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Enjoying His Kiss
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2020-10-04 20:07:19( He let me push him away earlier when he was aggressive.
Because he is smart he must have noticed that i was uncomfortable.
My body language was more than clear.
That's why he keep pushing my boundaries so i could split truth out.
He Does want to Kill him self
He doesn't care about his life.
But i am simply a way to fill the Voids inside him.
I don't know weather he thinks that is love or
Is he aware that he is threatening me.
Like A Toy
Truth is
I don't know why he wanted to die.
Is it because he is desperate of love
Or the core of his desire to die is.
Is it all because of Debt he told me or is he refer to another person?
There is more than one reason to commit suicide
It doesn't only have to be loneliness
It could be out of guilt of splitting someone.
He is either Sociopath or Psychopath.
But if playing with me keeps him alive
Than i guess
He can Have Me.
It's not like i am someone Important.
But still i don't want to go any further.
Even my boyfriend and best friend take me as a fool.
I am really nothing more than a weed like my name.
Pluck me up and throw me out
I am not afraid of dying
I am always been stepped upon
Always been crushed.
When i was child
They pushed me harder
When I was working
They Fired me
This is the first time someone life is totally depend on me.
There is something Wrong with him but if he dies because i couldn't save him.
Then how could i live peacefully
Most of all my heart is freshly broken.
Maybe his love could apply ointment on it.
Is that all i am good for?
Being your lover
Makes you happy
I'll be one
Until
We are out of this place
After that we have lots of thing to talk about.
I want to set down some boundaries.
I don't know if he will listen
But whatever happens to me isn't there always a small price to pay?)
if he let me go tonight and he won't go further than kissing
than i will be his Girlfriend for real
but if he use me
and throw me away
even if he survived i will make sure to make his life hell.
i am someone you cannot control
if you think you are controlling me
than live in that fantasy because when my temper overflows
i will become you worst nightmare
you have no idea what i am capable of
i have already paralyzed someone.
he tries to Rape me few months back. he drag me to the corner
his friend was also there.
they both were fighting for turn
i was scared before but with observation i figured they are not professional just someone trying to cool down their heat.
i stole the knief from his hand
knief which was on my neck to make me stop moving.
i hit his leg and with his wrist i turned the knief tip and stab on his Chest.
The pain make him lossen the grip i pulled the knief and stabbed on his leg many times.
his friend ran due to fear.
i also ran back to my house but i took knief with me
of course i don't want to leave the finger prints behind.
few days later i heard that his leg become vegetable due to cut in Veins and it infected his whole leg due to late treatment.
i was Satisfied and after that i never felt terror instead I gain confidence but today he did pulled me out of this dream. i felt that i still can't save myself.
i am truly scared.
I caged his neck to make him look like i am enjoying
I suck his tongue to cool him down...
His hand roam on the back , exposed area which was very new to me....It's giving me strange vibes....My body trembled, I feel heat inside my body and i startedto enjoy his kiss....But there was something else in my mind too....
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