Chapter two hundred and fifty-nine, open the door

Sure Enough Liang Xin Miao after listening to the face of heartache said to me: "I'm sorry, I should not mention your sad things. "

After Liang Xinmiao apologized, he patted me on the shoulder and said, "the bad things have passed, and Bai Ayi now has a job she likes. Don't keep it to yourself. "

Hear Liang Xin Miao Comfort, I smile to Liang Xin Miao nodded.

Liang Xinmiao is right. MOM has a new life of her own. Getting rid of Bai Jianguo was half of my greatest wish for a new life.

"But I like you now. " Liang Xinmiao said to me again.

"What? Now of me? " Still Filling in the meditation of me, by Liang Xin Miao suddenly words make more nervous. Does he know that I am not the white dew of the past.

Liang Xin Miao saw my confusion, but did not know why I was so panic, strange looking at me slowly explained: "Now you like Nirvana, like a new person. Than you used to be rigid and timid, tolerant, I like you now flying domineering, the true nature of every penny. "

I was relieved to hear what Liang Xinmiao had said. That's what Liang Xinmiao meant.

But Liang Xinmiao dare to say that now I fly domineering, every penny. What does that mean? It means I'm loud and mean. This kid Liang Xinmiao is really bold.

Now just reflect on me, turned around, twisting the ear of Liang Xinmiao asked "you just said who domineering, every penny? "

Liang Xin Miao is like this just realized his words are not right, hurriedly said: "I this is to praise you, praise you. "

"Hum, I even study not you good, also know these two words are derogatory! " Heard Liang Xinmiao unreliable explanation, I did not buy his account. I didn't recognize those two words as a compliment.

So I no longer pay attention to the Liang Xinmiao behind, to the playground outside. It's noon. It's time to go home.

Liang Xin Miao saw me turn around to walk, hurriedly quickly followed up, then walk to explain to me.

"No, bossy. I'm just saying you're not as closed off as you used to be. Instead, learn to actively participate in class activities, from the English speech contest, the stage play to the sports meet, which you have never participated in before."Liang Xinmiao saw me as really angry, take your time and explain to me.

But when he puts it like that, it sounds like he might be on to something. So I slowed down the pace, turned his head and asked: "that every penny? This is how I ah? "

I will never take the initiative to provoke others, others bully me, I will firmly defend their rights and interests. Even if the past life of my death Ang Lee, I have never calculated revenge on her.

Because I don't think I can put the things that Ang Lee did in the last life on the body of Ang Lee who still doesn't know anything in this life.

So even if every time I see Ann Lee, how hard the heart, also will not secretly do some revenge on her.

Now Liang Xinmiao is accusing me of penny wise and pound foolish. I'll see how he explains it.

Liang Xinmiao saw me looking at him and swallowed nervously, this just explained: "every penny counts is of course a good thing. The last time I heard those words, I knew that you were not lonely and therefore did not fit in. You were isolated by the whole class that was bullied by Li. "

"What did that have to do with me being penny-wise and pound-foolish? No matter what people said about me or wronged me, I endured it without saying a word. But people didn't pity me or defend me because of my tolerance. "

I seem to see my former self being wronged by the whole class. Said the aggrieved to Liang Xinmiao.

Some students lost things, Li Annan said I stole, the class did not get the flowing red flag, Li Annan said I was littering caused. When something bad happened in class, the whole class would suspect me.

When I tried to explain, she told me that if I defended myself, she would let her cousin go after my mother.

So I just swallowed it, thinking time would help me clear my name.

But that's just my naivete, time will only make things like the ball rolling bigger and bigger, until I have become in the eyes of others who have committed misdeeds. No one will ever listen to me again.

Think of all kinds of past lives, I wet, moisten the eyes, but raise head obstinately do not want to let the tears fall down.

God has given me a second chance, I will not let those humiliations repeat. Good to me, I cherish, hurt me, hurt me a point, I will double it.

This is the principle of my life after Bailu. If it makes me too horrible for anyone close to me, then I won't force him to stay.

Hear me wet, moist eyes, wronged said, Liang Xin Miao anxious to give me a piece of blue handkerchief wipe tears.

"White Dew Chang, you misunderstand. I don't think it's bad that you're acting like this, but I think you should have protected yourself like this before. I know how to count your chickens before they hatch, because what other people offend is what you value most. You pay them back because you want to protect them, right?"

Liang Xinmiao asked, wiping my tears.

I did not expect to grow up in the Sun Liang Xinmiao actually understand my mind, but even so, he did not experience I had experienced the despair!

So I nodded sadly and said: "Liang Xin Miao, our world is different. ". You grew up with kindness and affection. I, on the other hand, am wronged, isolated by my class, and I see the other world in your eyes. So anything you can get your hands on. I have to do everything I can to get it."

Say these words, my heart seems to put down some things, those heavy pressure in my heart before, the gap between me and Liang Xin Miao things.

That should be the fundamental difference between me and Liang Xinmiao, we two seem to come from two different worlds.

When Liang Xinmiao was in the sunshine, I was sinking in darkness and despair. Liang Xinmiao family harmony, and is a scholarly family, a birth with the possibility of others to pursue half a lifetime of things.

When I was born in the country, my Trọng Nam Khinh nữ grandmother nearly threw me to the wolves in the mountains. Even though my brother had picked me up, I lived the rest of my life in poverty, hunger, and my father's wrath.

In my previous life, I lived with great care, and in the end, I died a miserable death.

But for the first time in my life, a miracle took me back to a time when I could change and start over.

After I changed, Liang Xinmiao came into my life. But his presence often seemed unreal to me.

From and School Grass Beam Xin Miao do friends, to later Liang Xin Miao to my commitment, I dare not believe wholeheartedly.