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• Not Exactly Love Is Exactly Love   Epilogue

  A few hours later Ella and I were also on the plane. My head was leaning against the airplane window and a thousand thoughts circled around in my head. The last few days had been very turbulent."Ari?", Ella shook my arm lightly."Yes?""Everything OK? You haven't said a word since the boys left ”.I shrugged my shoulders. “Cedric's sister cried because of her brother when she left. I feel so shabby because I claim the little time he has for myself. He has a family that misses him ... and that he certainly misses too ”."Oh Ari .. you worry about everything! If Cedric wouldn't have liked to spend time with you, he would certainly not have kidnapped you from manager Heini's surprise party ... Or brought you to this restaurant. Those were his decisions ”.I sighed deeply. "Still .. It can't always stay that way."“Don't be s

• Not Exactly Love Is Exactly Love   My love life

  A few hours later Ella and I were also on the plane. My head was leaning against the airplane window and a thousand thoughts circled around in my head. The last few days had been very turbulent."Ari?", Ella shook my arm lightly."Yes?""Everything OK? You haven't said a word since the boys left ”.I shrugged my shoulders. “Cedric's sister cried because of her brother when she left. I feel so shabby because I claim the little time he has for myself. He has a family that misses him ... and that he certainly misses too ”."Oh Ari .. you worry about everything! If Cedric wouldn't have liked to spend time with you, he would certainly not have kidnapped you from manager Heini's surprise party ... Or brought you to this restaurant. Those were his decisions ”.I sighed deeply. "Still .. It can't always stay that way."“Don't be s

• Not Exactly Love Is Exactly Love   Broke my heart

  I was perfectly happy. In front of me sat the man of my dreams and gave me all his attention. I couldn't describe it, but every second I spent with him made me fall even more in love with Cedric than I already was. It was more than being in love, it was love. Real love that I had never felt for anyone before. I just felt safe around him.After we had eaten, Cedric and I had delivered a top-class dining marathon, in which he had won a huge leap, we decided to go for a walk before we drove back to the hotel."I haven't eaten so well in a long time," I said and rubbed my stomach with a full stomach."What about yesterday?" Cedric asked, raising his eyebrows.“No, today couldn't even top yesterday's meal”."I didn't even know you were voracious," he said with a laugh and pulled me close to put his arm over my shoulders as we walked haphazardly down the streets.&nb

• Not Exactly Love Is Exactly Love   Helper syndrome

  I felt a flurry of melancholy when I saw Cedric running towards me.Would it always be like this between us? That we only saw each other on important holidays?The black jeans and matching dark blue shirt looked great on him. I would never get used to this sight."Well my beauty? Ready for the surprise? ”He asked, pulling me close."More than ready," my hands brushed his chest. Simply because I was able and allowed to do it."No heels today?" He pointed to my black boots."No .. If it starts to rain again I can run myself and don't have to be carried by you"."I like to carry you," he put his arm around my shoulder and directed me to the back exit."Definitely, who likes to wear," I said, rolling my eyes."When I train, I do double that"."Nice you show-off".&nbs

• Not Exactly Love Is Exactly Love   Suits

  Unlike Mason and Cole, Leon was pretty neat. While the two boys did everything they could to make the room look like a slaughterhouse, there was no trace of disorder in Leon's suite.I looked around a little awkwardly and waited for him to ask me to sit down. But no trace of that. Instead, he raised his eyebrows in anticipation and indicated with an annoyed gesture that I should open my mouth.“I wonder if you have a problem with me because you always look so grim and hardly talk to me. Yesterday I actually thought that everything was off the table .. But you fell into your old pattern. So Leon, what have I done to you? ""Nothing. But I don't have to praise you like the others do, do I? "I looked at him perplexed and tried to find a quick answer to his statement.“Nobody praises me in heaven,” I contradicted.“See it how you want. I'

• Not Exactly Love Is Exactly Love   Problem

  Freshly showered and calmed down again, I was looking for the others."Ari, come here, you have to see that!" I was standing at the door to the lobby when Ella called me over."What?"She handed me her cell phone. “This is a video clip from Cedric and you from yesterday's party. Someone picked you up on the red carpet and put you on the internet. Look, more than 300,000 views in one day! "I read the clip and had to smile. You couldn't see much, only that Cedric put his arm around my waist and whispered something in my ear. Oh god the way I looked at him! You could literally see the little hearts that formed around us."Where is Cedric anyway?""Outside, he is sitting with his family"."Okay, I'll have a look at him." Earlier we parted ways that were less pleasant. And tomorrow our ways would part again for the near future. I should