Chapter two hundred and fifty, I choose to leave

Life, as if is a moment of things, and in such a moment, Zhao Zhen also felt the feeling of being protected, being deeply loved.

She knew that she was destined to leave alone, and that whatever she did would be of no use. She had lost everything, or things she might never have had.

When the hairpin pierced her abdomen, she felt no pain. She was probably paralyzed by all kinds of pain. As a woman, I left with scars.

In Hell, will someone look at themselves differently?

She heard the voice of the eldest son Jing, feel his embrace of their warmth. She smiled, but it was too late.

"Zhen 'er, Zhen 'Er! "

How familiar the voice, but the memory of the face is so strange.

She slowly opened her eyes, the corners of her mouth with a faint smile: "I have nothing to miss, thank you... At least give me your love... " said the last words, her eyes closed.

It looks so peaceful.

Long Sun Jing has been kneeling on the ground, has been holding Zhao Zhen tightly in his arms. His rage cries, let entire bedroom inside people retreat to go out. His eyes were red, and tears kept coming out of them: "Zhen Er, I'm sorry... "

He never distrusted her, he distrusted only himself... I thought I was GONNA lose this woman one day, and it was the fear of losing that made me worry even more. He could not control his temper at the thought that she might leave.

"I love you. "

He opened his mouth after cutting his wrist and seeing the blood enter her mouth.

He used his last strength to send Zhao Zhen out of the palace and into the army of the Great Cao Wei, which had already reached Kyoto. Then, then forever lying on the ice bed above, that beautiful suffocating face, that pair of soulful eyes never opened...

It feels like a long time has passed.

When Zhao Zhen opened his eyes again, he found himself in a carriage.

That you're already dead?

Why can you still hear the noise around you? Is this hell?

"Are you awake? "

At this time, the side suddenly spread a man full vicissitudes of life voice.

Zhao Zhen side head then see own father don't know when, unexpectedly sit at own side. She looked surprised. "Father? "

"It's Chang Sun Jing who will send you to our carriage. " Knowing Zhao Zhen will be puzzled when he wakes up, so before Zhao Zhen asks out, Lord Zhao has already answered her.

He doesn't trust me after all...

Though she knew it would happen, her tears still flowed down. I thought I was dead, I thought I could finally get rid of all the pain. But did not expect to wake up after they still have to face all this...

Hearing voices inside, Fu Fei-cheng also came in. Looking at Zhao Zhen: "You wake up. "

But Zhao Zhen did not speak. Unable to utter a word of pain, she sat up against the window and looked out. Looking at this strange place, looking at the smiles on the faces of those people feels strange.

Along the way, Zhao Zhen rarely spoke. Knowing that Zhaozhen was sad, no one came to disturb her.

Can, looking at Zhao Zhen this appearance, Fu Feicheng heart is full of worry.

Look at about to Kyoto, but Zhao Zhen's eyes or so empty. In the evening, one day away from Kyoto, Fu fei-cheng shot a pheasant, roasted it and sent it to Zhao Zhen: "You haven't had a good meal for a long time, have some. "

Zhao Zhen Wen Yan, looked up at Fu Feicheng one eye: "Fu Feicheng, what do you think people live in this world for? For family, for love, or for yourself? "

There was so much pain in her heart, but nothing could be undone. The pain, like a scar, is forever imprinted on Zhao Zhen's body.

Looking at such Zhao Zhen, Fu Feicheng wished that the person who had been hurt countless times was himself: "You can live for yourself once. " He slowly opened his mouth, seriously looking at Zhao Zhen said.

And Zhao Zhen, just sneer a: "Do you think, walk here of I still have the possibility to live for oneself once? "

All this time, she hadn't heard anything from Juti. It was as if the man who had filled his heart with love had vanished in an instant. No use, no...

"You can. "

"Don't you know what you want most? " Fu said

She knows. How could she not know!

She wanted to always stay in Changsun Jing's side, looking at his always affectionate eyes, accompanied by his black hair snow, surrounded by their lives.

"I miss him so much... " Zhao Zhen begins, looking at the distance, that pair of eyes is red. There were tears slowly flowing from the inside, even though Chang Sun Jing did not trust himself, but all she remembered in her mind was that he protected himself and let himself become his wife.

Remember he seriously told himself this life only one person, only love their appearance of a person.

But what Zhao Zhen didn't know was that Chang Sun Jing had already done it.

He spent his life deeply in love with a woman, love her. It is because of that deep love, but in the end still can not leave her, is his fear, his loss if gain caused the wrong around.

"ELDEST GRANDSON JING? " Fu Feicheng is a bit surprised, did not think Zhao Zhen still can remember that the man that gives her hand to a person.

"In this world, I feel that my existence is always a source of pain for others. Until I met this man, he was gentle, he always thought he was doing me a favor, but he didn't know that the only person I loved was him... "

The cold jade coffin was placed in the tomb of the emperor. Djanti is a mess without the emperor.

Everyone knows that there are countless treasures in Emperor Zhen's tomb, but no one can enter. The words they could not understand became their greatest difficulty.

The next day, the Queen returned to court.

Zhao Zhen wears a white skirt, looking at that face smiling face. Slowly open mouth: "I came back. " But the heart, has gone.

"GOOD TO BE BACK! "

Li Ji Ting also did not think that he was just holding the attitude of trying, holding the idea of impossible success. Unexpectedly, finally Zhao Zhen really came back!

Many people around, looking at Li Ji Ting is also a face of surprise.

Because they haven't seen a smile on Li Ting's face for a long time...

The virtuous imperial concubine stands on one side, the look is complex looking at Zhao Zhen. She is back in the end, why she is not willing to let go of their own, let go of everyone! It had been so long, she was not in jue ti well, back to do what!