LOGINWILL
It is hard to believe how someone's life is planned before they are even born. You have no right to decide what you want to be. Dream, passion for having other things is called wastage of time to your elders. Well, this is what happened in my case too. Well, I forgot to tell, myself Will Smith, the only heir of Smith Corp., graduated from Harvard University, at 21 years old as I had to take over my family business. My parents are always on business trips, have no time for me to them. Coming from a wealthy family, there hasn't a lack of fake friends in my life. I somehow got to have a minimal number of true buddies who are selfless and trustworthy enough to share our each other miseries. Well, that was the big mistake in my life. I have come to know it after a long time. After 8 years of being a tycoon in the business field, people start to recognize me by my own name, not by my father's name. people worship me the ground I walk in. Women or men always want to be by my side getting attention or trying to be like me. Not that I am complaining. I become arrogant, ruthless, and cold in the business world. When the time to get settled, I convinced my girlfriend, Lora, with whom I was in 3 yrs relationship, I come to see a video where she and one of my close friend cheating on me for their own purposes. It's hurt, really bad. Other friends tried to console me, they knew me well, but I cut off all the contact with them, canceled my engagement. I finally come to realize nobody in this world is selfless, all use you for your own purposes. My parents, friends, even my greedy girlfriend wanted me. I am an unwanted child. Maybe that's why nobody cares about me. I in the middle of the night got out of the mansion with my Bentley car, raced through a deserted lane. I go miles to miles, didn't realize where I become out of fuel. So I left my car, walked through hill street, and come by a heavenly place of the cliff. The lush green forest where water flowing from the very deep of the cliff. I wanted to stay here forever, Don't wanna go back to my shitty life, wanna end my life here. I know I am taking the wrong step, but I am dying inside. Can't cry, can't trust anyone, have no one to share my pain. I closed my eyes, walking by the edge of the cliff. I prayed for forgiveness to god, I tell him I am giving in to him, it's up to him, I have come to life again, then I will think it will be my rebirth. And then I jumped. Lastly, I remembered a threatening voice and vigorous shaking by a lady I can't see her but look like a goddess to me, my savior. Before losing consciousness I heard she said to me "Fallen Angel, don't you dare to die on my lap".Well, one thing is sure, this lady gonna change my life or vice versa.
WILLI finally opened up to her that night. I told her every insecurity, betrayal. She listened to me carefully without interruption. I was afraid to think she might judge me after knowing everything about me. But that thing never happened. She was encouraging me all the time. The way she was massaging my scalp really comforting to me. I didn't know I would ever run into someone I barely know and would tell everything about me. But I trust her, well she earned it the hard way.Life is unpredictable. Life played you many ways then it eventually turns from another way where you can find the essence of life. The essence can be anything or anyone to whom you destined to be together.Maybe after twenty-nine years of vulnerability, I got to know who is my essence of life, my savior, my soulmate. It is true that when we became mature enough we will find defiantly get to meet someone special who is also waiting for you for a long time. We
RIKAFinally, the day arrived, I and Will were going for a hill station Mount Cosa, which was five-station away from Hardley village. It would take nearly three hours to reach our destination. We got ready by six am and having breakfast after that. I gave Jena and Jemery small gifts and gave money to use that for their kids. Jena was crying her heart out, I assured her, I would visit them again and exchanged our phone number.I was in relief to talk with Will the previous day, he was really good at comforting, he provided calmness in me. I was more than grateful to him.We reached the station, as the weather was really bad, the train was late for two damn hours. We waited for our train and boredom was killing me. We ordered tea and after half an hour train reached our station.We entered our compartment and took our seats across each other. But the train still remained unmoving, I was pissed to watch again heavy rain started. We started t
WILLLife is unpredictable. I never thought I would come across some people who were genuinely taking care of me willingly. The funniest thing was I met them after my deadly attempt. I was thankful that I was alive.After the day of Rika's opening up to me, I came to realize, I needed to be strong, showing vulnerability to others was the most pathetic part from my side. How come I late myself be weak rather being defensive?She was right, I needed fresh air to keep my sanity check. I certainly became more excited to go from the trip with her. Good thing was that she befriended me. I was trying to trust her and would try to open up my miserable life. I was going to start a journey without a destination with her.The next day I woke up at 5 am in the morning to go outside for jogging. Yeah! I was trying to live these days normally. I freshened up and went out to my room, I was in a dilemma, whether I needed to tell her about m
RIKALife is full of surprises. Running away from home, I never expected that I would involve myself in any kind of situation which would lead me to a new destination. I was in deep thought about this man to whom I was taking care of. I did well to save him from death. He needed to deal with his god knows what problems, but not running away to invite your death willingly. It proves that you are a coward. It is better to live gracefully rather than die shamelessly. I believe every problem has its different solution, then why chose death?I decided I was not going to ask why he did what he did. I would rather interact with his friendly manner and to try to ease his tension. He doesn't need advice, for now, I thought. He rather needed fresh air and a positive environment around him. I am so gonna give him much-needed comfort to him, I decided. It was better than that way. He needed someone to lead him the right path, not to distract him with
WILLIt was way too hot. Where was I? Why my throat was hurting? I needed water. It was too hard for me to open my eyes. Suddenly I remembered that I had jumped from the cliff. My eyes then wide opened. Then I observed my surrounding, it was white everywhere. Was I dead? I was a sinner, how come I reached heaven. Good lord, my head was messed up. I suddenly remembered a girl was shaking and threatening me to not die and greeting me saying as a Fallen angel. My vision was blurry, couldn't remember the girl's image clearly. It was raven hair with warm brown eyes, fair skin, looked like a goddess.Maybe she brought me here. What day it was? where was she kept him? he thought. Then he tried to move but realized a lightweight on his forehead. He moved his eyes to his left, I saw that girl who saved his life. Why did she save me? Who was she? Was she cure me the whole night? Was she stayed by my side all time? I had so many questions to know th
RIKAAfter running away from my home, I don't know where exactly I wanted to go. So, I went to our nearest station and after buying the ticket, I hopped on my scheduled train for a long-distance journey. I decided to go to the last stoppage train, which is named Hadley Village. I got to know that place was bound by lush green forest near the bank of the river and a wonderful mountain view, the place eligible for trekking, rock climbing. So I decided it would be great to stay for some time which is far away from my ho