Spurious [On Going]

 "Dad I didn't mean to--""GO TO YOUR ROOM!""Dad let me explain my side please" "Didn't you hear me!? I said go to your room!""But dad--!!!""Go to your room! I don't want to hear anything from you! ""Dad it was an accident, it wasn't my fault---""You don't want to go to your room alone? Fine, ill bring you there then""Dad you are hurting me--- dad!!!"He drags me upstairs with all his strength, I can't do anything aside from crying. It's so painful, I tried to chase his swiftness but my knees are just kept on banging on the stairs."Dad please I can walk alone stop dragging me---"Unexpectedly, he push me inside my room rea

~ Jhade ~          I was really nervous, I am now trembling in fear and fuck that key 'cause I can't find it."shit. I only put it on my purse where the heck is that key!? " I exclaim stressfully, I begin to pour the coins in my handkerchief so I can clearly see if my keys are here. My key doesn't have a keychain or something that's why it's hard to find and fuck me for that."Fuck you! Get the hell out of here! Why are you always drunk!? Get out of here! "         I was surprised by their voice, now I had to pick those coins that fall on the floor. Fuck them!"Asshole! What's your problem!? I didn't do anything son! I only want to eat! Why do you need to beat my face!?""Beca

"Dad where's Mom? Aren't she going to eat breakfast with us?"" She said she wants to be alone darling, maybe she'll eat with us at lunch"   I look at my sister, she smiles at me and so am I. But there's something on my chest, it felt weird I can't explain it. I feel like I'm worrying about something but don't know why. " You okay Jhade? Why are you not eating? You don't like the food?" I look at my Dad but refuse to stare at him because I can't stand seeing his eyes. It's so scary"No Daddy, it's just...I don't know. ""What's the matter?"     Mom used to eat with us, she never fail even once. Because for her, a family should eat together at every meal, no one should be missed. She also used to cook for us. " Is Mommy busy Daddy?"

 " Hi, do you have a friend's with you? Can I sit?" I look around the cafeteria and every table is occupied. It was lunchtime and she's only holding a burger and coke, I used to spent my lunch break here in the cafeteria and it was the first time that I saw her eating here." Why are you here?""Why? Do you own this one?" Said she, It's only a joke but still, I felt embarrassed.Fuck her"I'm just kidding, so cafeteria was your favorite place?" Said she while placing her food in the table, I remain silent because I'm really not comfortable in making a conversation, and I still feel embarrassed by what she said earlier." Can I come with you? After lunch break?"" I will just go into the library" I said emotionless to her, not minding her presence"Libraryyy? Can I come with you?" She said excitedly, I knit my forehead and look at her em

~ Jhade ~"Jhadee! Wait! Jhadee!" I heard her falling my name from afar, I turn around and wait for her to come near me, I actually don't want to be around her. I feel like she's bad for me but she keeps on following me around it's so annoying. I'm not sure if I am annoyed by her presence or I'm just not used to have a someone who's always by my side."Can we talk? --- I mean, can I come with you?""I have something to do""Uh. It's okay, I just want to say sorry about yesterday... Uh, I didn't mean that, I didn't know that you will be going to pass out because of a hug and... It's actually my fault... I didn't ask for permission I'm sorry" she said in a pleadint tone, I look at her eyes and I find sincerity there but still not enough to change my decision."I-Its okay don't worry. Excuse me, I've something to