My breakthrough

Hey guys my name is Lerato Precious Mokgosi and I am 22 years old. i live with my mom (Lesego Mokgosi) at Pretoria. my mother's brother(John Mokgosi) and sister(Lisa Mokgosi)don't live far away from us and I am happy with them. Uncle is like a father to me but i am wishing to meet my real dad soon. Every time when my mom visits her family at zeerust she wants me to stay behind because they don't like me and she feels like they will try to harm me or something. when I try to ask her why they hate me she will be shouting at me to let it go and tells me that they will come around. like seriously? when will that happen? when i join my ancestors? It so painful to be rejected by your own mothers family. but i am glad that unt Lisa and Uncle John are always there for me.. my childhood friend is Bonolo Bogatsu and trust me when I say she is the best but crazy as hell. lol you will know a lot through this journey of mine, like our personalities and life it's self. I will start from my 11th grade and hope we will make each other happy .