Chapter four hundred and thirty-five, unfit to be a father

I saw the deep pain and hatred in my mother's eyes, even when my mother found Bai Jianguo outside with other women also did not have such a big mood. But as soon as mom mentioned the childhood love affair, she became a different person.

But the mother of these strong emotions not only let me feel that the mother is very angry mayor, but let me feel that the mother of the mayor very deep love. So after being hurt by the mayor, it's hard to forget. The emotion is deep / enters the bone marrow, only then can not let go up to now!

I looked at my mother in silence, do not know how to answer. Should I call my mother's bluff and tell her that she treats Bai Jianguo and the mayor differently? I don't think mom even knows that!

Mother only when this kind of emotion is because of hate, but do not know hate from love. The reason why she still hated the mayor's abandonment, it is because her mother's heart has always been mayor of a place.

And I don't know why I was so sure that things would never be the way they were when my mother saw them. But when I contacted the mayor of this person, and from the forest bureau to hear the mayor's story, I inexplicably believe the mayor of this person.

"Mother, I. . . " I was trying to say something, but was suddenly looking at my mother's eyes shocked. Mother's eyes rolled with tears, but refused to fall down. Such a fragile mother like a child, let me not have the heart to say I believe the mayor's words to come.

My hesitation and hesitation may let my mother misunderstood, my mother wiped tears with the back of her hand, immediately laughed. "Don't be afraid, Lulu, " he said, stroking my hair. "Mom will be fine. Now she's the happiest woman in the world with you and her brother. Let Bygones be bygones. "

I saw my mother clearly their very sad, in front of me to pretend to be all right. This is probably the meaning of the mother Zegang Bar! But I do not want my mother in front of me to hide their feelings, just so that I do not worry about her.

"Mom, now that you've said to let bygones be bygones, don't punish yourself with it! My brother and I will always be there for my mother and always support her. So if my mother can meet a good person, my brother and I will also support my mother to pursue their own happiness..."I seriously express my thoughts to my mother." That's what aunt Liang just taught me.

My mother is not old, plus she is beautiful and has her own assets. So even though mom is divorced and has kids, I know there are a lot of people who want to marry her.

I heard the town matchmaker say these things to my mother several times, but she refused every time. She says her main job now is to raise me and my brother and doesn't want to think about these things and turn down matchmakers.

My brother and I also hope that there is another person can help my mother bear half of the wind and rain, so that my mother forget the previous hurt in the emotional.

But I just brought up the subject, his mother cut him off and said, "Lulu, how can you, an unmarried girl, say such a thing? Don't mention it again, or you'll be laughed at. "

"As long as my mother is happy, I'm not afraid of being laughed at. I think my brother feels the same way. Mom, you have already given a lot to me and my brother. Both of us hope that you can have a relationship with mom again, to say what my brother and I wanted to say.

My mother, who had been running away from me, sighed when she saw how stubborn I was and said, "I can't do anything with you, you're even more stubborn than your brother. Your mother will think about what you said, and that's enough! "

I didn't know if she was putting me off or if she was really listening to what I was saying. Blame Bai Jianguo, let mother have shadow to marriage, do not believe man's commitment and affection any more.

Thinking of this, I can not help but scold: "Blame Bai Jianguo this scum, harm to my mother's life. No matter what my mother said, I will not take him as a father, he does not deserve. "

Although my mother said Bai Jianguo before I also love things, but he is not good for my mother, hurt my mother disappointed in the marriage. Then I would not forgive him anyway, and I do not know how my mother would have married Bai Jianguo, who was a womanizer and a face-saving man.

My mother frowned when she heard my mouth scold the broken Voice of Bai Jianguo, finally I said, "Lulu, I told you, he's your real father anyway. If you keep talking like that, she's going to be really angry. "

Mother's attitude, also let me some fire, really do not understand the mother has been defending the practice of Bai Jianguo.

So, for the first time, I didn't listen to my mother, do not agree to question the mother said: "Mother, Bai Jianguo harm you in the Bai family suffered a number of grievances, you are still on his behalf. ". Why, no matter what Bai Jianguo helped her mother, her mother also used to get married for more than 10 years. I Will Never Forgive Bai Jianguo for what he did, and I will never accept him as my father."

Actually said these words, my innermost feelings are also very painful. I Have Given Bai Jianguo a lot of opportunities, even if his previous life as a father of the bias, hurt the scars. I was born again, and I wanted him to change.

But when I got into a fight with Li, when I was admitted to the hospital and everyone thought I might never wake up, Bai Jianguo didn't come to see me as a father.

This also reminds me of my previous life when I pregnant without money to the hospital, Begged Bai Jianguo and Li ruping to lend me some money, Bai Jianguo because Li ruping a few words, put me out of the House.

During the time I was lying in the hospital, when I saw in my dream that I had died in a previous life in the hospital, none of my family came to see me. Only then did I realize that even if I were to die, it would be nothing in Bai Jianguo's mind.

Even so, after the Rebirth to see Bai Jianguo, this I can no longer familiar with the face. It was not hatred that was stirring in me, but a desire that he might change the way he had treated me in previous lives. As long as he thinks of me as his daughter, I won't be so disappointed in him.

But Bai Jianguo let me down after all, completely to him this father gave up the heart. For the sake of his daughter, ang-nam Lee, he can abuse me heartily, even physically. At that moment, I have thoroughly seen the heart of Bai Jianguo, there is no place for me.