When I was young, I used to think that the world was this big place. At that time, I had a lot of friends in kindergarten and the notion of growing up and spreading out all over the world scared me. As I grew older, I had come to a sinking realization that the world was only as big as you made it to be. In reality, it was a dense and condensed space. In reality, there will always be the probability and possibility to bump into someone you didn’t want to. It’s a thought that always lurked in the back of my mind and the main reason behind my social anxiety. When triggered, I had to constantly remind myself that no matter how big that possibility was, the chances of it not happening was bigger.
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