Novels by Jokinglyjinxed

Fear.I detested hearing that word. I hated hearing that word. I even drew a picture of someone and named it fear, then with all the strength I had , I destroyed the picture.I really thought I was destroying fear , but fear was my name and my name was fear.What I hated most was my fears , I ran away from them ,but they still chase me , they follow me like they are my shadow. They follow me like they are part of my life.What was it about the fears that I couldn't face?Like plane crashes my life also crashes. My life like a diary of damage. I was broken numb with pain and the made me dumb.Dumb, no words to speak, no one to speak the unspoken words to .It happened each day and like that , I was getting dumber

The playlist for this chapter is Physical -Dua lipa Don't hate me you all,but this is Mason's pov, Sam can't be here cause she is indisposed at the moment. I also want too see if Mason loves or lusts after Sam. Know him better will you. So here goes Mason pov:MASON'S POV. She seemed nice even if she tried to act tough. She was so beautiful. Even Madison and Holly said so on our group chat. Mia wouldn't admit it because she is just upset that people are being so obvious about her. Max hasn't made a move on her yet, I know he will after all this. I don't want to do this. I could have backed out, but of course Mia had to bring Madison into this. FLASHBACK "Mia. You didn't have to say that ." Holly reprimands as she shakes her head making her rainbow hair fly about .Why was I smirking

I don't know why but I couldn't find any songs for this chapter. I'm sorry?.SAMANTHA'S P.O.V .NEW YORK. Its been three months in New York .I was doing really well with my no emotions rule. Mason had literally snapped at me because of that. I just shrugged and walked off. I get along with Madison and Holly. I had wanted to dye my hair like hers but,mom wouldn't hear of it. She said I would look like a walking unicorn. So I decided to plait a grey attachment . Mia and I talk and when I mean talk I mean a comeback battle. We don't get along and never would. I was standing in the hallway leaning on my locker and writing in my diary. Help me diary. My crush on Mason is getting much and I can't do anything about it because he is dating Mia. I really wish we could get along, but apparently I make her feel i

The playlist for this chapter is : All the good girls go to hell - Billie Eilish .Sweet but physcho- Ava Max. Sorry,if my songs are out of tune or not your flow. But my playlist is really awkward. Please recommend songs.Very soon, I will upload our cast pictures. Finally Emilia's POV. LEKKI, LAGOS, NIGERIA. EMILIA'S POV. Who knew I would I end up being Maria Jones adopted daughter. This is the life. I walk round the garden of the huge house .Samantha is so dumb to throw all this away. I don't blame her,if my best friend had tried to steal my boyfriend. I would murder her by boiling her private parts and kill the stupid guy by making him eat her boiled parts. Rubbish. I wonder why mom even decided to start sponsoring them . They were always here.

The playlist for this chapter is :Hate me- Ellie Goulding ft juice Wrld. LEKKI, LAGOS, NIGERIA. MARIA'S POV Gosh. I thought I would be so happy to have them out of my life. They are gone now and yet the happiness I yearned for is still far away from me. I sigh and stand up from my bed in my room ,holding a glass cup full of red wine and walk towards the family picture hung opposite my bed .I take the picture from the wall and look at it. She always loved her father. In the picture, I was smiling at the camera, but they were looking at each other, smiling at each other instead of the damn camera .I wanted to marry that man to prove a point to my friends. I wanted to prove that I could marry a white man. I wanted to be the best. I wanted people to see me and say "Oh. Look Maria married a white man ." I d

The playlist for this chapter is :Wish you well -sigala ft Becky Hill Look at her now- Selena Gomez SOMEWHERE IN THE UNIVERSITY OF LAGOS. GEORGE'S POV All this stupid lecturers and their trouble on Monday morning. Someone is a university student now,the person cannot rest . I complain even though I'm in my third year of uni.I walk to my car in the parking lot and get inside . My stomach grumbles loudly and I groan. I'm starving. Its five in the evening and I haven't had breakfast.Let me get to the hostel first and see that my room mates have eaten the chicken I fried yesterday night. They will explain whether me and them came to this university together. My phone rings as I pull out of the parking lot. I glance at the caller id. It was one of my roommates. "Wassup. "I say.

The playlist for this chapter is Broken and beautiful -Kelly Clarkson .SOMEWHERE CALLED LEKKI LOCATED IN LAGOS, NIGERIA .JANE'S POVThis lagos traffic. Lord help us.I left my house by six o'clock to beat this traffic yet I'm still within my vicinity. Wait. The traffic is moving already. The god damn car in front of me is not moving. I press my car horn a million times and he starts moving. He shoots me a fuck you. I couldn't care less about that,I'm fucking late to class. I should have gone back to the hostel yesterday being Sunday, but Miss Jones wanted to have dinner with me. I glance at the time on my watch. Eight o'clock. I'll skip class today."Move it!!" I yell at the blue Toyota camry in front of me . My phone starts ringing and I pick it without glancing at the caller id. "Babe.