All Chapters of Regrets : Chapter 1 - Chapter 8

Looking at the face of my son reminds me of the woman that I love but I wasted the chance of being with her. A flash of regrets in the past cause a shed of tears in my eyes. My son look at me with the look of concern. "Dada", my son slowly walks towards me with the help of the walker. My son is now one year old. He is my only one comforter. After a tiresome day with a flash of smile on his chubby cheeks, the exhausting day turns to be a bright day. I pick him up from the walker and carry him in my arms. "Dada, Dada", he repeatedly calls me. He touch the peck of my nose with his little fingers. I kiss his checks and he pouts for another kiss. We walk into the garden and remembers Lalaina. Lalaina, my son's mother. We used to stroll here in the garden as I push her on the wheel chair. Another memories flash backs as I hear her once sobbing in pain while talking to the flowers and plants. She caresses each leaf with care. "Am

"Wow", I exclaim upon seeing the feast of seafoods on the table. "Have a seat James", Lolo Iko grab a chair for me to sit on and he sits beside me. We have a fun filled talk as Lolo is an expert of Dad's joke. Being around with Lolo, I feel a sense of security and peace. Turns out I can say every secrets that I have to him. After lunch,  I went upstairs to have a fresh air at the terrace. I look at on the other side  where the little girl was playing earlier but she had gone. She might be having her lunch too. Dad sits across me as he take a call from his phone. "Have it done on Monday. I don't want any mistake on it so make it sure to check it thoroughly before giving it to me. ", his cold aura exploding and I can sense that the person on the other line trembles on his knees on my Dad's remark. He hang up the call and looks at me. "In the future, you need to be stricter than me with your subordinates", he puts hi

We finish the dinner silently. She clean up the mess and I went into my bed playing with my favorite mobile game. After an hour, she went inside our room and has freshen up. She's dazzling in her bare face. I look away as fear creep into my mind. I fear of doing unnecessary things to her except for Shy. She looks at me with her night dress. I pretend to focus on the game. She climb into the bed and grasp the blanket. Her feet touches to my thigh. I halt and move a little away from her feet. I won't dare to touch her. If I do, I loose plus what if Shy is waiting for me until now. I would leave her no matter what. I focus on the game not minding her. She fall asleep besides me. I wander, how she sleep comfortably besides me. Is she not afraid that I am going to touch her. I take a glance to her and end up admiring her beauty. I stroke her hair.  Her silky hair along with her delicate face. Her natural pinkish cheeks and a plump lips. I touch her lips with my thumb. She mov

Lalaina have prepared all the gifts for the said reunion and we are way to go to our residence. It is a joyous celebration with a feast of foods and drinks. "How are you dear? ", her Mom gives her big hug as she handed the gifts to her. "I am well Mom", she peck a kiss to her  mom's checks. "My ever beautiful darling", her Dad with a glass of drinks in his hand hugs her. She hug him back too. She must have miss them badly.We exchange hugs too. I had my stiff expression looking at pile cases of beers and ginebra san miguel. I looks at Lalaina with a stoic face, "Might as well get drunk today to avoid my succumb wife. ", I smirk walking towards the liquors.I open a grande of beer and drink all of them by myself. I look around and see how happy this family is. Lalaina's cousin walks toward me, "Hey! You are Lalaina's husband right. ", he gives his hand for a hand shake but I paid no attention to him.