LOGINBlurb Crysler Lopez was sure of his identity until he met his new boss, Dark Montenegro. The moment that his eyes landed on his boss on his first day of work as his secretary, his life turned to 360 degrees. The strong attraction that pulls him to look at him was hard to control that he becomes restless every night. He shouldn’t feel this strong attraction towards him. It is not right! They are both men and he got a loving girlfriend. The mere thought that he was attracted to men made him hate himself. For having that kind of feeling is unacceptable. He needs to stop. He was trying to suppress the strong feeling between them until the moment his boss touched him the way he had never been touched before. It was so strong that he can’t even compare it when he does it with a woman. Even with his girlfriend. And that scared the hell out of him. He was having a hard time accepting his new found identity. The struggle that he’s been through while keeping everything to himself was never easy. He was losing his sanity. Madness engulfs him. Madness! It’s madness! And they need to stop because it is so wrong. He can’t like a man. He just can’t. But how can they stop the madness if when they touch everything feels so right? How can they stop the madness if when they become one it feels that they are complete? The fire coming from Dark burned him, making his reasoning dark like his name and just succumbed to what their carnal needs. Is it really just carnal needs? Or is it possible that love will emerge?
View MoreI didn’t know what was wrong with me. But after he said that, I became restless. Why did he have to look at me while saying those things? Like it was— No! No! It was ridiculous. I needed to stop these weird thoughts that were running in my mind.
I pursed my lips looking at his murderous look. His brows furrowed while looking at me and I didn’t know why I felt nervous. But a different kind one. I was cursing myself in my head because I fucking find him hot. Like what the hell? I looked at his eyes, and it was drowning me. I cursed in my mind! I stiffened when I felt aroused when he looked at me from head to toe. I cursed again! What the hell was happening to me?! I shook those thoughts away. I need to focus. I was already scolded a while ago.
"Crysler. How's aunt Beth?" Janice, my girlfriend asked while caressing my arms and looking at me worriedly. "She's stable now." I smiled at her and kissed her forehead. "But I need to settle her hospital bills. I need to find a job as soon as possible." I said and then released a frustrated sighed. My mom got a heart attacked. Though she was stable. She needs to stay at the hospital to be monitored. No one will shoulder our finances. Our mom was the only one who's been working since my Dad died last year. So, I really need to find a job to support her and my younger sister. I looked at Janice, and I saw her looking at me while biting her lower lip. If she did that, she wanted to tell me something that bothers her. I know her too well. We've been together for two years, and she was the best girlfriend that I ever had.&n





