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View MoreI looked at myself in the mirror, I looked different. It was the first time putting on a jacket. I always put on sweaters like Betty Cooper from Riverdale. "If you were white and you had a ponytail you'd definitely be Betty Cooper" Amanda had once said. And I couldn't blame her, she didn't understand my taste in fashion.I missed my mom so bad. She was out there working hard to ensure we were all safe in the country. The army is not a place I would want to be. But if only she were here, I wonder what she would have said about me going to a party.I heard Amanda's horn, it was time. I could feel my heart racing like I was on stage in front of an audience. In fact, being in front of an audience was better than a party.I rushed downstairs to meet my psycho best friend who forcefully dragged me into this mess. She was sitting in her car like the devil she was smiling like an evil lunatic."Oh my God, you look, awesome bro," She said, and she looked stunning hers
Jayden dear, I'm going to see an old friend of mine that lives down the street. I promise when I get back, we'll talk about your first day of school. Oh, and help me with the boxes, will you? Love you - MomI knew I'd be stuck putting things in order. I looked at all the boxes in the living room and I sighed. I dropped my bag and I picked up the box that had my stuff, I ran upstairs to my room, which was smaller than the one I had in California. How am I gonna put my trophies in this small room? I thought to myself, meticulously looking round.I began to remove everything from the box. My comic books, my notebooks, and my collection of Blue pens. I loved the color blue.The letter fell out of the notebook on my hand, Bryson's suicide note, I picked it up and I looked at it, I wasn't tired of reading that letter, it was all my fault that Bryson died. I opened it and glanced through it. My eyes began to feel watery, I quickly used my hand to wipe it away.My fr
But—" She ran, leaving me alone with Ms. Dabny the Secretary and the new kid. I turned to see him and I fake a smile."Welcome to West lake high," I said, trying to sound so enthusiastic."You know I don't really need a tour," he said, and I couldn't help but give him a stern look, "sorry, I guess I do need it.""That's the spirit, uhm—""Jayden, Jayden Watkins" nice name for a white dude that couldn't even take care of his lips, his lips were nice by the way."Nice to meet you Jayden, I'm Nathaniel Grayson, student body president, straight-A student and I'm not so good at sports. Let's get out of here, if I don't show you around I'll never forgive myself once you mistake the glee club for the music club," he looked at me with a confused look on his face. I guess he thought I was a lunatic already, he's got potential, and he seemed like a nice guy."Have fun, Nate!" Ms. Dabny yelled.I sighed and said, "ok Ms. Dabny" cute lady in her sixties
He was so cute. His pitch-black hair was well gelled and he had cute adorable dimples. I tried everything to get him to notice me but to no avail. Then on the fifth day of ballet class, I saw him holding hands with some ballerina chic. My heart was really broken. "I'm sure there's someone out there for you Nate" I could hear Amanda say even till this very day. To make me even sadder, Rico was no longer cute, but he was hot, like Boys to men kinda hot.His hair was darker and longer, his dimples were sexier (yes, that's a thing) and he had ABS to die for. His girlfriend would be so lucky to have him as her boyfriend. At least he remembered me, but guess where I was in his life? The friend zone, I know it sucks."Hey Nate" I heard Jules Roberts say. My head was back from fantasizing about Rico's hot features."Hey, Jules, what's up?" I scooted over to one side so she'd sit."I'm good, I was literally forced to come here," she said as she sat close to me.





