Chapter four hundred and thirty-eight, replicating romance

Looking at these diaries, I seem to have a deeper and more comprehensive understanding of Liang Xinmiao, or, just like a new understanding of Liang Xinmiao this person.

Originally I was carefree in the eyes, seems to live forever in a perfect World Liang Xin Miao also has so much trouble and pain. I had always felt that Liang Xinmiao and I lived in two extremes, that Liang Xinmiao might never be able to empathize with my pain, because I felt that he might never feel powerless.

But now reading Liang Xinmiao's diary, only to find that he also had the feeling of helplessness. Especially when Aunt Liang came under fire, the pain and powerlessness of Liang's diary. I saw a little boy in a corner, watching others speak ill of his mother, but he could do nothing but cry and clench his fist.

Read Liang Xin Miao between the lines of sadness, how I wish I could appear in that time Liang Xin Miao side, to hug him comfort him. Tell him I had his feelings, I can not help in the Liang Xinmiao diary blank page, write down the Liang Xinmiao space, comfort inspired him. And drew a serious hug.

When I was done, I smiled. I wonder if Liang Xinmiao will be angry with my graffiti when he sees these. Although I did not have time to participate in his past, but I also hope that through this way to comfort him.

"today I met a special girl, white dew. She's not like other girls. She doesn't smile. She's always in the corner. The class of girls will speak ill of her, boys will pull her hair, but she will not be angry every time will not fight back, just silently away. Seeing her, I thought of my mother being talked about by others. I don't believe that my mother is the kind of person in other people's mouth, nor do I believe that Bailu raiment will be the thief that the classmates say. I want to be friends with her. THAT WOULD BE COOL!"

I read Liang Xinmiao in a low voice to write in the diary words, read here "Pu Chi" a laugh out of voice, did not expect Liang Xinmiao to do before the same table to pay attention to me.

At that time the whole class isolated me, Liang Xinmiao even thought and I do a friend is a cool thing, really let me surprise Ah!

But later Liang Xinmiao also did not talk with accosted Ah, this is why? I looked at the time Liang Xinmiao wrote this diary, recalled, also did not think then and Liang Xinmiao what intersection.

"Today, I found out that Bai Lu Chang is not as strong as I thought, even though she doesn't care what her classmates say about her. But turned in the corner secretly crying, I was going to give her a handkerchief, she thought I and other boys are playing a trick on her, scared immediately ran away. I decided not to bother her, she was such a timid girl, I'd better protect her secretly behind her back, he read it softly.

Read this diary, my heart also understand, the original Liang Xinmiao before trying to make friends with me. It was just that I was like an abused animal, alert to others. I could not believe that the students would have good intentions for me, so I misunderstood Liang Xinmiao.

No wonder even later, Liang Xinmiao and I also used a small note to communicate. Even as my deskmate, I never revealed that he was the one who wrote the note with me.

Then I went back a few more times, mostly about me. The other pieces felt familiar to me, as if I had seen them before.

Looking at it, I suddenly realized that many of these were indeed things I had seen in a previous life. It's just a different place. It used to be on a note.

Yes, these troubles are not Liang Xin Miao written in a small note on the previous life and I exchange it! I turned over a few pages, some of Liang Xinmiao past life to share the happy things, some of his troubles to me.

I had no idea it would reappear in another form. Let me read these familiar words again.

Since that time in the hospital dream to see the past life of the small note was written by Liang Xinmiao, I feel some happy and some wronged. I was glad that the person I should have fallen in love with was Liang Xinmiao, not Lin Anbang.

Wronged is why all these moved and warmth, when I was reborn only I remember. And Liang Xinmiao had no idea. Even if I wanted to remind him of the romance we had, he wouldn't respond.

And I can only tell self-mockery of their own, this is their own revenge. Who let the previous life Liang Xinmiao for me to do all, I did not see in the eye, is also the state of the slightest do not know. It's time to give me a taste of what Liang Xinmiao was like.

But now all this seems to have been made up in a different way. It's like replicating the romance and letting these beautiful memories come back to me and Liang Xinmiao through time and space. Thinking of this, I smiled sweetly.

I took the diary to the bed, lying on the bed, page by page read up, immersed in the past life of Romance.

Suddenly I turned to the contents of Liang Xinmiao's diary which I saw for the first time. It was the words that he thought I had changed a lot, and it was very strange.

That would have been the day I was born again, still adjusting to my old body and environment. Did Not care about the convergence and attention to these problems, until that day in Liang Xinmiao home to see this sentence, I realized I should change slowly. With the pace of development of that era, there are people around the impression of me, can not be too prominent, suspicious.

Fortunately, my mother and Bai Jianguo had just divorced at that time, so everyone blamed my change on the drastic changes in the family. Not Too many people have doubts about this, I am afraid that only the usual observation of my Liang Xin Miao just have these perceptions!

I then turn over, is Liang Xinmiao to my thought and the behavior surprise. I wrote to help my mother open Malatang shop things, and wrote the first time to see me against Li Annan bullying things.

Liang Xinmiao although very surprised at such I, but in the process of gradually contact, more appreciate and support such I. He also wrote in his diary that his eyes had been drawn to me and that I was the most unique girl's word he had ever seen.

After reading Liang Xinmiao's diary, I began to lie on the bed, with elbows on the body, shaking the pen, thinking of what should give Liang Xinmiao back. All of this, very much like my previous life to Liang Xinmiao back small note like.

I carefully wrote down in Liang Xinmiao's diary what I wanted to say to him, seriously thought about solutions to his troubles, and also responded to the happy things he shared with me, he drew a smiling baby face on the blank page next to it.