Unloving Nicco

Two days passed after our quiz with that professor and today she’ll announce it to us. I’m so excited and nervous at the same time. I hope she wouldn’t notice. “Hey, calm down Pressy. It’s alright, you don’t need to worry about anything.” He said to me, trying to calm me down. The professor suddenly walks inside our room making our classmates go back to their proper seat.  “Okay, class I’ll just give you your paper with a score on it from our last quiz. Just come to me when I say your name. Got it?” She said. Our classmates just nod at her Some people complain and some are excited. I looked at Nicco who is now smiling at me. I looked back at our professor again, waiting for her next move

Finally, It’s now Saturday and I just finished my get up for today. I will now text Nicco if he’s now finished. I’m so excited though I don’t know if he remembers that we have plan for today. Hoping that he remembered. After what happened that day when we had that talk, I don’t know if it’s just me or what but I think he placed a sudden gap between us. It felt like he became distant from me like he put some tall brick walls. I really don’t get him. I checked my phone if there’s a reply from him but minutes and hours passed, I’m not getting any reply. He usually reply to me fast as soon as he got my text. What now, Nicco? Did I really offend him on what did I said? I did not say anything wrong, right? 

Lui just gave me a look asking for my permission to joined us. I looked at Nicco, who's now on a poker face. When he notice that I’m looking at him, he looked at me then he nod. I also nod to Lui, giving him permission to accompany us. “Great! So, what do we have here?” Lui asked. I feel that he pushes me near towards him. So, our setup is like I’m in the middle, while Lui is on my right side and Nicco is on the left side. The instructor instruct us that if we make the pyramid bottle falls using the mini balls as our bullets, we can choose anything we want but if we can’t, they still have a consolation prize of a mini doll.  Gosh! I want that human size teddy bear. So cute! Unfortunately, the three of us loses that&r

After we rode so many rides we’ve decided to go home to take some rest. It was so tiring but worth it. Nicco helped me to put the human size teddy bear inside his car. We’ve forgot Lui is with us, when I tried to find him, Nicco just said that Lui can handle his self. Well, I agree with that that’s why I invited to Nicco to go home. I still thinking what Nicco said to me while we’re in the cab. He said he have me. Does it mean that I’m that really important to him?  I can feel my heart is pounding. I’ve already know that I’m important to him and same goes to him with me. But why is my body is reacting so strange that time when he says he have me? I looked at the human size teddy bear that is now beside together with me on my bed. I even give the teddy bear a smal

He was so shocked on what I said. Why? It’s true that I still need him, he still have an important place in me. I won’t just throw away those years that we’ve spent. He still holds a place in my heart.  I was about to continue what I was going to say but suddenly our professor entered the room. I seat properly and listen to the things that our professor's going to say. “Okay, Class as you know, our School will be having it’s foundation week. So, I expect all of you to participate to everything we’ve prepared for you. Every department has their own booth and such. So, be prepared also for that. That’s the only thing I can discuss with all of you right now. Wait for further announcement.” She said then after that she started the discussion. I just waited for all the subjects to be done and after that I'd talk with hi