LOGINThe ocean is quiet, the smell of the fresh air and the coldness of the wind that makes my heart float from mid-air. The sound of the waves that is splashing on the shore, the warm water from the ocean that gently touched my toes. I stared at the sky to prevent the tears from crawling down to my lashes. " I'm ready Dilan" " phew" I released a heavy sigh " this is it" I stood up and walked slowly near the shore. " hey stop!! Stop" I heard someone shouted, but I don't care at all, right now all I need is to remove all the pain that I am feeling right now, I need to end this suffering, I need to follow him I loved him. " Hey what do you think you are doing, " the man wearing a black polo shirt said as he pulled me back to the shore " I... I want to end this," I said as I cry like a baby " Hey mung, don't do that.. think of your family, friends," he said I don't even know this person and why the heck is he invading my life I stared at him and I was shocked when I saw his face, am I dreaming? Is this real? What the hell? There are things that science can't explain. Is this a blessing from up above? Or did Dilan gave me this man because he knows that I will be lonely without him? I find something interesting, Dilan gave me something to treasure, to love and to trust.
View MoreIts been a week since Dilan's funeral.My eyes are swollen and I lost my appetite too.Dilan promised me to visit the beach today, he promised that we will celebrate our monthsary here.I looked upon the sky to prevent the tears from my eyes to crawl down from my lashes." Dilan, Baby? Are you listening? I missed you, I know I've done so many stupid things and I never told you how much you mean to me, how much I love you, I wish you knew how much it destroyed me when you left." I hurriedly wiped the tears on my eyes and laughed like stupidI should not cry, Dilan will never be happy if he sees me crying.The ocean is quiet,
" Hey, Joash babe where do you want you to eat later?" Dilan said while packing his things"I'm not feeling well, I want to sleep, "I said as I lay down on the couch inside our office" uhhmm so let's go home then, I'll cook porridge later," Dilan said " see babe you just don't have a husband who cooks delicious foods but you also have a delicious husband" he added and kissed me on the lips" tch.." I glared at him " faster," I said and sat down" okay. I'm done now let's go home" he saidWe went out of the office holding the hands of each other.This is one of the happiest days that ever happened to me" hop in," Dilan said as he opened the front seat for me" Okay," I said and hopped inAs he sat next to me he stared at me and shook his head." And yes?" I said and stared at himI was sh
" Hey Dilan stop that," I said as I tried to avoid his nose sniffing my neck " it tickles," I said and pushed him" Good morning love," he said and kissed me on the foreheadSuch a sweet man" Good Morning too," I said and kissed him on the cheek" Come on down breakfast is ready," he said and stood up from the bed" Okay I'll just take a very quick shower " I answered and winked at him." Okay then" He answered back and winked at me.Thank you God for giving me a sweet and nice boyfriend, I don't know if I did something great on my past life to receive a special treatment toda





