LOGINA year after the passing of my husband, I can still feel the pain of his loss. Trying to get up each day, is a difficult task. Thank god I have my daughter, Kaylee, with me. She’s the reason I do get up. I'm also grateful for my friends. They have been there with me through it all. Showing up at any time of day when I needed it. It brought us closer together, regardless of this tragedy. This week marks the one-year death anniversary of my Michael. It’s a very difficult week. But having the friends I do; they won’t let me mop around alone at home. Planning a party to distract me from my misery, the most unexpected thing happens. This party was not only to distract me, but it also was to set me up with someone. Little did I know that someone would be from my past. A pass I wanted to forget about. Will he be able to get all my barriers down? Will I ever forgive him? Will he be my second chance at love?
View More“Are you sure you haven’t played since high school?” Mathieu asks, putting the ice pack on his shoulder, sulking like a 5-year-old kid.“Yeah, it had been a long time since I played, but you still shouldn’t have underestimated me,” I say, sitting next to him at the dining table, chuckling under my breath.“Maybe, but did you really have to shoot from that close? That’s going to leave a huge bruise on my shoulder.” He says still whining.
Getting in my jeep, I start driving toward the paintball center. The resoled I had found before leaving my house, is slowly leaving me as I drive. I’m still debating on if I should cancel my date or not. I’m the one that invited him. It would be pretty bitchy of me to cancel now. But I’m struggling so much to get out of the emotional state finding Michael’s shirt brought on me.I really didn’t expect to find something so significant that belonged to him today. I feel so lost and confused. I hate this feeling. It’s almost as if I fell back in time from a year ago.I’m so emotional, I have a hard time concentrating on my dri
After helping Kaylee pick out her outfit, I get her hair and makeup done. I love these moments with her. They are so special and precious to me, and to her. I’m a lucky mom to be able to have this kind of bond with her. Not that many parents I know are this close to their kids.When Alex came to pick her up, he, again, had a beautiful flower arrangement for her. He is already spoiling her rotten, and they only started dating. He is setting himself a very high bar.I remin
His lips feel heavenly on mine. I don’t want to stop. I want to keep going. I want to devour him. His touch, his scent, it’s intoxicating me, making me lose control of my own body.If I don’t stop soon, I won’t stop at all. We shouldn’t do this fast.Oh, but I want to…“We have to stop…” I whisper out, my lips still





