes? Is that how she is?
"Answer me Cinta," Bian shouted, making Cinta's fragile body tremble even more. His tears he tried as hard as he could.
"I ... I ..."
"Can't answer all my questions hm? Of course, because they are all true." Cinta shook her head several times before she spoke again.
"You are right if I want to stay away from you sir, but not for any reason you have in mind." Cinta began to sob, wiping away her tears as quickly as possible. Damn he is so whiny, Cinta sighed before speaking again.
"I just keep my feelings before everything happens. I'm sorry sir, but it's good you let me do ther. As you said earlier, I'm not a good woman." Shearing what Cinta said only made Bian's heart ache, it was even worse when he had an accident.
"I am grateful for all the gifts you gave me, I will return them all tomorrow. Excuse me, sir."
"Cinta wait," Cinta stopped and her hands reaching for the doorknob stopped too.
"I love you, that's why I always say you are special to me. The way you speak, the look in your eyes, your smile, all of them make me fall in love with you. But the same thing with you, I'm afraid." Cinta sighed at Bian's unexpected statement. Bian said he loved him, and ther made him very happy. But what was ther man afraid of.
"I'm afraid to tie you up in my life, I'm afraid you're not happy living with a disabled man like me." Cinta turned her body slowly, Bian stared at him with a look of regret.
"I'm sorry, I made the peace of your life disturbed. I want you to be happy, if you are not happy to be close to me then fine. I understand all that." Cinta's tears dripped, she was hurt. Opening the doorknob without looking at Bian, the door closed with a loud sound. Cinta ran and entered the elevator to get to the floor of her room. But it looks like she has to go to the toilet for a while, her chest really feels tight.
Inside the toilet he closed her eyes, hoping the pain would go away. Bian said he loved her, but look at the man just let her go. There is no way he should say 'I love you, will you be my boyfriend?'.
Even Bian thought her feelings were as shallow as that, had said the words of love but Bian didn't really understand the feelings of Cinta.
Cinta wiped her tears and came out of the toilet. With all her strength Cinta tries to focus on what he is doing, while Bian? The man was just still in her place, he looked down and then beat her legs.
"Damn, why can't I recover? Why must I be like ther," Bian beat her leg until he fell to the floor.
***
No matter how hard Cinta tried to concentrate, in fact he did not succeed. She got up suddenly making her cubicle friend surprised. Cinta does not care about the eyes of some people who see him as if he is running, in fact he is walking at an extraordinary speed. Once he arrived in the hallway of Bian's room he did not care about Desi's smile that wanted to greet him.
Cinta quickly opened the doorknob and saw the man she loved trying to get up from the floor.
Cinta's heart trembled, she loved ther man. It's not because of Bian's wealth or handsome face, but Bian's treatment is so gentle and caring for him. Touching Bian's arm, who knew where he was right now, Cinta helped Bian to first sit in her wheelchair. Cinta knew Bian saw him full of question marks, but Cinta pretended not to know.
After Bian sat down comfortably, Cinta took the courage to hug Bian. The surprised Bian wanted to reprimand but ther hug felt very comfortable for him.
"Cinta is what? Didn't you ..." Cinta sitting on Bian's lap made Bian surprised again. "Do you love me Mr. Bian?"
Bian nodded, still staring at love. "Okay, I've decided that I will continue to be around you even though I have no relationship whatsoever. If you ask why? Then the answer is I can't stay away from you anymore."
Bian blinked in disbelief, Cinta smiled sweetly at him ther time after saying ther.
"Do you believe that I don't mind your situation? To me you are the same man out there who has love for her women." Cinta brushed Bian's jaw with her hand.
"I love you Mr. Bian, love you as you are. And I want us to be happy together, because I will always be there." Bian kissed Cinta's cheek and then her forehead.
"You know, I should have said it all." Cinta smiled and hugged Bian. "I'm sorry, forgive all my actions and words to you, my preety. I love you," said Bian then kissed the top of Cinta's head.
"Iove you too Mr. boss" ...
Tbc...
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