Chapter one hundred and seventy-five, the big secret

I can't imagine how Emperor Wen of Sui, so young, spent his darkest hours.

I think of my past life because of their own failure to implicate my mother depressed to death when I blame myself, at that time I think of suicide, leaving with her mother.

But at that time Lin Anbang and the baby in my belly also let me have to worry about, had the hope to the life.

The night terrors of that time nearly drowned me, and I still do. What about Emperor Wen of Sui as a child?

He felt that he had unwittingly informed his mother of his father's affair, leading to the divorce of his parents and the complete breakdown of the family, which had always been harmonious.

He blamed himself for all this, and punished himself, for it was not the famous men who could not cure him, but himself WHO WOULD NOT SPARE HIMSELF!

Emperor Wen of Sui's words made me cry.

Yang Caihong, who had been eavesdropping at the door, burst into the room and began to cry as she hugged Emperor Wen of Sui.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. My sister thought I was protecting you and shielding you. Now I know you are protecting me by not telling me the truth. "

Yang Caihong burst into tears when she heard the truth. Her brother stood by, holding her by the shoulder and comforting her.

"sister, I am sorry, I am responsible for the divorce of your parents, you do not have a complete family. "

Seeing Yang coming in, Emperor Wen of Sui apologizes and asks for forgiveness.

"My sister has never blamed you, never been angry with you. My sister asks you to forgive yourself and let yourself go. It's not your fault, it's not. "

Yang Caihong cried emotionally and shook her head.

"sister... "

After years of secrets had been revealed and answered by those closest to her, Emperor Wen of Sui finally shed the last layer of armor and burst into tears in front of her sister.

Everything is finally clear, Yang Rainbow Brother and sister no longer have any suspicion and misunderstanding, and more than in the past a trust. To each other will not abandon to shoulder all the trust of the wind and rain. Just like me and my brother.

It could be a side effect of the sleeping pills, Emperor Wen of Sui cried herself to sleep. My brother and I, Yang Caihong and I, crept out of the room, fearing that we might disturb Emperor Wen of Sui, who was tired of crying.

"Rainbow, Emperor Wen of Sui has finally said all the things that have been weighing on his mind for years. I think he's going to get better, too. "

Seeing Emperor Wen of Sui's change, I felt relieved to say to Yang, who was still crying.

Yang Caihong clutched her mouth and nodded vigorously.

Brother touched the head of Yang Rainbow Comfort way: "Girl, don't cry. This is not the younger brother are better, there is nothing more happy than this. "

"Well, thank you, brother Bai Yu and Lulu. If it weren't for you, Emperor Wen of Sui would never have come out of the shadows. "

Yang Caihong suddenly bowed to us and thanked us.

It's embarrassing for me and my brother.

Perhaps thinking of her bad attitude toward her brother, Yang said awkwardly, "brother Bai Yu, I was just too emotional. I'm not usually such a fierce person. "

See Yang Caihong usually casual people suddenly a shy shy shy look, also said she is not fierce, I really live long to see, not enough mean laugh out loud.

Zhang Rainbow immediately a knife eye, scared I hurriedly covered his mouth, said not to laugh.

Brother looked at the two of US strange strange, do not understand what we are doing to scratch his buzz cut.

Brother looked at Yang Caihong sorry look to her said: "nothing, if someone to my face to say to my sister to take sleeping pills, I am more than you just excited, maybe to beat the speaker. "

Watching my brother in the air made two fist gestures, I and Yang Rainbow were amused to laugh. The atmosphere was suddenly less depressing and sad.

See Yang Rainbow smiled, the elder brother said with a smile: "This is right, the girl should smile, smile more beautiful. "

Said still pinch up Yang Caihong's face.

I do not mention how shocked, although I know this is my brother in comforting Yang Rainbow, but this is also the progress of interaction between them.

I think Yang Caihong must be bursting with fireworks at the bottom of my heart now. I'm happy for her, too.

Just want to let them talk more, develop feelings, brother but to say goodbye to Yang Caihong.

"Now that Emperor Wen of Sui has gone to bed and his condition has improved, we can not disturb him any longer. "

Hear elder brother so say, Yang Caihong although have to give up, but also have no reason to leave elder brother again in her home, had to obediently nod.

Brother also told Yang Caihong: "Although Emperor Wen of Sui now some improvement, but can not take it lightly, or should go to the hospital for his rehabilitation examination. "

"Okay, thank you brother Bai Yu. "

Yang Caihong said sweetly.

After saying goodbye to Yang Caihong, I went home with my brother.

"When I get back, I'll give you the names of some hospitals. You take them to Yang Caihong and tell him that the psychiatrists in these hospitals are better. "

My brother pushed his bicycle to me and said.

"How do you know about those hospitals? " I asked curiously.

Who knows voice just fell, was brother fingers hit the back of the head.

"Nonsense, I was also a patient in a past life, which one has the effect I can not know. "

It was silly. I almost forgot that my brother was taken to the doctor by his mother for more than half of his past life. He must know better than anyone. That's not true. Since when does my brother care so much about other people.

"Yo, people have not asked you, brother you how this time you are so active help Yang Rainbow. "

I joked with my brother.

"She's your friend! And I can't bear to see a little girl so worried about her little brother. "

My brother didn't mince words.

I think the elder brother first infatuated with Lin Jiao is also sympathizes with her a pair of petite pitiful appearance, this elder brother also had the sympathizing feeling to Yang Caihong, perhaps has the play.

My brother must not know at this moment my mind's little abacus, unexpectedly in looking for his sister-in-law.

At the fork in the road between home and the store, I threw my bag to my brother and was ready to help at the store.

But the elder brother pulls me to say: "You come back, I go to the shop, you go home to study to read a book. "

I had a smoke out of the far only brother shouted: "You want to take the test, not me. Or you go home to study. "

Said regardless of the back of his brother to the store.

Although the elder brother concerned about the family's economic situation, do not want to participate in the high school entrance examination, decided to join the army directly.

But I still hope my brother can free to pursue their own ideals, since the rebirth, the free and easy life enough is not it? I don't want my brother to compromise himself for me and my mother.

I don't want to trade my brother's sacrifice for my future.

I think the mother will not agree to do not participate in the examination, give up their own school work!