06-Research = Confusion

Few days has passed as Karol dig information about her dreams from general dreams to the details of it.

While in the middle of her research she has this sudden thoughts ‘Why the hell am I doing tho like I could just ignore all of this and get my closure as the Gods being irritate with my demands’.

She quickly shakes her head and ignore her own stupid thoughts and continue to do the research as her mind was aimlessly search for answer.

‘Hmm, real life werewolf: psychiatry re-examines rare delusion’

‘Okay, hospital study shows full moon werewolf effect, Sydney Morning Herald’

‘Hmm, Peter the Wild Boy’s condition revealed 20 years. Lycoan. The werewolf of Bedburg. Piff Hopkins Syndrome? Huh?! What’s the connection with it? Okay then skip’ said Karol as she scrolls and skim thru the information.

“Okay 5 real-life werewolves from history” murmur Karol to herself.

“1. La Bete du Gevaudan, 1980. 20 attacks, total case 113 reported. Local hunter (Jean Chastel) shot a wolf on June 19, 1767. According to historian Jean-Marc Moriceau he wolfs killed 7,600 people in France between 1362-1918”

“2. The Livonian Werewolf. Okay let’s skip since I can’t read other language than English”

“3. The Wolf of Ansbach, 1685. Wolf terrorizing and killed human in town of Neuses in Principality of Ansbach. The wolf’s body display at the local museum. Okay that’s kinda creepy tho” said Karol to herself as she scrolls down the page and continue with her reading and commenting by herself.

“4. The werewolf of Allariz. Hmm, okay. so in conclusion he suffers from a delusion and at the end he was executed”

“The last one. The werewolf of Bedburg. Okay.. hmm. Again dead man and a sick bastard at its best! Fuck this why is it so dark. Everything either end up by getting killed or be killed. Fuck this shit I’m done with this” said Karol as she quickly closes all page.

Giving herself a small massage and open a new tab on her university page as it’s the last day of submission for her final assignment.

After done her assignment and submit most of it she was done for the day so she completed her daily routine before head back to her bedroom.

The next day, throughout the day Karol was up and searching for answers from interesting cases of real lycanthropy to the Greek mythology.

“Yo sissy, what are you doing?” asked Sharon as she enters the study room.

“Just searching for some clues on my dreams and let me tell you, it’s so not what I was expected” reply Karol while looking defeated at Sharon.

“Hahaha sissy, let’s get some dinner then you’ll tell me all about it okay?” coax Sharon as she pulled Karol up from her chair and down towards the kitchen.

Few hours after that both sisters went up to the study room and have a chat about Karol’s dream but only the last bit of the dream where she was at the open field star gazing then at the end she looks at a naked perfect round ass man but she leaves out the changing part where the wolf change to a human.

“Lol, why don’t you just search dream interpretation dummy” said Sharon as he pushes gently Karol’s head while she finally gets the idea.

“Ahhh, why didn’t I think of that?! Thanks sissy” said Karol as she types into the search engine regarding dream interpretation.

*Dream about wolf running away.

When a wolf is running solo or away from you, it points to your desire to be left alone. Perhaps in dealing with one’s personal issues or tasks.

*Dream about being friendly to a wolf.

Being friendly to a wolf in dream reflect your ability to keep your composure in a variety of social circumstances, even if the social occasion may be hostile at times. The dream foretells your attendance at major business meetings.

*Dream about petting wolf.

Petting a tamed wolf in the dream, suggest that someone is protecting you by providing unlikely help or support. The dream suggests that you may not perceive or realize the type of help that this individual is providing.

*Dream about black wolf.

To see black wolf in your dream means it represents your shadow. It’s the dark side of your ego.

‘Okay, goosebumps it feels so real and related to me but again some isn’t, so let’s search some more since now I’m intrigue’ said Karol to herself as she rubbing her arms trying to calm herself down as it’s starting to give her some creeps.

As she searches other pages and different title she stumbles upon the astrology of wolf symbolism and meaning.

She quickly clicks the page and it shows different type of interpretation in astrology meaning.

‘Symbolic meaning of wolf based on color. Black color wolf symbolizes the return of ancestral spirits who are trying to relay an important spiritual message’

‘What does a wolf mean in a dream?’ said Karol as she types it in and it stated a dream about wolf represents beauty, survival, mystery and self-confidence.

“Damn with those ass of course he’s gonna be handsome and fucking mystery too since it’s been days since the last dream and here I am fucking with my head over this” said Karol as she read the other information.

‘Wolf eye color, yellow symbolize your passions and midnight blue stands for purity and self-respect. Hmm that’s good I guess well he is handsome in wolf form but in human hmm how I wish I wasn’t that stupid to run away’ said Karol as she curses herself silently while messing with her hair in a frustrated way.

At the end of the astrology page it stated a friendly wolf showing up in your dream assure positive changes occurring soon in your waking life

‘A wolf protecting you could indicate that you want to be loved by others’

‘A black wolf can represent a carnal nature or a solution that pertains to material and physical things. For example, some people will dream of wolves that represent the presence of specific people in their life. The nature of the wolf may be similar to the nature of the person which would reveal that this wolf could be seen as that person’s arrival totem. When the wolf is black, it can represent a sexual or physical relationship or even the intention or thought towards one’.

“Then what about clear skies, okay wait ermm, dream about clear skies, search” said Karol to herself again.

‘Clear skies representing a clear situation or non-threatening and calm nature of a person’

“Okay that’s my que to just ignore all of this shit and get some much needed sleep” said Karol to herself as she logs off her laptop and close it before she heads towards her bedroom.

‘My God why am I such a curious cat? No don’t answer that because your answer is twisted so ermm goodnight I guess’ said Karol as she closed her eyes in a praying manner while laying down on top of her bed.