Chapter one hundred and fifty, brother wants to be a soldier!

I walk with Liang Xinmiao all the way, although as usual chatting, joking, but I always feel where strange, want to ask and dare not speak of, a word in the mouth say is not, do not say is not.

"What do you want to ask? " Liang Xinmiao seems to see my uneasiness, at the time of coming home began to say.

I looked down at him and whispered, "what did you just hear? "

"To hear you say you don't like me. "

"Ah? " I heard this sentence almost askew feet, fortunately Liang Xin Miao in time to help me.

I remembered that I had just been misunderstood by Emperor Wen of Sui, and I explained that I didn't like Liang.

I can stand firm to Yang Jian clear answer, this time I do not know how to give Liang Xin Miao explanation.

"White Dew Chang, you don't flatter yourself, I don't like you, we are just friends. You just do your own and the same as before. " Liang Xinmiao seriously said to me.

I was relieved to hear him say this. I don't want to be hurt by love any more. I just want to keep my family safe.

Liang Xinmiao to bring sunshine to my life, but I dare not come near again easily, afraid of losing then don't get.

Suddenly a warm hand on my forehead, let me recall the past life uneasy heart suddenly calm.

Rise to Liang Xin Miao deep eyes, clear see bottom, I seem to see through the eyes of his injured heart, I suddenly startled.

I saw him gently smiled at me and said: "We are friends, to test a county together, test a good university, have been together since then. "

I fell into his tenderness and nodded my head hard.

He looked at me funny said to me: "Home, quickly go in, it is cold outside. "

I obediently said goodbye to him and ran home.

At the moment of entering home, I suddenly want to look back, and saw Liang Xinmiao still standing in the same place.

The street lights in the alley were dim. Liang Xinmiao was half in the light and half in the dark. The street lights lengthened his shadow and he stood alone like his master.

He was in the light, I was in the dark, he could not see me, but still stubbornly stood there, looking at the direction of my home.

I suddenly felt like crying. It was the first time I had shed tears for anyone other than my family.

If I didn't look back today, I wouldn't know he was there for me.

Liang Xinmiao, we should go to a county together, go to a good university, after will always be together.

I mentally responded to my promise to him.

After entering the House to see the mother has come back to sit at the table to count the money, each count a dollar, the mother will use a string wrapped around it.

"Mom, what are you doing? "

I put down my bag and sat down next to my mother.

"Lulu's back! I'm paying for your brother's math. "

My mother took my hand and said: "If business has been so good, we can give your brother before school together, but also out of his week's living expenses. "

Watching my mother happy, but I am not happy.

As much as I wanted my brother to go to a good school, the doctor said my mother's tuberculosis needed to be treated as soon as possible or it would continue to get worse. And Mom's pills are expensive.

"Mom, what about your illness? " I asked worriedly.

"I feel much better now. I don't need to see any more. Those pills are useless and should have stopped long ago. "

"But ma... "

Mother saw that I tried to persuade her not to listen, so she got up with the money and went inside.

I know mom said this to save money, she these days more and more serious cough, I want to take her to Uncle Liang hospital to see, but she always said shop busy.

"What's the matter, just standing there. "

The elder brother also came back at this time, locked the bicycle to enter the house.

I don't know if I should tell my brother about this. My brother is in the important stage of his high school entrance examination, and I don't want to distract him from blaming himself.

So I decided to keep my brother in the dark and ask him what he thought.

"brother, which high school are you going to take the exam for? "

In fact, I know that my elder brother had depression because of family trifles in his last life, and he spent all his time in hospital and at home during the middle school entrance examination. Didn't even take the SATS.

This life made him do it all over again, he worked harder than anyone, and he stayed up half the night every time. I think he must want to take an examination of county one middle school.

My brother smiled at me and said, "I'm not going to high school to waste my youth. "

"What? " I shouted in shock.

My brother quickly covered my mouth and pointed me to my mother's room, motioning me to be quiet.

"You should wake up mom by talking so loudly. By the way, don't tell mom about this. "

"No, how can you not go to school. " Worried about the noise of mother, I dragged my brother to my room.

He picked up my book at random, do not care about that: "What is the meaning of school, I want to be a soldier, a uniform home also, more prestige. "

When my parents divorced, they bought a house with the money they had split, and then rented a storefront with the money they had earned from buying Mala hot skewers on a stick. They managed to save some money and lost it all to the workers because of Lin Jiao's laxatives. Now my mother is seriously ill, although with the help of Uncle Liang, but continuing to buy imported drugs is also a big expense.

I looked incredulously at my relaxed brother.

Brother must be worried about their school fees will become a burden on the family, in order to make such a decision of the status quo in the family! If he joins the army, not only will he not have to pay tuition, but he will also receive a monthly allowance of 20 yuan.

"Oh, you got that wrong. " My brother tapped me on the forehead and pointed to my textbook on the desk, apparently to avoid the topic.

I know my brother doesn't want to talk about it anymore, but I don't want it to drag him down for life.

"brother, don't treat me like a child. I don't want this family to be like a past life. I know you want to protect me, but I also want to protect you. "

I looked at my brother and I said,.

Perhaps seeing my stubbornness, my brother sighed and sat down by the bed.

"Did not want to tell you originally, since you insist, that elder brother confides in confidentially to talk with you. "

I nodded vigorously.

"Did you know mom was off her meds? "

Hear elder brother's words I shake head in shock, the mother is not every day on time to take medicine?

See me shake head elder brother wry to smile to say: "I was also cheated by mom, visible she does not buy medicine all the time, the medicine in the bottle is like can not finish. "

"I thought that is you help mother to buy the medicine, but is not right, I personally saw the mother takes the medicine on time! " I doubt of say.

"Mother always pretended to take medicine, she put the medicine in the palm of her hand, pretending to eat in front of us, and then put back. " Brother a few words to solve my confusion.

I don't know when my brother found out about it, and I don't know how long it's been weighing on his mind. He's used to taking all the pressure on himself.