Chapter 100, the despair of waiting

Slowly opened his eyes, the familiar scene around, familiar people around his side. Li Ji Ting sat on his right hand side, a pair of eyes concerned about looking at himself.

Seeing him open his eyes, he immediately uplifted his lips and smiled. "Zhen 'er, how do you feel? "

"All right. " Zhao Zhen light of the mouth says, finish saying then close an eye: "already half a year, did not expect to have not recovered. "

"That's because you haven't been recuperating properly for the past six months, but you can rest assured that the imperial physician has already said that it will be over in a short time. Moreover, there will be no scar left, " Li said, the look on his face was quite different from his usual aloof manner.

At this moment, those who heard the news that the empress was back were all standing inside Zhao Zhen's bedroom, good Consort and Xi Pin two people stand on one side: "empress, you are finally come back, so long emperor because you have not been able to have a good rest. Half a year has passed, the emperor has lost a circle... "

Because you're leaving?

"You think this is what I want? " Zhao Zhen slowly raised his head, a face of indifference looking at Zhuangyi: "The emperor can still stand here well at least. " But his own, his life has been so. Back to the original position again, but lost all confidence in everything.

It's like I never even existed..

"empress, I don't mean that. " Smell speech, Zhuang Yi immediately put on a poor look: "I just worry about the emperor, so will... "

"Worry Your Majesty that's why you came to my Jingde Palace to see the emperor, not to see the empress, who has been missing for six months and has not yet recovered from her serious injuries? So you can go? You are not welcome here. "

Zhao Zhen, her eyes become even more cold.

Li Ji Ting still can not help but think of just to see himself, she said before the last sentence: "Let me go... "

That weak voice looked like a sharp knife in Li Ji Ting's eyes, but he had already lost this woman once, and could never lose her again.

"Go down, all of you! " Li Ji opened her mouth coldly

"I beg your pardon, " said the good consort and Xi Pin, as they emerged from the Jingde Palace, looking unhappy. But no one said anything. After all, this time if said should not be said by the emperor to hear the words, it is not good for them.

After the men had gone out, Zhao Zhen and Li Ji Ting were left alone in the room. The stillness of the air, the silence, was gradually shattered by the sound of Li Ting's inhalation.

"where have you been for the last six months? "

"When I was wounded and taken away by the King of Eastern Wu, the King of Wu was ready to use me against you. But when we arrived in Nakagusuku, I was seen by Lord Tang and sent back. "

"Therefore, you have been with that man for such a long time... " Li Ji Ting began, with a tone of displeasure.

Wen Yan, Zhao Zhen looked at Li Ting sideways. "It seems that the emperor doesn't want me to come back. Or would the emperor prefer that I die on the battlefield rather than spend half a year with that man? "

"That's not what I meant, " Li ji-ting explained hurriedly, but looking into Zhao Zhen's eyes, he felt his heart was aching all the time.

"In six months, you have two countries. You are now the emperor of two countries. Congratulations. "

"But you should know that the first thing I want is you, " Li Ji said, looking up at Zhao Zhen's eyes.

But, there was no emotion in Zhao Zhen's eyes: "I've decided to leave, why do you need to find me. From the day I left the palace to fight, I had no intention of coming back. There's nothing left for me here."

"But you are the Queen, don't you want to come back to protect Zhao's family? " Li Ji opened his mouth and frowned slightly. In any case, he wanted to keep this woman with him, and even though it was selfish of him to do so, he didn't want her to leave him again.

"Protect Zhao family? " Zhao Zhen opens a mouth: "when I leave already thought, if I die, the emperor won't do to Zhao family how. After all, the queen died for this country, the emperor in good reason must be good to the Zhao family. Besides, without me, the Zhao family would not be as presumptuous as before."

"You made so many plans, calculated everything is to leave me, why? " His face sad, do not know why Zhao Zhen to do so.

"because, I love you. " Zhao Zhen opens a mouth, looking at that pair of eyes without hesitation, good do not conceal of openings say. She didn't want to admit it, but now that she was back, she might as well tell Laetitia all her thoughts. Maybe, knowing his own thoughts, Li Ting will find it in his heart to let him go forever.

Smell speech, Li Ji Ting a face of shock.

Because... love him?

Li ji-ting sneered: "Zhao Zhen, do you think if you tell me this now, I will believe you? You left me! If you really love me, you shouldn't give up! "

Zhao Zhen smiles softly: "Give Up, who gives up after all? "? The way you looked at me in disbelief, I still remember it. Laetitia, let me go... as if I never came back. I don't want to continue this miserable life. I want to be alone and live in peace!"

At this point, he still doesn't want to believe himself, so why go on explaining himself?

"No! " Li Ji began, and said loudly, "you are my woman, and I will never let you go! "

"Why? "

"You just said You love me! " Li Ting stood up and said, "you love me, you shouldn't leave me! "

But, such love is a torment to everyone: "But when I watched you doubt my child, when I felt the child in my belly was suffocating, I gave up. ". Li Ji Ting, if you are still willing to do so little for me, let me go..."

"No way. " Li ji-ting shook his head. "I will never let you leave me, not even once! "

Li Ji Ting, who had already lost, finally understood what was called despair in waiting. He couldn't let Zhao Zhen leave, so he really had no way to suck, even no way to continue living.

Two people, sad eyes are tied by all kinds of desire. Close at hand, but a heart in the middle of no way to connect.

It's like you can't even touch each other when you're so close.

"Why? Why do you have to do this to me! " Zhao Zhen slowly sat up, tears from the corner of his eyes slowly stay down, looking at Li Ji Ting's eyes filled with frustration, sadness.