Your love and my lie

Someone banging on the door woke me up. Who the fuck is knocking this early or am I late for work. I rubbed my eyes and stretched my arms over my head. I turned and picked my phone from the board and checked the time. I was 30 minutes late but I didn't care. I stood up and went to the bathroom. Took shower, brushed my teeth and comb my hair. I wore a black pointed white skirt and a white sleeveless shirt. I went to the kitchen and pour myself a coffee."Good morning, sunshine." Emily greeted me.Sunshine. Something was up."Good morning, Emily. Is everything fine?" I asked, confused."Yes, Why?" She replied."Nothing, it's just the sunshine," I said honestly"Can't I call my roommate sunshine, " she said little bit angry."No, you can't. Other people can call their roommate sunshine but you...can't, " I replied as I took the last sip from my coffe

His grip on my wrist made me stop. Shit. I had to talk to him. I turned to face him and those eyes met mine. Oh my God. "Please, " the pleading tone in his voice was obvious. He slipped his hand into mine and tangled his fingers with mine. Words stopped working with me and I forgot to breathe. Butterflies in my stomach and heat between my legs. That all happened only because he held my hand. Not actually, I remembered that night too but those feeling I forgot it. But today he reminded how I felt when I was near him. "Let's go. I have a great place. Let's have dinner and talk, " he said and pulled me with him as he walked out. We drove to the restaurant that is near the hospital. As we entered the restaurant, a waiter came and lead us to the table which was in the corner middle. He pulled for me the chair than for James and left us with the book to order. "Julia, " he called and passed a moment to hold my hand. "I m

I woke up and I didn't have to open my eyes to know that he was gone. Like that night, before 1 month and a week. He was playing me. He takes what he wants and leaves me. And my stupid heart is okay with it. I was really mad. I am not his toy. My inner thoughts shouted. I wish If I didn't meet him ever. My phone buzzed and I picked up from the board, rubbing my eyes. It was Carse, telling me that I was late for work. Yes, I was late. It's 9 am and I know I should have been there one hour ago. Today, I wasn't in the mood to go to work. I was angry, bored and spiritual death. I was wearing red jeans to my knees and a white sleeveless shirt. I didn't even meet anyone at work. Not even Lori, all I wanted is to finish my work and get lost. Taylor called me twice to join the group today and I glared at him. I was frustrated with myself. As I finish my work I went home without saying goodbye to anyone. Not even Carse. I was wearing a

Previously on Your Love and my Lie"Please, " he said. My heart was on his control now. I was fighting with myself not to cry. I knelt in front of him. And decided to give him one more chance. I was risking my heart again."Ok, " I said.How stupid? I said or my brain did. ___________________________________________________Today's POVHe embraced me and I went willingly into his arms. I felt his hard-on my thighs. No, Julia control yourself. My brain shouted. We stayed like this for more than 10 minutes. My knees were hurting now and I needed to stand up. "Ja

After a weekIt has been a week since he told me he loved me and this week was more than perfect. He was there the whole time. Feeding me, bathing me, entertaining me and giving me everything I wanted, not to mention the hectic sex. Spoiling me and all, I felt like a Princess. The walls I made to protect my heart from him was broken easily with those beautiful three words. ' I love you, '. Work wasn't interesting any more, it was the time I spent with James. Everything just felt perfect. What I was afraid of is that he will leave me again. I don't think I can build the walls then to protect my heart from him when it's with him.Deep down in my heart I know I have fallen in love with him even if I didn't say it, I felt it. He was special as he made me feel special.