LOGINHe ran after me and grabbed my wrist. I turned around abruptly "What do you want from me?" I asked visibly angry "please listen to me". “Why should I? Can't you really see that I'm in a hurry? We people on the street don't have it as easy as you ”. Jan looked at me very sadly and even that left me completely cold. "I love you," he said softly. For my part, however, I only had a mocking laugh for him “You are talking about love? You are naive in my face! You can put your love anywhere else, you conceited fat cat! ". Did you notice that I hated rich pee? But Jan didn't give up. “That is not important. I like you the way you are ..." "Get out! Your fucking fools just wanted to show off and show off anyway! I can safely do without that! ”. He got a slap from me and I said: "I told you to leave me alone!" Did he really think that I was into such a rich piss as him? Never! How I hated people! Sometimes I wondered why he was just so stupid and did not understand that he was getting on my nerves. The next moment fell the first snowflakes from the sky. Nothing unusual, as the winter was slowly sweeping the land. Did I mention that I loved such weather? No! Then now is exactly the right time to do it. I love winter, snow, Cold and rain over a lies! I always walked through life alone, why should I confide in other people? I didn't need anyone to hurt me or fool me. In contrast to the other little creatures, sorry, I meant humans, I got along great without any help. I didn't need anyone, just myself.
View MoreSorry? Should I make the food after doing this to myself? I looked at my bandaged arm and thought about how nice it was to have been outside alone. What was Titian doing on his feet at that time? Stupid question, he was an early riser. I had already found out and understood that after the short time I lived with him.Even so, I wouldn't rush into the kitchen like a rabbit gone wild and prepare breakfast for him. It really had a bang! I looked in the mirror. In front of me I saw a little girl with black, tousled hair and a characterless, almost pale face. It had eyes made of ice. I had never really noticed that before. I couldn't read anything in them. Nothing. Just yawning emptiness. I took another deep breath in and out before walking slowly to the kitchen.Once there, I had to swallow. Everything was already made up there! Pretty nice, actually. The table was set and two plates were facing each other. They were separated by a basket with rolls and bread. Of course th
After these words from Titian, I stood and stared after him with my mouth open. His action was the very last! It was like something broke inside me, but it couldn't be. It was all broken long ago. It had been like this for over three years and I felt fine. After a while, I took care of the dirty dishes. After it was finally clean and dried, I put it back.Then I went straight to my room. When I arrived I immediately closed the door and holed up in my bed. At least I could sleep in tomorrow. Now there was no way I could disappear into my dreamland. While I was just wondering what kind of country it was. Even if I slept late, I never had good dreams about it. Quite the opposite.Sometimes I had this dream that everything around me was dark and I screamed for help but no one helped me. I looked into beaming faces that were so close and yet so far. It was as if some kind of glass wall separated me from this joy. I could see the happy people, but they couldn't see me. But I
After telling this little girl that I couldn't remember offering her a seat at the table, she looked quite confused. I even wondered what was going on in Krystal's head, but I knew that she would never, ever tell me the truth.I'd rather keep looking at her and have to be careful that she didn't notice me watching her every little step. For her height of three and a half feet, she was pretty quick-witted. I had to admit that without exception. But what worried me the most was that she had shaken her head afterward.Although I didn't know her, or even knew a detail of her life, I was worried. My worries about her didn't go away either, on the contrary, they got stronger when she started to apologize and then couldn't finish speaking. Something was wrong. I felt it and yet I had no idea about Krystal.It was kind of fascinating for me to watch her pour water for Tara, Tabitha and me. She looked so thoughtful and fragile. Sometimes there were moments when I could y
My theory actually came true. Titian came in with two women - one next to him each - through the mighty front door. He looked mischievously into my eyes and looked around. When he got a first impression of my work, he said: “As pure as crystals”.I looked at him angrily and crossed my arms in front of my chest, dropping the broom like a tarantula. Then I poisoned: “I'll give you 'As pure as crystals'! What are you doing here at this time anyway? ”. “Not in that tone with me, my lady. Coincidentally, I live here, ”Tizian replied to me, only insolently smugly.It was clear that this was how he reacted. I said angrily: “I'm not your lady! Just because you made me your slave… ”, I got no further because one of the women asked:“ Is that her? ”. Confused, I looked at the three people who suddenly fixed me like prey. What was that supposed to mean? Titian raised his voice: “Yes, that's it”. “





