LOGINHer deep big dark brown eyes where still the same, but only deeper in the glow of the evening sunglight. When they met mine, it was like they saw right through me, knew my darkest deepest thoughts, my vulnerability, my fears and my desires. It felt like she knew what I don't.... And it really freaked me out.She was fair skinned, had this beauty mark beside her left eye, and it was cute, plus her small straight nose. Her pale brown thin lips were always like they were in a pout.She wasn't my type, that was for sure. So why was I completely irresistibly fascinated by her like I was spell bind?"How old are you? My voice came out a little too rough for my own liking, because all I could think of was nibbling on those pale brown thin lips of hers, run my tongue over them, and lastly, kiss them."Seventeen." She replied after releasing a deep breath which I suspected she'd held captive earlier on. Her tiny hands pulled the hoodie away from her hair and I came face to face with her cornrows.This girl!Fuuuuuuck! She was beautiful, she was possibly the most beautiful thing I had come across today. I don't know, maybe she looked that beautiful to me because she brought me to this enchanted place."I bet you know me as Octavia cause I know you as Eliakim." She raised her eyes up to mine again. "It's a strange name, never heard of it, but it's nice." I was starting to like it when she stared at me, even longed for her eyes to meet mine."So is yours."***This story is about a bipolar guy, and an insecure girl.
View MoreSongs for this chapter;World Of Our Own - Westlife,I Lay My Love On You - Westlife.EliakimOne and a half year later.You make me feel happyWhen I leave you behindA place in my mind, now honeyWhat I'm I do without you?Oh, truth for grantedEverything we had isIf I find someone who's just like youOh, we got to live in world of our ownI'll tell you things that no one else knowsI'll let you in when no one else goesWhat I'm I do without you?All of the things I've been looking forHas always been here inside of my thoughtsAll of the time I'm l
____Songs for this chapter;World Of Our Own - Westlife,I Lay My Love On You - Westlife.EliakimOne and a half year later.You make me feel happyWhen I leave you behindA place in my mind, now honeyWhat I'm I do without you?Oh, truth for grantedEverything we had isIf I find someone who's just like youOh, we got to live in world of our ownI'll tell you things that no one else knowsI'll let you in when no one else goesWhat I'm I do without you?All of the t
Songs for this chapter;My Love - Westlife.OctaviaI tried flicking my eyes open, but couldn't.It was difficult. It felt like I was smashed up and patched up. There was this stinging, peircing, uninterrupted pain on my back like I was being repeatedly stabbed with a knife fresh out of the fire. Everything was blank through out, before it'd represent white or black. I could feel nothing. But I did hear voices. Not all the time though."O.C, baby, please move your hand on mine let me know you'd be fine for me. I know you can hear me." I heard a sniff. "The doctor said your chances of leaving is so slim, that a miracle is what we need for you survive."And the voice which I believed was Eliakim's would fade away, leaving me behind to wallow in my darkness, stillness,
Songs for this chapter;Energy - Fireboy DML,You - Fireboy DML.(I created a playlist for just the two songs which were on repeat all through whilst I was writing this chapter)EliakimThirty two minutes.A hundred plus missed calls.Fifty one text messages.And nothing from O.C.Nothing, not even one fucking text message from her.I clenched my fist as I paced back and forth, grinding my teeth.She couldn't fucking keep to just this promise, how was it possible for us to live together when she didn