Lahat ng Kabanata ng Broken by Love: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 7

I got a message from my friend Sonia saying “I am coming to Germany today, and I will loved to talk to you once I reach there, take care” of yourself. I was in deep thought as to what she wants to tell me, because she had never send me any message like that for a long time. It seems something very urgent and may be it has a great concerned with my life. She was my school time friend and married to an engineer. She was working in a fashion company in New York, her husband had been transferred to Germany and she was going to join him there. It seems that the message had been sent from airport only. *** At around 8:30pm she gave me a call and said “Hi Benny, how are you? I was in hurry that day so I simply sent you a message. I want to tell you something which will be of a great value to your life”. I was excited “What? Pleas

She cut the call and I was silent for sometime thinking what she said. That night was again sleepless for me. I kept on thinking about her words and her fear of losing the things she loved. Certainly, she was not rejecting my feelings for Greg but she wanted to warn me about any adverse consequences. But in the back of my mind a thought was there that how could I express my feelings for Greg without telling Greg the reality about my health condition.  It was very unfair on my part as I was thinking only about my feelings and was playing. He had every right to know about me. I was in great dilemma, whether to tell Greg the truth or not, but was of course afraid of losing Greg because he would not have accepted me on knowing the

Greg called me in evening, “Dear I was very angry with you” I replied, “I know I didn‟t respond to your calls that day, but I was not in a good condition that day and had to go to hospital, my heart was paining very much. Doctor said that any delay in treatment would have been risky to my life”. I lied with so much confidence that he had to believe that. he replied, “Oh, really?” I replied with confidence, “Yeah, I was thinking about you only. I wanted to share my pain with you, so I insisted on talking to you” he said, “Ok but I didn‟t know that the situation was so grave. I was angry with you as you kept on calling me knowing the fact that there were relatives at my

Next day he called me and said, “What type of photograph have you sent to me? I don’t want to talk to you as everyone made fun of me at my office; I was very much ashamed of that”.  “Dear I don’t have any camera. As you were in hurry yesterday so I did send that only to you, but next time I will definitely send the proper photograph to you. Don’t worry dear”, I replied.  “You are a liar, I don’t want to talk to you, don’t talk to me”, he replied angrily and put off the call.   I was feeling guilty as I had lied to him, made fun of him trust but he was everything to me and I never thought of my life without him.  Days passed and now it was vacation time. He frequently called me on my way to Germany. I was feeling good. I was at home in the evening. The first