Chapter 33

Theodore’s POV 

It's been what 3 weeks after that night happened with me and Jane .And this past few weeks she's kinda spacing out yet she still let me see Thane 

but when I'm at their dorm she don't look even glance at me.When I'm at them she would leave me and Thane 

at the living room,or when Thane 

is asking her to come with us she just refuse to come which I kinda understand.

But the silence and awkwardness between us too is killing me,did she regret it?But she told she didn't.

"Theo, lets practice already!”I was taken aback to my thoughts when Halse 

screamed my name

If you didn't know our comeback Live With Love has been released and we're now at our 

dance room to practice because we already performed at SNL.I still remember how Thane 

always call me at phone just to ask me how I'm doing and also asked me to get her some dolls.

"Yes Halse...Coming.”I said and stand up form the floor.

"Theo,you okay?"Justin asked concerned.

Yes...why you ask?"I asked at him while fixing my shirt.

"Nothing....I just saw you sometimes spacing out,did you and Jane 

had a fight?"he asked and I smiled at him.

"No Justin,we didn't have a fight.It's just maybe she wants some space between us that's why she wouldn't talk to me."I replied and ruffled his hair.

"Theo,stop I'm not a kid.And Jane wouldn't talk to you?...why?"he asked fixing his hair.

"I don't know,maybe as I said she just want a space between us.”I said.

Soon we started practicing and practicing for straight 3 hours.Tiring right?If you want to be like us you have to be ready and aware to that,.But if you love what you're doing you'll not feel any tiredness as long as you enjoy what you're doing.

We took a 30 min break to gain the energy we need to practice for another hours.Were all sitting on the floor down are laying down when our manager entered the practice room.

"Manager?What brings you here?"Patrick asked.

"I just want to inform you that there will be an 

award show coming and you'll have attend that."he informed us.

"Is that all manager?"Patrick 

asked.

"Yes..now I'll leave you guys so you can continue your practice."he said and when he went out we all flop on the floor again.

"Why didn't I know there's a award who's coming?"Justin asked.

"I hope before the award show me and Jane 

is ok again."I mumbled to myself.

Jane’s POV 

We're at the building because a while ago,our manager Called us telling we need to be in the building because there's something they'll tell us.

Moments after or manager entered the waiting room that made us fix ourselves.

"Good you're here now."he said and sit at the chair and faced us.

"I want you to know that there will be an award show coming and you'll attend it.So you have at least practice for your performance.”he said and we all nodded.

"Yes manager we got it.”Laine said and bowed

Soon our manager left and we went on the dance practice room.

"Jane,can we talk for a moment?"Laine asked pulling me at the corner.

"What is it Laine?"I asked.

"Are you and Theodore 

had another argument?"she asked and I looked at her.

"No...we don't have any argument.”I said and smile.

"Then why did Justin 

told me that Theodore 

has been spacing out because you ignore him?”she said and I raised an eyebrows

"You talk to Clash’s youngest member?"I asked and she immediately redden.

"Jane,don't change the topic,are you mad at Theodore,again?"she asks.

"No...I'm not.”I replied and she nodded.

"I think Jane, you two should talk so at least you two are 

ok during the show.”she said and I nodded.

We started practicing and practicing

Until we decided to take a break.

My phone buzzed and I immediately look at it.

Theodore Molez:

Can I fetch Thane 

later?

I look at my surroundings Thane 

is with our manager right now.Because when we're busy our manager is the one who took care of her.

Jane Zole:

What time?

Theodore Molez:

Uhm....what about 5:30pm?

Jane Zole:

Fine but we're at the building ,pick her here.

Theodore Molez:

Ok I will:) oh and Jane .

Jane Zole:

What?

Theodore Molez:

Can we talk later?

Jane Zole:

Then what?..we'll end up having sex again?No!

Theodore Molez:

No Jane ,I just really want to talk to you about...us

Jane Zole:

There's no usTheodore.

After that he didn't relpy but just seen my message.But I guess I'm expecting a father of my daughter later.

~~~time skip~~~

We're done practicing and Thane 

is now here.It's almost 5:30 and I told our manager that Theodore 

is coming to fetch Thane .

Soon we heard a knock from the door and Laine 

opened it revealing Clash’s 

Vocal Line.

"Oh Jake,Chris,Justin,Theo,nice to see you again.”Laine said and move back for the vocal line to enter the practice room.

"Daddy!"Thane said running towards Theodore 

and hugged his legs.

"Miss me Thane?"Theodore asked and lift Thane 

up and kissed her cheeks that made Thane 

giggle.

"Now Thane,go to Aunties 

first I'll just talk to mommy."Theodore said and put Thane 

down.

"Daddy should we leave again?"Thane asked and the others laugh.

"No sweetie just go to Aunties."Theodore put her 

down and she 

run to my members that now with Clash’s members.

Me and Taehyung went on the corner of the dance room that have a couch so we can sit down while talking.

"So why do you want to talk?”i asked trying to hold my blank expression.

"Uhm...Jane I just want to ask if why are you ignoring me when I'm at your dorm?Is it about what happened to us?”he asked and I didn't react but speak to him.

"I think I just need space,Theo ,that's all."I replied and put a smile.

"I understand,but Jane 

I kinda like us to be ok before the award show.So we don't have bad feelings with each other."he said innocently  with a little pout.

"Fine..."I said giving up and rolled my eyes

"Yehey!!"he said like a little child I smiled at him until I feel something weird....

 The next thing I knew is that......