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2020-08-30 17:20:38-Me? It is you who have to let me act. I am a grown woman, I have to make my own decisions, and I choose to stay here. She bit her lip. I mean, that's what I stayed for, right? Well, that's what I plan to do. Spend more time with you.
"But that's not what it's about," her mother interrupted. Sure we love having you here, but what's happened is worrying. You too would act like us, Angy. We cannot allow you to spend half the day here alone at the risk of it happening again."But you can't make me do anything I don't want to," he muttered. And I don't want to go. I paint absolutely nothing there. When I spent the day with them in that gigantic house I felt very strange, completely out of place, and now it would be a lot worse because Nora is not going to be there. Do you not understand? It would be a very embarrassing situation. I hardly speak to him and I wouldn't know how to behave so as not to sound arrogant…"I'd rather you have a little embarrassment than allow something to happen to you while we're gone.""Nothing's going to happen to me, Dad."-How are you so sure?"I could ask you the same question," he roared. You talk to me like I'm sick, and the only downside has been a stupid faint. How many times has something similar happened to me? Never! It was just a bit of stress and exhaustion. You cannot be upset in this way by something like that."We want to make sure, and after talking about it we've decided it's for the best.""You, but not me." I have had nothing to do with it. You have hidden it from me and now you want me to accept it at the first of the change. That if not. I absolutely refuse.Julia gave a sob and shook her head. He had never liked situations with heavy words.-Why do you get like that? -He wanted to know-. Do you hate him?-Than? Angy snapped. Hate him? To who?"To your sister's husband, Dorian."He rolled his eyes as the bloodstream burned through his veins. That was not exactly what worried him; It was not hatred that I felt for him, if not something much stronger, that he would end up rebelling if he agreed to go there."That's another stupid thing." How am I going to hate him? I have no reason to."Well, it seems so," Julia insisted. He has offered to help you out and you defend yourself tooth and nail. You should be more considerate."I already am, for God's sake." The only thing that happens is that I do not find the slightest sense. I feel fine, I'm on vacation and I want to relax, that's why I'm here. I do not want anyone to feel sorry and try to offer me another site because I do not want it, that simple."It's only going to be a few days," Vladimir recalled."As if it's an hour, I don't care exactly the same." It is almost a stranger to me, and I don't have to go there simply because I am surrounded by people. Have you hired your neighbor to assist me? -he mocked-. Will you take my pulse?"You shouldn't say it in that tone." You may need it when you least expect it."Yes, but that's what the hospital is for.""You still don't want to understand the most important part, Angela," he roared. Here you are alone, do you understand? There is absolutely no one. If you pass out first thing in the morning, you can't be seen until late in the afternoon. And what would happen if that happened? Do you think your body would tolerate it?The lump formed in her throat once more. He was dying of impotence for not being able to do anything."And there, Dad?" What will happen if I pass out? What will happen if I lose consciousness when Dorian is working? Who would help me? It is the same situation.-No, it is not. There would be a doctor taking care of you.-How? She exclaimed. Will you monitor me with a hidden camera? Will you be spying on me through the window?"Of course not," Julia protested. I would just make a call every so often to make sure you're okay."What if I don't get to catch it?" What if I just didn't hear it? He muttered. If I decided to take a dip in the pool and I didn't answer, would you call the police to come forward?"No, he would come in to see what happens."-Get in? Do you have a copy of the keys?-Yes.Angy couldn't believe it anymore. Every time he thought about it, it struck him as too pathetic a story to tell. What would she do in a house like this, surrounded by luxury? Most importantly, what would she do about Dorian knowing that Nora would not be there to control everything?He could not take it any longer and violently dragged the chair on the floor causing a rather unpleasant noise and got up, without having eaten anything."It's over," he said. I don't want to keep talking about this."Sit down," Vladimir ordered."No, you don't give me orders anymore." And much less when I'm the last to know about things.Julia's expression wrinkled in alarm."Please, Angy." Go back to the table. You have to eat something, you haven't tried the food."Right now the last thing I'm hungry is," he growled, turning and going up to his room.
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