Chapter Thirteen, the face zoomed in

When we got back, it was dark, and the dollar was still in my mother's arms. It was all we had left, so none of us said anything about using it.

Mother went into the room, took the box of money we had before, carefully put the money into it, as if in the treatment of what religious things, I know, this is to let go of the past, this one dollar told his mother's warning, don't make the same mistake twice.

When mom closed the lid of the money box, she said, "it's okay, mom will make you more money! " As if to us, as if to herself.

My brother and I don't care about money. We've both been there, and if we can't get ahead of the Times with our ideas, I don't think either of us can.

At night, I do not know why, I just can not sleep, thinking of the past few days, in order not to disturb my mother, I want to sit on the yard, just stepped out of the door of the room, saw a man sitting in the yard.

"elder brother, so still don't sleep? " I came closer to see, the original is the elder brother sitting alone in the yard, do not know what I walked so close did not find, if I have been silent, I am afraid he also found me.

"You didn't sleep either. " The elder brother looked up at me and dropped his head again.

"You said that the moon is full and clear, how can this person not also be like this moon, at least can garden a few days? " Today is the 16th Lunar Month, so the moon in the sky is particularly round and bright. "maybe it's the wrong people. " I don't know what I'm saying, but it seems to be the only thing that makes sense.

"In fact, I suddenly hope that what grandma said is true, so I can hate him well, not like now, looking at him, very uncomfortable, want to hate, and because that bit of blood, not too hate, you said Mao not contradictory. " My brother smiled some embarrassed to look at me.

Maybe what Grandma and dad did these two days really hurt his heart, so my brother couldn't hold it in tonight and needed a talking point, I suddenly felt a little lucky that I couldn't get to sleep tonight, perhaps this is the fate of it, if not, I do not know how brother would have these things in the heart.

"want to hate to hate, I also quite hate him. " I said is very calm.

In a previous life I had lived longer than my brother and had seen more ugliness than his brother, so in my mind this man was as good as dead, even though neither of US had said his name, but both brother and sister knew who they were talking about.

"In our day, he would have given us a sperm, a handful of excrement and urine to raise us, not him. What else did he have to give us but a little money? I've made up my mind. From now on, I only have my mother."

I know that there are some things that no one else can say, that only I can figure out, but anyway, I put my attitude here, at least I can let my brother know that he is not alone, he and my sister together, even if he was a deviant, I was there for him.

Although my brother and I live a heavy life, but a person depressed for a long time, not their own control, this life, I want to and my brother and my mother, always go down, not one less.

"Ha. " The elder brother suddenly looked at me to smile, obviously just also very sad, this suddenly, I some can not understand, smile of I some indescribable, in thought is not I just said what very funny words.

In fact, Bai Yu knew that this younger sister was worried about herself, so she just expressed her attitude. Since her younger sister wanted to say so, Bai Yu also did not intend to split the account. Growing up together, even though she had lived so many years longer than herself, baiyu would not be unable to figure out her heart of those nine-and-nine.

So when his sister sat down, Bai Yu touched her sister's head with his hand. I don't know why, but I felt very warm. There was such a person, just like myself, and then we could walk together. This was his sister. It was clearly his job to comfort her, but now, the role of the switch, into his own brother and sister to comfort.

My eyes were a little red because of my brother's move. In the past, my brother and I were fine, but there was never a time when we sat together to encourage each other and talk about our feelings. But now everything is different, and our family has been reborn because of us, it's getting better and better, and my relationship with my brother is getting closer and closer, and I cherish that rapport.

My brother looked at me, his hand gently, as if a feather brush, "you can rest assured, the elder brother is not so fragile, just a little sad for a moment, the elder brother will be fine. " Bai Yu thought, he also want to protect this home, can Not let what the younger sister to undertake, oneself also should grow up, undertake oneself should have responsibility.

I looked at my brother's eyes in the firm, I know, my brother figured out, he is no longer that cowardly brother, so I should not with the eyes of the past to look at my brother.

"Well, go to sleep. " said the elder brother pushed me back to the room.

When I arrived at school the next day, there was no class, and I don't know why. From the moment I walked in the door, I felt a look on me that never left. I looked around strangely and found nothing, finally walked to the seat, inadvertently on the same table Beam Xin Miao eyes.

His eyes were full of me, and he was worried beyond hiding. I am no longer that naive child, of course I can understand the meaning of his eyes, but, today, I do not want to touch the thing of love at all, besides, now is still small, in a previous life, I and this deskmate also do not seem to have any intersection, in addition to know he is the Monitor, good grades, handsome, other, really do not remember at all.

So I'm just GONNA pretend it's not real. Naturally after putting down the bag, Liang Xinmiao did not know which tendon is not right, all of a sudden come to my front, and so I put the bag into the drawer, looked up to see an enlarged Liang Xinmiao appear in front of the time, i almost fell off my seat.

I stared at the people in front of me with big eyes, suddenly a little angry, "what do you want to do? " Also don't know where wrong, this life can always be associated with this Liang Xinmiao, i didn't want anyone at school to know about my family, but when I met his mother yesterday, I knew there was no hiding it.