Mixed Feelings

"You are right, I have to move on with my life. But I can't I really can't..... I tried so hard to move on but... He destroyed me beyond repair " I said, hiccuping like a kid. "I loved him...I loved him like there tomorrow... You know what hurts...betrayal, thoughtlessness, uncaring attitudes towards the one who you said that you love them and did all those promises to be with.. I gave him my life and I never take back a gift, for in this life honesty and integrity mean so much. The word I gave him..was my bond not because I feel chained.. but because I honor him and love him more than everything that I am. So..when he acted like it was nothing that I gave I am hurt in a way that cuts to the core of who I am." Tears were streaming down my eyes, I couldn't stop them as I know very well that this is going to happen...I know that this going to happen in the future. This is all my doing and for that this is the punishment. I deserve this.My heartache had rung me out until I was d

He has something in his hands I can’t see because he’s hiding it behind.“yes?” I asked, He looked at me and gave a box to me, it was decorated.“It’s for you ma’am,” he said, started walking towards his car.“Hey mister, wait “.He drove off. I took the box inside and unwrapped it.Inside there’s a book, I lifted it in my hands. It’s a novel. I love novels. I read them a lot, but who gave me this there’s no name on the box.I flipped the box, and I saw a piece of paper with a quote stick to it.“And in her smile, I saw something more beautiful than the Stars“L.FIt was written beautifully.Who’s this l.f I tried to remember, but I don’t know anyone with that name. I opened the book.“One day by David Nicholls’’I thought I would read it, but if I start it now, I will not sleep tonight.I’ll just read it tomorrow after school, it’s best or else I’ll never get up from my bed, I put that book on my study ta

Venessa's POV.With that, I hung up and ran towards the parking lot at school. We both bid goodbyes and I drove, I reached my home, parked my car, went inside, I put my car keys on the hanger. I have to go to work, So, I took some rest.****After some time my alarm started Ringing, waking me up. It’s 5 30 now. I ran towards my bathroom. I got ready in just 20 min, Took my car keys locked my house, I drove. I work at f’s restaurant as a waiter there. I get a decent salary, Sometimes it’s not enough but I learned to adjust in a little money, My house was under my dad after he died, it transferred on my name.Sometimes grandma sends me money, but I never accepted it. Still, she puts it in my bank account. I just let it be there; I never took a penny from it. I like to be independent; I don’t want to be a burden to my grandma so, I work for myself.I reached the restaurant, parked my car, and went inside. I changed my clothes.“Hey v“ it’s Kim, my co

 I crossed my right leg over my left one Glancing at the clock which told me I've been sitting here for an hour. Clutching my file with my hands waiting for my turn. ***Back to the day when I got fired*** After reaching my home, I parked my car and opened the door. I walked to the kitchen and had a glass of water and relaxed my nerves. I sat down on my couch looking at the ceiling thinking what to do. I have to find a job as soon as possible if my grandmother came to know my situation she will definitely send me her money even if I say no, With, I took a newspaper which was on my table and started searching for a job advertisement. After 2 Fucking hours  Fuck.. argh I pulled my hair in frustration Then I noticed ther

The school bell rang signaling the end of the 7th period, which means I am one class away to call it a day.I stepped out of my classroom and headed to my locker, to get the book for the last period which is English literature.As I walked through the halls, I couldn't help but remember last night's dream, I couldn't forget it.How am I supposed to face him in the office?After my class I started to pack my things, someone put a paper on my book and rushed towards the door, I couldn't see who was it, I took that paper.Meet me in the hallway, don't be late.R.GWas written in cursive writing.I waited until everyone left the classroom, I started walking towards the hallway.When I reached there, I could see that Remond was waiting for me.I was a bit nervous, because of yesterday.He looked at me, "I want to talk to you about something"I didn't say anything, he still continued to tell,"Wha