40

"Oh my God!" I see a lot of cockroaches on the bed, as they form a circle. 

I run out of the room, closing the door immediately, as I press a button which is beside it, and will kill anybody, or anything inside it, I call it the Killization.

I really feel pity for those cockroaches, they just wanted a free life, and to enjoy and walk freely, but I'm so sorry to say, you can't do that in my own house.

I turn it off.

Now I can't sleep there tonight, I have to sleep in the last room which is meant to be for the baby we might never have due to the fact that Kelvin cheats on me, that room might just be useless.

I enter the room, and thank goodness it's very neat.

I smile, then close the door, as I walk up to the bed, then sit on the soft bed.

Wow, I love this. I chuckle.

"How I wish Kelvin never got married to me?" I tell myself then begin to sob. "It is also my fault, I fell in love with a beast." I sniff in. "I should have known getting married to a celebrity is just going to end up being a fake, I hate Kelvin, I hate him." I sniff in again, as I smile observing the beautiful room, decorated pink.

Wow, I wish I give birth, but I can't anymore, I can't do anything, I am finished, I can't sleep with another man, and who will want to sleep with me, if I say I want to sleep with another man, then I am behaving exactly like Kelvin, and I don't want to, maybe I might never give birth, the greatest thing in a marriage. I begin to sob, so I will never have a child? I will be childless.

I should go take a shower, I might forget about everything after a shower, my life is ruined. I continue sobbing. I hate myself, I hate Kelvin, I hate everyone and everything, no one can ever want to see me again, I should really go take a shower.

I should forget about everything, start a new life afresh without a baby, try to live happily, never try to do anything that will make me sad, neither should I think of anything that will make me sad.

I smile, and I should come enjoy this wonderful room.

"Yeah!" I smile, wow I'm acting like a baby, even though I'll never have one, I begin to sob again.

************

The door bell rings distracting me from the American show I'm watching.

"Come in, the door's open!" I tell whoever is there, as the door opens, and I see Jury who is wearing a black off shoulder gown reaching her knees, and holding a red bag, as she walks up to me then sit down.

"Hi Jury." I greet her a little happiness sounding in my tone as she sighs.

"Has Kelvin told you?" She asks pity showing in her tone.

"Told me what?" I ask trying not to make it obvious that I'm about to cry.

"That he has been playing with you for this while, and that he never loved you?" She asks as I open my mouth. She knows also.

"How you, how did you know?" I ask really confused as she sighs.

"I've known since." She tells me as I open my mouth crying already. "No please don't cry." She looks like she's also about to cry. "I wanted to tell you, but he pays me $500000 every day not to tell you, I promise I don't have any bad intentions." She hugs me, as Kelvin comes down the stairs.

"Oh there's a little reunion." He laughs. "Hi dumb Jury, you've told her already, well no need for me to give you money." He chuckles as Jury stands up dropping her bag on the chair, then walks up to him.

"You stupid man." A drop of tear comes out of her eyes. "You did such a wicked thing, and you don't feel guilty." Cry sounding in her tone. "You are not a man but a beast." She tells him as he rolls his eyes.

"Idiot." He gives her an uninterested look, as she gasps. "Keep your stupid mouth shut." He gives her an angry look as I just continue crying. "And how is my matter your business?"

"Kelvin!" I stand up, then clear my tears, as he rolls his eyes, then sighs.

"The stupid one has finally stood up." He chuckles, as I walk up to him.

"Kelvin, I don't care what you say to me, or what you do." I raise my index finger, then point it to him. "But I can't stay here looking at you insult Jury." 

"Why?" He asks looking serious. "What are you gonna do?" He asks as I suck my teeth, lowering my brows.

"I'm gonna," I pause out of words. "Um," I look at him, then get a few words. "I'm gonna make sure you pay for it." I nod.

"You're so stupid." He tells me as I gasp. "You are a fool." 

"Why would you..."

"Shut up Jury." He commands. "This is family matter, and you've got nothing to do with it, because you're not family." He tells her as she looks at him.

"Okay." She sucks her teeth, but in a disappointed way. "I'll take my leave, I'm so sorry for coming."

"Please Jury, forgive him." I feel sad for her.

"Oh no I'm not angry." She tells me which is obviously a lie, as I nod.

"Thank you, but please if you can, forgive him." I tell her as she walks away.

"Kelvin, why did you just do that?" I ask really angry.

"Idiot." He faces the door. "She doesn't know I don't have time for her, or stupid Jury." 

The door bell rings, as he smiles.

"I'll go get the door." I walk to the direction of the door, knowing fully well it's going to be one of the girls he'll sleep with, I assure him if it's one of the girls I'm going to beat her up, the last one just got a dislocated hand, but this one will get a break in her spinner cord, and I was right, a girl wearing a black tub, and a red tight.

"Um I'll looking for my honey, Kelvin." She faces me eyeing me. "Oh Kelvin." She faces Kelvin then enters inside, as I padlock the door, and go to where she is as I see her kissing Kelvin.

"I am so happy you two are together." I add as Kelvin gives me a confused look. "But I have to do this." I punch Kelvin on the face, as he falls to the floor groaning, then drag the stupid woman.

"How dare you stay with my husband?" I punch her. "Even in my matrimonial home." I kick her in the stomach. "You are very stupid." I punch her on the face. "How many times have you had sex with him?" I ask as she begins to cry.

"Eight times." She replies me. "I'm really sorry." She apologize.

"Sorry for yourself." I punch her eight times on the face, and kick her eight tines on the stomach, as she falls on the floor, then I dust my hand together. "I should go get some coffee." I walk away.

*******

I begin to laugh, this movie really changed my mood, and made me first about Kelvin.

Oh my, Kelvin and that girl he brought have been on the floor for like three hours now, I turn to look at them, and they still are on the floor.

"What happened?" Kelvin groans, putting his hand on his head as he opens his eyes small, then faces the girl on the floor, as he opens his eyes well. "Jenna." He sits on the floor tapping her as he faces me. "What have you done to Jenna." He stands up walking up to me as I sigh.

"I'm sorry." I apologize as he gives me an angry look.

"You are very stupid." He insults me as I open my mouth. "Your jealousy has caused you to start doing stupid things." He walks up to the girl called Jenny. "I wanted to enjoy her, but your jealousy caused me not to." He carries her, as I stand up, then walk to his front.

"Why would I ever want to be jealous of you?" I ask really sad deep down in me, and I know myself that I'm jealous, but I can't be blamed, look at what he's doing, if anyone else were in my shoes they'll be jealous, infact they might have done worse.

"Foolish wife." He insults me. "I wish my tenth secretary was sexy." He tells me as I give him a sad look. "At least I'll still have time for her, but you are not close to being sexy." He chuckles. "Fool." He walks past me with Jenny on his hand.

I face the couch, and see Jury's mini bag.

She forgot her bag, I'll give em to her tommorro.

I hate you Kelvin. I sniff in then begin to sob, Kelvin, you are so evil.

**********

I continue crying. "What is my life for?" I ask myself. "Kelvin cheated on me, I am now a useless wife." I stand up from the bed roaming about not having anything to do. "At least I should be happy Kelvin gave me a full share of the company I was working with him in, so now I'm the CEO, and if he wants to work there, he'll have to be a worker." I sniff in, Kelvin really ruined my life. I begin to sob.

If only I never got married to him, I wish he told me everything when we were still dating, at least I won't have to get married to him.

I sigh, as the room door opens, and I see Kelvin coming inside.

"You" He walks up to me, holding my right arm really hard, conflicting pain in my body.

"Kelvin, what happened? Stop." I try to stop him but he does not seem like he'll listen to me. "Please it hurts."

"You monster." He tighten my hand. "Jenny is in the hospital, and she's now very ugly due to the punches, and has a stomach ache due to the kick." He tells me sounding angry as I give him a sorry look.

"I am so sorry, I didn't mean to, I just don't know why I did that, I just felt,"

"Jealous." He completes it for me finally letting go of my hand, which makes the pain worse.

"My hand." I groan.

"Oh so you are Jealous." He gives me an angry face. "You'll see what I'll do for you jealousy." He lowers his brows. "You'll see." He repeats his word.

"If you were in my shoes you'll be jealous." I tell him sounding angry.

"I will never be in your shoes." He gives me a more angry look. "Because I can't be jealous of you." He walks away as a drop of tear comes out of my eyes, then I begin to sob.